2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

todays teachers day. i finally got back my handphone. and realised its memory and content is corrupted. all her pictures,videos are all gone. im being stupid. marla(psch friend) told me to talk to her. but i didnt. my chance came when she went to the canteen alone,but it was clear that she saw me, and hid behind the pillar. that feeling. sadness. just overwhelms me. i dunno why, but i purposely walked the other way to exit the canteen, sending her a msg, nice hiding behind the pillar. its stupid. really. and the fact that i didnt say hi when i walked pass her in the staffroom and out again. it was on purpose that i went to the staffroom, all my teacehrs are the hods. sigh. i dont know. she didnt reply me after that, walked past me, and left school without a single reply.i was sad, angry at myself, for not being able to talk. luckily my friends were around, kept me from thinking , we went to eat at cine, walk ard taka and all, and went to far east to get janice a shirt for her bday.after which, we watched SNAKES ON THE PLANE! only during the movie, 8+ did she reply, and it was a fuck up reply. fuck. i dun give a shit.really. i think i will jsut give up and play with girls. fuck.lol. anyway. gtg. tired.gonna take a rest.