2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

okay i hate my blog. it seem impossible to blog. anyway. its been 6 months since i touched this blog. return unhappy memories of my past life. i guess i am hot tempered last time. typical ah beng. but i want to change. i feel out of place in my class. with my friends. with my family. it feels so weird. esp with my friends. and congrats to chin whee. for getting his first gf. just hope he studies too. sigh. i realised i have been changing my social circle.chinwhee's gang, to chars gang, to juans gang and so on. i realise i cant work out with em. i feel out of place. i am changing. i feel i am. but it seems impossible to do so. sigh. my mums going senile. my 1st brother is a stranger. but my friends are still there for me. i guess theres only matthias to back me up , my only friend. and i guess its true. because when i am down. the only person i can rely on is him. or maybe yimin. sigh. i think i am thinking too much for the moment. just came back from an outing with noelle. went to watch a movie at the new cathay and eating at plaza sing. bryan's jealous i guess. i really wan to tell him. stfu and go with yur ah lian yan lin ? calling names like dalmantion to me? if he were in my sch. he is long dead. i find name calling stupid. well, if it instill some PLEASURE to some LAME ppl like bryan. then its fine. well, just came back from step a week ago. and these are the new ppl i know

mabel
noelle
joseph
bo long
boss
big
beer
jia hui
teck wei
ming siu


well, i find teck wei and ms fine now. use to have mental arguments with him. but he seems fine in camp. lalala. i feel crappy now. shant talk much . CAO