2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

grad night was kinda fun. i won first prize with marcus on some game event, not suppose to win ba. if not for marcus newspaper tying technique. LOL. i won an mp3, but i gave it to char. sometimes i wonder, why didnt i give it to her when she doesnt treat me as a fren. anyway.i brought the wallet and cookies for ma sis and i got her flowers. lol . i wore a suit, bought from surabaya, tailor made, but i dun quite like it. haha. the food sucks, entertainment was quite alright. but most of all, tonight's time was to see each other for its the last time we would be seeing the whole class. we took some class pictures, with friends . i took a picture with her, treasure it alot, but she doesnt. haha. anyway, after the bloody night, which is now, wei sheng,james,mata,zhi shen,hanif came to my house to stay over, suppose to watch a movie but there werent any, msged her for awhile, and she too, is having a hang over at her place. the funny thing is, marcus came at 4am by taxi after sending wendy back. wtf? come for wad? lol. he used the comp for 20mins and went to bed =.=" well, today would be the last time i would be seeing her. :)



okay. i am back! shall blog abt surabaya

day 1
we arrived to surabaya and ari's mother fetched us. we were all in a happy mood, but after knowing the travelling time, we cried. lol. 3 hours journey to the villa alone. but we are heading to the supermarket to shop. so it would be abt 4 hours. we did shopping, ate and finally we made our way to the villa.i bought janice a wallet on the first day. 284k rupiah. lol. "dun open the window till u reach" thats wad ari told us. and we didnt expect much. but he blew us away when we arrived. his villa was huge, 7 houses, theres a swimming pool, pool table, guards and a maid to accomodate our stay. we reached at abt, 12 midnight? and we just jumped into the jakuzi or how did u spell it? lol. and relax.

day 2
i woke up the 3rd ,(chia hong and kin onn were the first and second) i took a morning swim in the cold water and when everyones awake, we headed to the shopping centre to do some shopping. but first, we ate some dish at dome, crap. it tasted like heaven. lol. and it cost only 50k, which is abt $10 plus drinks,fries and garlic bread. we did some shopping and headed back to the villa. we began the play pool,watch movies and eat. and holly shit, ari's company food,snacks are fucking nice. lol. i bwg alr. the instant noodles esp. lol.soon we began gambling.=.=" i lost quite alot. kin onn with his first in between had to pay 100k but we gave him chance. i still can remember the look on his face. LOL

day 3
we went to change the stupid small car. for some reason, i had to sit at the back most of the time. but whats worst, i lost abt 1million in the game.wtf? and i became the biggest loser.lol. damn f la. wait. i forgot wat happen alr. LOL. psps

day 4
HORSE RIDING!super fun, i got a bloody race horse, the guide had to follow me wherever i go. (because its crazy=.=) anyway, its super fun, first time riding. ok, casualties. chinwhee and marcus had a blister at is ass crack,(chinwhee more severe) kin onn had skin tears on his fingers. chia hong back out for some reason after a short while,ari and i..... NOTHING. lol. but who cares la. enjoy can already. and den, the usual routine, watch show, play pool bla bla bla. lol. but the scenery is still the best. shall upload them when i get them.

day 5
chia hongs going off, and i am gonna sleep alone in the room. zzzzz. nvm, i am always dead tired when i go to bed, so whether theres a ghost or i am scared, i dun give a shit. less den 1 sec i will be sleeping when i get to bed. lol. the only thing that pissed me,ari,kin onn off is that, EVERY single nice movie, it would be spoilt, those shitty movies can watch.zzzzzzz. rules of engagement, havent even reach the climax, the bloody cd cant read. zzzzz. they even made me and kin onn sit and watch the ghost movies, luckily. none of them are scary. lol.

day 6
damn bored, ari's driver is having a day off since its sunday. zzzzz. i practically read a book, ice station, chia hong lend me, from morning till night and i finished it=.=" lol. i went up to the pool table room and PAWN their ass like no father no mother. me and ari tag team PAWN every1 ass. lol.

day 7
we went back to spore, every1 had like, 0 dollars? when we came to surabaya, we were millionaires, we left surabaya as beggars. LOL. chin whee had to lend abt $50 to accomodate his spendings, and i borrowed $10 from kin onn, which is being contra-ed to chin whee since he owe me $10. LOL. i bought 5 - 6 bottles of makisa, a type of fruit. something like passion fruit. lol. damn funny la. we lacked off funds but we solved it by using the "tips" we were suppose to give. we were actually late at the airport=.=" basket. ari's mother helped us, if not, the gates would be closed. ironically, she went in the departure hall without a passport and she isnt leaving. LOL. chin whee had a hard time carrying the bottles and soon, the burden became mine.
we met a steward on the plane, who talked to us, but i didnt bother, i wanted to watch initial D since the last time i watched it was with tzu long. lol. BACK TO SG!!



going to indo soon. nvm. i screwed up my mcq for the last paper. 7 mistakes, crappy. i think the a1 is gone? nvm. INDO!!! shall grief after i receive my results, but for now, look forward to the future. surabaya. afew hours away. lol. shall cont when i get back



okay. chinese,emaths paper 1,chemistry,ss,lit is over. i have only physics,english,maths 2 and lastly poa to complete. i feel glad for this, because the past few papers i should be able to secure what i expected, chinese i might be able to get b4 ( due to my "pass") emaths i should be able to get a2, chem a1,ss not sure, lit not sure. i hope all goes well, i wanna go into nyjc, follow her into it. many have criticized my childish thoughts, where i still haven let go of her. sigh, i myself dont understand. one moment she treats me well, the other cold. for instance, today. tmr's english and physics paper, followed by maths on friday. i just received a call from alex, allowing me to join his tuition. i feel bad abt the past, where i scolded him and treated him badly. sigh. many things i regret, however, regret, i cant get back.



o levels are here! chinese and lit papers are over. sigh. i hope i dont screw up for lit. chinese i hope for a b4, lit i am hoping for an a1 or 2. if its possible , i did 1A and poem, poem was fairly simple, but i chose the wrong question, leaving me with the worst feeling ever that i should have chosen the "susila" question. sigh. how damn can i be? tmr would be ss and maths.i hope for the best. aargh



i smile to the world
turning around
i wiped a tear
i seem to be a happy guy
but i am just a lost teenager
thats filled with fear
i act like everythings fine
but for every smile
i am just crying inside
screaming the whole time
my hearts honestly broken
it aches everyday
but i hide the pain i feel
from everyone
in the happy false words i say
look into these lost eyes
filled with pain
dreamig of an escape
listen to my silent cries
that are screaming of an escape
from this immense pain
that haunts me since i lost you
alone with all the happiness i will ever gain
yes
all of me
left


along






with you