2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

okay. continuation. LOL. he knows i dont want him to read i guess =.=" okay anyway, the card seems nicely made. hmmm. lit is 2 days away. damn nervous, if i dont score well for lit, i cant score well for ss and it will jeopardise my L1R5, i wanna get 13, so i can go in sa ( follow ma sis) lol. but i doubt so, firstly
chinese - c5
english - b4
so, i think everything A1 also cannot .LOL i can stop dreaming for now :)

anyway. my rough results would be

science A2
maths A2
humans b3
poa b3

so overall L1 R 5 would be ! 19 =.="
i can stop dreaming of even entering a jc=.= maybe ijc or mi perhaps -.-
sigh. should have studied when i was lower sec, can get better subject combi and without teachers giving up on you and not teaching properly. arrgh. my future ambition, i have 5
1) being a mountaineering archaeologist
2) being a CHEF!
3) F***ING RICH ( perhaps this out of the question =.= )
4) special ops commando?
5) go to malaysia and stay in the mountains, without money,clothes,food (i sound crazy but i love nature :D )

alright, i shall go back to LIT STUDIES!



FINALLY! blog fixed. tmd. i realised its the address thats the problem. tmd. no wonder that "fix" problem guy didnt reply my email. LOL tats stupid of me. well, lifes seem to be returning to its f up pace, study sleep play study sleep play. bla bla bla. wad a shitty life. received a card from shirley today. so cute! quite nicely made ( although the markers/papers) were chosen by me, lol but it gives a sense of joy when u read it actually. blog later. brother came to spy=.= zz



okay. my blogs on repair. i wonder when will it be alright. hmmm. o levels have started. sigh. haven even finish my revision la. die die die. grrr



i woke up late today, had a slight argument with my dad before retriving money from my dad for tuition fees and allowance.anyway, i rushed to jurong lib, to get my seats and to pass MY JACKET and SS BOOK to some faggot. i wonder who. yeah. and went for lit tuition. and guess wad, my notes were being ransacked=.=" sigh, nvm. but at least i gave her my copy. gotta do again. LOL. well. i did a james bond stunt today. LOL. u would nv believe it.she was with her friends, so i didnt want to give it to her. mei mei say. why waste money on her? LOL. in chinese. and i took out a coin, heads i give , tails i dont. and it turned out heads. (tails also i throw again la) LOL, but when i turned ard, shes gone. LOl. i didnt bother, kinda sad actually for waiting awhile at the mrt train, but i boarded the boonlay 1 and left, but while it was leaving, i saw her walking down the stairs. wtf? so ciao? sian. and i quickly unboard the boonlay 1 at red hill, ran into the pasir ris 1, with a cool slick move. LOL. i actually punched some1 for being too fast and too furious since the door was abt to close, i didnt think i could make it=.=" but well, i made quite a commotion and was alittle embarrassed. after which, i arrived back at square 1, past her the notes and head back to jurong lib. lol. stupid? yeah sorry i am.
upon reaching jurong lib, i found some faggot sleeping, with my fullscap as a sketching book. it says

i've to admit,
I AM AN IDIOT! :(
i'm sorry i cant be perfect
-yeemin(shirley)

i suck! big time
bite me you IDIOT
- yeemin(wenli)

and worse, i flipped it open, i see

1 DOLLAR CHEAP CHEAP!

LALONG LALONG! BUY 2 GET 1 FREE!!

=.=" and the worst part is, my back of the fullscap, has a NICE,SEXY poem
it reads

looking out of the window, i saw a guy.
oh god, he looks cheap like anyone could buy!
and then he turned around,
and left me dumb-found
he started walking towards here
his face so hideous it made me fear!
oh wth? i think i know you
does his surname start with lim?
and middle name yeeeeee?
but wait, i forgot his last name
but i know he got no fame
yet plently of shame!
ah ha! his last name is min
cause hes ugly and smelly like a bin!
:)

wad a splendid poem written by the infamous, sexy, pretty,cute shirley(todays the opposite day)

now i know why u wrote tat poem. wahahahha



okay. UPDATED! happy? lol. alright. met this girl called shirley in the library quite some time ago. ( your not popular just write about you for fun) . lol. thanks to her, my practical should be able to score well. thank you ah hwee. met her friends too, joshua for example, and ms brown. LOL. all bloody smart arses who will score single digit.basket. i get single digit i would be flying over the moon. LOL. ok anyway. went for a movie today, prestige? damn nice show, the plot rocks like hell la, very unpredictable. ok anyway, i USED all my sexy 1 for 1 cards for them and i didnt have dinner . LOL. nvm, got bob and hanif to play with in the arcade, if not i would be staring at them eating FISH and chips and other food in the manhattan shop or whatever. i won 2/3 races in outrun, bob and hanif sucks la. LOL. hanif cant win me, the last race he won OUT OF LUCK. << see the difference? please go train 10 more years den race with me la. loser.lalalla.sleeping time. nights



The train of guilt follows me in my fears
each stop it takes
makes me wonder why i even dreamt
and why i go through this much pain to make you see the real me
when deep down inside we both know the truth
but yet your to caught up within your own regrets to even see it
every ticking second my heart bleeds for you
making the consequences of my life more and more complicated
with all the gutless things you say to me
and that you still seem to think that your doing me a favour
I don't see how this all went wrong
how i was oblivious to the fact that i loved you so much
and you just threw it back in my face
how that for every moment that i had feelings for you
you was just shredding them to pieces with your cold, dark lies
well this time is diffrent
because i dont want to hear one of your cold, dark lies
I just want to hear the softness of your voice
not telling me ever so slowly
that there will be a happy ending to this twisted story
but that all of this deceit was just a horrible, violent nightmare
just then and only then
I will try with all my might to believe you



okay. its been 3 days since i blogged. yeah. apologies to people mentioned in my previous post,i offended them when i was in a fucked up mood. sorry. ok steven. go bloody make an anime webbie or draw your own bloody manga or whatever. i dun give a damn. i will bloody block you from my blog. getting on my nerves. anyway. have been going to the lib with wen li. and i guess he is my super power papa bear. LOL. he called me yday, and made me rush down to the lib. with his crude remarks and superb scolding, i guess hes a bloody spear behind me whenever i stop running. lol. and if it wasnt for him today, giving me a morning call, i wouldnt be in the lib on time getting a place. thank you papa bear. LOL. u overgrown bitch. nah. just kidding. ok anyway, thank you hanif and goh mata, as i ps u and u took home my bag. lol.

lit tuitions getting tougher

english works getting harder

lifes getting more stressed

but oh well. its all in a mess.

pain.tension.fatigue.depression.anger,aggression,frustration.
all these unwanted sensations
burning,hurting,tearing.
my heart alone, cold and fearing.
why won't you let me sleep?
let me rest,Let me forget.
to eradicate,eliminate,destroy all my regrets?
these memories inside,
swirling,twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
repeating,resisting,insisting
refusing to be denied its recognition
of its position in my
frustration,confusion,delusion.
aaaah!
to close my eyes and let time fly by,
because theres so much to gain
by forgetting these dreams driving me insane.
unfocused,unclear,out of control,
my world spinning,spinning,spinning,
my sanity flying thru the door.
my reason?my logic? oh! it's tragic
like fine sands running through my very hands,
i am losing my mind.

a thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.
Baffling words raced through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
a disturbing peacefulness beckons to me
and inside myself,
I take cover.
what would it be like to stay there forever?
to be lost in all my cares?
from the inside, looking out


I cry silent tears.

Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day... you had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need you to carry on
Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day... you had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong

You might not make it back and you know that you could be well all that Strong And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most Oh you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie

You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie

You see what you like, and how does it feels One more time, you had a bad day

You had a bad day....

michelle branch: goodbye to you
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me
by I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three months were just pretend
and I say Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes
till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you
your the one thing that I tried to hold on to
You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star



my horoscope:
In your love life, you dont know where to turn to for help, in order to get your equanimity back, dear Lim Yee-Min ! Youre suspicious and undecided, and you prefer to hide behind reserve and indifference as soon as you enter the minefield called feelings. It is best to beware of the alliance between the Lovers and the Pope, since this attitude is certainly not going to help you restore a climate of confidence. In your professional life, you are allowing yourself to be overwhelmed by dark thoughts, and the despondency coming your way from the pairing of the Moon and the Lovers could provoke a crisis with your colleagues. Dont let yourself be assailed by doubt or paralyzed by hesitation, or others will make decisions for you. Give yourself a shake, decide on a line of behavior and try and hold it together. If not, you'll just be treading water.



In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun... oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, this world you must've crossed...you said... you don't know me, you don't even care, you don't know me, you don't wear my chains... essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field, when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry when they see you you said... you don't know me, you don't even care, you don't know me, you don't wear my chains... she said I think I'll go to Boston... I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain... I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new tow, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... Boston...where no one knows my name...






ISNT SHE HOT?!?! MY IDOL! LOL( she look abit like my neighbour)



i skipped school. bravo. lol. and it was a blessing in disguise. today theres lit class. dun bother seeing her. my marks are screwed up. why bother? haha. anyway. woke up at 1.30 today. quite late but at least i got the energy to study in the lib. although i didnt do much. But i plan on completing todays work tml. lol. ok anyway. while i was going home. i saw a hot beautiful girl. fuck . i can swear she can be like. a swimsuit model or some sort. i was like. DAZED by her? kept staring la. she didnt caught me doing that.how lucky. we boarded the same bus, i sat behind her. and omg. shes really hot. and she dropped at the same time as me and she walk the same way as i do. so i took a picture of her back. (quite dumb) but who cares? lol. serves as a memory. den suddenly, she went up the stairs. i was like. wtf? she my neighbour?!!? fuck. and when i walked up, she thought i was stalking her la? go die. lol. and i realised. shes my psch playmate=.=" no wonder i find her familar. and i think she have forgotten me . basket. super hot. i wanna cry le.LOL. maybe next time i go find her brothers play awhile, take a look at her. omg. shes hot. I GOT A HOT NEIGHBOUR!! lol.



上梢的月牙,
白色的竹篱旁,
好象 告诉 我的她 .
这里像幅画.
去年的圣诞卡,
记忆在你的扩张.
画面 开始 没有她
我还在装傻
说好为我泡碗茶
学习摆弄它
却剩树下空荡荡的家
守着电话
却等不到她
心里的雨倾盆地下
也沾不湿她的发
被印在明信片上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆地下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的牵挂

this song is super nice. if i could 1 day sing this to her. how splendid. LOL. thanks to steven chiang who TOLD her i treated her like a goddess when i did not? merely thinking of her = treat her like goddess? den i treat janice like wad? my father ah? fucking dunno dun anyhow talk. dont say i not good fren, say dunno fucking good shits abt you to her. in the end? u wanna fuck her upside down. yes, u can tell me. i dont mind. i dun wanna bother her either. but please dont mention my name , or me TREATING her like a goddess when i didnt. please get your facts right. u dun wan me to go ard telling other girls about some fake stuff? zzzzz. your a good fren to a guy. but a super fuck up guy when it comes to a girl. thats what everyone thinks. not just me. look in the mirror. u got all the qualities. but wtf? no point having them .



lol. ANNOUNCING THE NEW THE SHIT!!!!!

TADA!!!

Lim
Yee
Min

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

clap hand please.LOL. ok i won ari and got the title. but i think i am going to give it to mr adonis wu. since i dun like being a leader anyway. but its fun .lol

anyway. lets talk about ARCHIE CARLSON TANTULA!

firstly, hes a timid S.O.A.B
he didnt dare to take a girls number. thats 1 thing
he made a fool out of himself with his "HAMLET" to take or not to take
the girls knew wads going on
he refuses to pay me $5 when he was suppose to do so after i helped him ask

lol. i have no words for him

ok now GOH MATA

we went to jurong library to study today. knn. damn irritating. BUT NVM!
we bought snacks, and i persuaded him to buy durians since its $2 a box
we walked around jurong entertainment center like a bunch of idiots eating durians
and the worst part was, while i was in the toilet pissing, GOH MATA WAS EATING THE DURIAN! as in. he takes it out of the box, and eats it in the toilet. LOL. i told him i am going to blog this. LOL. lucky no1 there. otherwise he isnt my friend anymore. cause i dont know him.LOL

ok. finally. the fucked up thing is. i screwed up lit. woots.28/50. i can go, fuck myself? and lick a dogs balls? lol. when every1s scoring like.30 and above (including her) and i am like. WTF?!?! i lose to them?!!? ESP DEXTER! anyway. nvm. congrats for topping the class for the first time. LOL. fuck up la. sian. i wanna go fuck myself alrdy.