Wednesday, July 26, 2006
我找不到更好的原因,去阻挡这一切的情意,这感觉太奇异,我抱歉不能说明,我相信这爱情的定义 奇迹会发生也不一定,风温柔得清晰,也许飘来好消息,一切新鲜,有点冒险 请告诉我怎么走到终点 没有人了解 没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋 我想我会开始想念你 可是我刚刚才遇见了你 我怀疑 这奇遇只是个恶作剧 我想我已慢慢喜欢你 因为我拥有爱情的勇气 我任性 投入你给的恶作剧 我才发现 你很耀眼 请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼? been 3 to 4 weeks since i met her, and i guess this is goodbye. i feel bad, stupid and all, to make her feel this way. the fact that she is in deep thought, shes afraid to hurt someone. it pains me to see this. the fact that td and her are actually a pair, going to i suppose. and i feel as if the person standing her way. this isnt right, if i eventually get her ( which seems utterly impossible) td would be sad, and i know that feeling, and it will hence, make me feel guilty. she knows td during jan, and she likes him , besides, shes been hiding alot of stuffs, and i feel weird, i dunno nuts about her, but i still care for her. thats very weird.giving up would be better. she wont have this thinking thingy going on no more. there is no need for hurting anyone, no need to feel sad and all. and she would eventually be happy. and that itself is enough for me. happy with his company, her smiles enough. i shall leave, i dun wanna be a spoiler. that feeling itself sucks for the opposite party. sigh. love is complicated. shall drown in my deep thoughts for now.
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