Friday, September 29, 2006
its saturday. omg. time passes damn fast. 4 years! gone. just like that. and its o levels in a month time. i dont treat her like a
goddess. get that right. ok. back to business. our new leader for the NO-SHIT gang. ARI BUDIMAN GANI!mr adonis wu have been OVER THROWN for losing an eraser fight against archie. what a disgrace. mr wu. WE CANT TAKE YOUR SHIT. so down u go and your rank is FART. LOL. now we have new members in our gang
THE SHIT - ari
shits - terry,kin onn, me
pees - chia hong, archie, hanif, juan wen
FART(lowest RANK) - MR WU
aint tat cool? lol. 1 thing i dunno abt wu, is that hes afraid of chan-.- yday we went to library during class period but its closed. on our way back we met 4H class with chan going into the physics lab. the first thing he did was. RUNNNNNNNNNNNN. and we followed for no particular reason. we could have just said, finding teacher, or something. but i guess his stare is.
creepy. friday's the last day we're playing soccer, unfortunately, the sec 5 joined us, tahts why i didnt play soccer and join the bball ppl . those sec5 ppl are just fucks. really. they lose, they anyhow kick and scold. wtf? and that yu yu or wadever indo bitch. he cant even play, cant even score. and he just go ard kicking and scolding ppl. if i lost my cool yday, he would be dead meat. bastard sia. turn a soccer match into wad? fighting ring? u go fuck yourself and eat my shit ? thats the problem with the sec 5s, just because they are a year older, they think their so big and can bully us? if tzu long was here with us still, they will continue their curry favour business and pretend to be our buddies. what a loser.
ok anyway. todays gonna be a long day. i still ahve a compo to hand in for tuition later at 4, and the 4 generalsoflaughery's outing at 7. wow. and the compo's the worst topic i ever heard. begin your first paragraph with a quarrel in a marriage, 2nd paragraph is a fight and lastly, end the compo with the topic, BIRDS. WOW. wtf is this ? screwed. anyway. gonna finish this shit compo and maybe post it on my blog. LOL
10:01 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
okay. been another day. jasdev almost got archies phone confiscated and in the end, he got it back. and the worse thing now is, my brother's quarreling with his girl. and its like fucking havoc here? shes like crying, shouting,screaming, banging doors, punching doors. crying like 1 dog lidat. i nothing to say. i dont even know whose at fault now, she cried since 6? nows like , 6.45? omg. and shes still maintaining the record. wow. lets see how long she can hold. but why cant my brother just break? or something. i have no say . okay. so many things and all. my brother actually beat her. but it was outside my house, if he did it here, i would have wacked him. since psch, i have never bullied girls anymore. lol. ok it sounds weird but i use to bully them in psch, and it kinda feel bad. crap. shes banging the door again. wow. hope she doesnt do anything silly. ok. off to work . bye
3:42 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
okay. been another day of slack. shit. i tink i must buck up. so what if prelims is oveR? can score well for o levels. haha. sian. i lost to jan, paper 1 i got 46. wtf? so low. sian. and guess wad, i saw the girl that i admire on bus, twice i saw her, and twice we stared at each other. LOL . ok that sounds gay. but if i get to see her once more. i am going to get her number. BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. lol. she isnt pretty but she got ma attention. LOL. okay. anyway. introducing the NO- SHIT gang
WU CHIN WHEE (ugly wu ) - THE shit
SHITS
ari
kin onn
terry
yee min
PEES
juan wen
hanipple
woots. WE ARE THE NO SHIT GANG. LOL. our trade mark is, CAN U TAKE THIS SHIT!?
NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
aaandd BOOM ! we wack the bully up. LOL. its cool. and fun. lol.
firstly, we had a great outing last weekend for our class, although i came late, i had equal share of fun there. ahha. i guess after os there would be another outing. :)
secondly, I WON ARI!! WOOTS. the first match. he couldnt go through my def. the game ended at 27.38 mins without any lost of my units :) the second match however, he caught hold of my technique and trashed my balls within 9 mins. LOL. but. the deal was, he had to do so in 8min. SO I WON!!!! thanks guys. u got twice the amount of money BACK. LOL.
lastly, shes growing more and more prettier, but i guess its just a big illusion. its like going window shopping :) gonna keep on that. hope she gets her match soon enough, although she deleted her blog and i cant see or tell whats on her mind, i hope shes fine. well, all the best with o levels. haha. i shall cont with my dota game now. CAO
4:22 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
great. prelims screwed up. how great. chem i got 37.5/65. wtf? and i was like hoping for a 40 or 50 plus. knn.zzzzzzzzzzz. i cant believe it. sigh. phys 25/35. poa 57/100, chinese 55/100. wtf results. nth to say. i dun even need to bother abt going to a jc. let alone acjc. lol. can go fuck myself. and worst of all, wow, she deleted her blog, just when i wanted to read hers. lol. i have seen her 5 times today, and i wonder why i cant say hi, and janice could=.=
i feel like an idiot wasting my time thinking abt this when my studies are fucked up.zzz
now results are like shitty. and i wonder what will happen during the o levels.zzzzzzzz.
4 more weeks
o level will start
fuck up. sigh. shouldnt have studied. just take a break and just flunck all my exams and say bye.
7:49 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
since i am bored, i shall blog. lol. todays the stupidest thing that ever happened.first, i have to go to school, to take 40 MCQs and go home. how cool is that? and i came in late, sacrificing 4 mins of my time , and 10mins to calm myself down.lol. i am not quite sure for the paper. but i will get above 25 . luckily we played bball. but i didnt play much, never bring clothes =.= and while i was going off, i saw alex, aixia and ashifa, i told mata. lucky never see her, see her sure pek chek, besides, i haven seen her for the past few weeks ever since the school reopened. and while i was walking. she came-.- i was like omg laa. sigh. afraid old feelings might come back since i am still torned. i tried to walk thru the bushes, but i decided not to, so i just walk towards her and had a friendly hi bye conversation and walk on. with my heart rate beating at 1000 per min. lol. she look much better now, but shes just too thin! wonder what happened to her. anarexic? nah. doubt so, well, its been awhile since i seen her upclose. the last time was during my trip to outram with juan and char, boarded the same mrt as her. sigh. nvm. i feel stupid la. shes from my p sch and i iddnt notice her. if only i had studied harder and go into her class in psch. or sec sch. fuck myself. arrgh. anyway. my brother and mum came back from taiwan yday. i got shoes,clothes,and a 200$ jacket. wooots. look damn nice. i feel glad. anyway. wish her and steve. lla eht tseb :)
1:49 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
WOOTS! no more exams anymore. lol. wait. there is. tmr. but its just some sutpid mcq. lol. ahh!! i think i am going to screw up physics. stupid question. wtf am i thinking? i actually wrote screw and contact when its actually steel bar and screw!! WTF!!!!! and the fact that, i actually knew the correct answer pissed me off. the worse part is when we played bball. cant stand alvin. i realised he is super anti social, and very act cool. i mean, palying bball, cannot paly together? why must we form diff groups and play? such as the "NO!" reply when zheng kai and the company wanna play, or EVEN US? i mean, if we are better than u, theres no need to prevent us from playing, and just smile at us while we played 3v3 and u guys had a 5v5 matches. fuck it. u wanna play ? lets play :)
okay. theres goh mata, SPRAIN MY ANKLE! still bully me. tmd. go die. ppl pai ka. still kick still push. next time u injured i see how u run. lol. went to watch movie today with char and mata la. tmd. lucky mata help me pay $2. otherwise i would have to break my notes and all just to watch devil wears prada. actually, i thought it was a dumb show, but actually it was quite good. quite nice la. although the ending was quite predictable ( char didnt believe me) . wow. i am beginning to do analysis in everything!? lol.
ok end of story. lets talk abt celestine. i use to think shes a good friend to me. or actually, my so called daughter. but i realised she isnt as good as she used to be. firstly, the fact that she had sex!? and all the sick stuff. and shes freaking criticizing men! us men! for waD? being sick and want all those sexual stuff. yes we do, but one thing, we can control. not like you who in front of me, act innocent , and in your blog, criticizing every part of guys and doing obscene stuff and declaring it on public and without any sense of embarassment. wow. celestine. *claps* i cant believe it. my friends are changing. lol.
steven = getting weirder each day. but still the same old womanizer
wcw = GOT A GF!?!? and fucking irritating
mata = more handsome.
char = getting lazier=.=
wei jian = STUPIDER
terry = more and more distant
marcus = act cool too much. but still keep his cool ( wait, i am not sure what i am talking)
fx = getting smarter each day. fuck
wei sheng = getting irritating, keep calling me ugly and all, when he himself is one
hanif = getting more and more short tempered . guess because his SHORT! nah just kidding.
bob = BOBBIE BOOOBIEE!!!
janice = my good old sis
qian wei = MY OU XIANG. but who cares? shes going with sean. LOL
archie = bball freak
chia hong = lamest lame ass i have ever seen
thats about it i guess. cant remember anymore. LOL aaaaaahhhhhh. bored.
6:56 AM
Monday, September 18, 2006
poa 2,em2 , phy , phy/chem left for prelims. omg. cant wait for it to end! lol. summary for prelims. ss screwed up,chem still can make it, eng/lit/chinese not sure, emaths 1 should score. lol. omg. o levels just 1 month away?!!? and tmrs poa, i am so screwed, i mean today. its passed 12. omg la. poa got so much to study, and i lend ma PRECIOUS book to charlene teh pubor. lol. die die die. tmr still got emaths 2, got afew questions wanna ask my dad but he went for a murder case 20mins ago. WOW. sigh. die die die die die. i dun wanna flunck my prelims. my aims are, 1st, acjc, 2nd, ngee ann poly (business). cant get into this 2, i go mi or innova slack with my friends. haha. omg. jay zhou's new album rocks la! just like me. lol. ok, lets talk about today,i went to school early today, and guess wad, i spent 3.90 for terry's breakfast after my lost for reversi, and worst, after teh came, TERRY TOOK MY WALLET AND BOUGHT BREAKFAST FOR HER AND HIMSELF again. which part of me look like an atm? sigh. nvm. i went for poa paper 1 after breakfast and guess what, qn 1) what is the error called when trail balance is unbalanced on one side? the answer is error of original entry, guess wad i wrote? error of miscalculation. CONGRATS! fail . lol. went to queens to eat lunch, do work in the lib, apparently, teh couldnt do work due to her stomach aches and her tireness, i did ABIT of work before heading home. wow. and i am officially broke.lol. memory card tmr! woots. can upload songs le. happy happy.lol
9:47 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
whoa. never update. shit. lol. anyway. on friday, went out with ma pri sch friends. lol. i actually thought of cancelling it, cause EVERYONE msged me in the morning that they cant make it. sigh. wonder why, but in the end, with aaron yeaps magic, he made everyone present. lol. well, we met at holland v, at bk, past memories of ym came back, but yeah, who cares anyway? haha. well, MDM YAZILAH WAS THERE!!! omg. omg. miss her so much. really, i felt a sense of love that moment. haha. wanted to hug her, thats how much i missed her. haha. well, we talked kinda loud, with ppl constantly SHHH!!! but we didnt bother, since we have 2 fighters there , haha. well, we went to marla's house to FETCH her, since her phone went boom, and she dindt noe abt the meeting. lol. darren,aaron,heng yi, gillian was with us then. soon, we left her house, heading to clementi to meet ben, SHIT man, his girl is super hot, lol. i nothing to say, and whats best is his spinning pen trick. omg. i have it on PHONE. lol. super gay. haha. and soon , we all headed to orchard, meeting terry and si hui there. LITTLE MAN was the show we watched. it was kinda funny. haha. i just realise, psch frens are much better than sec sch frens. i wonder why? but yeah. we plan to celebrate xmas tgt. haha. i guess ben will be out, confirm celebrate with his hot chick. haha. anyway. we headed to kimseng at 11 to catch a game of pool, marla,si hui, darren, ben and me were there den. i LOST to darren. BWG la. go eat my shit can? lol. sian. well, thats what happened that day. 6 HARMONY! u guys rock. love u all
7:46 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
lol. todays a fun day for me. although i am halfway debating with steven on sparring and fighting and all, i wonder why, sometimes he gets so pissed at this kind of discussion and turn it into an argument and even make himself angry for no particular reason.what a joke. anyway. went to the library in the morning. i woke up late, took a taxi ($15) down just to make it on time for breakfast and to queue up for a vacant space in the library with wenli,vivian and myself. i won the race that i could reach the 3rd floor table first, with wenli going to the lift. he thought i didnt make it. but found me sitting there peacfully instead. haha. well, i finished 1 ss theme, left 3 more to go! (although i completed the whole sec4 book) i realise i am somehow ahead of every1, but i cant be too complacent,must study doubly hard, esp with my sciences and my english aspect. time passes so fast, 4 years just passed. all my psch frens have grown, mature, with many experiences to share. haha. went to kbox after my studies with eugene,darren and edrina. it was kinda fun, first time i can sing so peacefully without goh mata or steven to criticize. LOL. aaaa. anyway, i spent quite an amount today. lol.abt 50 + ? omg. die.hha. anyway. gtg . take bathe and SLEEP
7:47 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
was young but I wasn't naive
I watch helpless as you turn around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not burry if you tried
after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
and part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like it was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
and part of me died when I let you go
after all this why
would you ever want to leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
and part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you will ever know
and part of me died when I let you go
4:55 AM
didnt sleep today.lol. the whole night play comp and msg wl. wow. she really likes steven. haha. i have nothing to say. besides, i ahve gotten over her. i hope. but i didnt feel anything when she said it was him. haha. well. goodluck stevo. u just gotta be serious to get her. thats all. hmmm. i forgotten abt lit tuition today, ended up rushing down and face ms armstrongs fucked up face. lol. after which i went to jurong library to do some revision. did some work, but not alot. sigh. my aim of doing 1 paper each day isnt working. lol. cause i cant complete it. aargh! haha. nvm . cont later. chi tuition now. lala
4:39 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
whoa. time pass so fast. next week's prelims. wtf?! die. happy bday janice. some popular arse who didnt reply my sms. go die. lol. the bbq went fine on monday. i find it good for the first time. EVERYONE ACTUALLY COOKED! that was something very unusual, and we didnt cleared all the food as i forgotten abt the crabs. wth? lol.fuck. the drinks i bought still here=.= wcws bandung.LOL i nothing to say la. sian. the next days the worst. woke up at 1.30pm. suppose to meet terry in sch at 10=.= what a joke. worst of all, armstrongs pissed with me,for no reason. and i took all the blame without knowing what i have done wrong. my files were thrown away, books gone, notes gone. sometimes i wonder, is armstrong helping me? or merely killing me slowly by doing all this. mr kuan talked to me abt it, and asked what happen which i apparently dont know. its stupid i think. let her be then. i am lazy to do anything, but i want my files back. and i have to thank matthias mum for that, talking all those stuff to armstrong, if i meet her in the streets, shes a fucking goner. i fetched her son everyday home, and this is how she repay? wow.wat a bitch. not mentioning danver or whatever his called, a mere glance made me puke. wat a disgusting gay, he is LITERALLY gay. and he gave me tat "bu shuang look" mother fucker. if it wasnt armstrong, his gone by now. i just realised something, those who are close to me, are the ones who are harming me. shall TRY and isolate myself from now on . arrgh. hope the next day would be fine.
9:11 AM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
well youre the closest thing I have
to bring up in a conversation
about a love that didnt last
but I could never call you mine
cause I could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we justify destiny
its not that our love died
just never really bloomed
well I cant let go
no, I cant let go of you
youre holding me back without even trying to.
i cant let go
i cant move on from the past
without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
and then we saw our paths diverge
and I guess I felt OK about it.
until you got with another man,
and then I couldnt understand
why it bothered me so.
how we didnt die we just
never had a chance to grow.
without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
though somehow still you affect theThings I do.
and you cant lose what you never had
i dont understand why I feel sad
every time I see you out with someone new.
6:44 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
For you and you only.
I see you staring at me,
but you never truly see,
why I love you, so, so much,
when you're so out of touch.
feelings that we could have shared,
you flung behind without a care.
it seems so hard to let you go,
and the process is so slow.
I dunno whether I should stay,
and waste another day away.
I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane.
you dun feel me loving you,
and you just can't seem to get a clue.
you dun see me cry inside,
and in you I know I can't confide.
yet still I find that you are blind,
to things meant to be kind.
you know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.
i know I really cant deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.
so who will help me make it though?
who will tell me what to do?
how come every time I see your face,
for me there's never any space?
maybe someday you'll see me differently,
so until then,
i will be waiting silently.
yours sincerely,
yeemin
1:30 AM