2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

its been a long day yday. since its 2 in the morning now. went to study at the tuition center. but i left to meet noelle ard 2 pm till 5pm. mos burger crave? lol . i dont know. but its been a long time since i ate that burger, and i realised they downsized the whole burger into a mini bun which isnt even bigger than my palm. anyway, we gai gai ard pp or whatever that shopping mall was called, and i still feel somewhat guilty, so i bought her a rose. lol. i know its lame but yeah. she didnt reject it, so that is something that stop my heart from pumping so fast since she might say throw it away. ha. well, i sent her back to her ballet school before heading off to the center again, getting scolded from ms armstrong once more, for being selfish ? or whatever she thinks it is because i do not blame myself for doing things. thats something she predicted wrong. i do blame myself, its just that i vent my anger out to others, to make me feel better, yeah, maybe i am selfish. and i deserve that scolding, from armstrong, and from noelle herself on the previous day. but all went well after that "session" of scolding, i still manage to do my work, although not all, but at least the friendship between me and armstrong remains, and i hope for the better with noelle too. my eldest brother almost got conned today, by some fake job interview that would cheat money out of you without knowing it. my dad spotted it out, and tried to talk some sense to my brother, but he refused to listen, angry with himself perhaps?and worst of, a murder case happened near my house beside marsiling primary school, where some indian fella stabbed some guy there. and fled. i dont deny i look down on black ppl, but not all, its just, i find it not right for them to act this way, they arent special, they are still humans, but why classify themselves as someone lower? i do not know. i have friends who are black/brown. but this are the minority that are pleasant. todays going to be a very weird day for me, hope mr mui wont come to me and bla bla bla. shant think abt negative stuffs. gonna slp soon. cao