2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

well, this would be the last post i would be posting before heading to china this afternoon. went out with hanif,bob,mata and chia hong yday. kinda last min and i threw my head piece away because it finally broke down. haah. i took a taxi to the mrt since its raining and met them at somerset mrt. those are my friends. i guess. the only ones that do not speak behind my back like others do, since they dont have my website. i guess its alrgiht to say,marcus,chinwhee and maybe more. for that i am not so sure. well, we watched the holiday , it was a good show, at least, for ppl like me and mata. haha. hanif and bob find it bored i guess. but the fact is i pawned their ass in pool, made them sick of me . haha. well alright . shall stop here. :)





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my dick is big. lol the pool :) alright, uploading of afew pictures we took of surabaya, well, been gaming the whole day and i realised, its 4am now, with tmrs work 2pm at harbour front. surprisingly, bin2 will be ard there at the same time too. well, i can really do much . but to say goodbye :)



I WORKED TODAY! lol. work as some promoter thingy at hitachi outside taka. apparently, marcus told me to reach there by 11 or 11.30. i did, 11.10, he, on the other hand, came at 12.10. tmd. make me wait so long. lets see, we blew balloons, gave out flyers,lucky draw coupons, pens and ate pineapple rice. quite fun la, with your friends, working. but NEVER work with wcw, knn, slack slack slack. although i followed him, but most of the time, its me,marc,jian doing the work. wcw would be M.I.A .the funny part was, jian was approached by the most prettiest of the hitachi workers to do a student survey.
girl: can u do a survey?
jian : sure , anything
girl : so what race are u? indian or malay?
jian: indian
girl: "diao" and walks off
jian's thought: WTF?!
lol. i heard he wore the wrong dress code and was "Forced" to stay inside a bakery, which he took advantaged of and began eating and drinking. =.=" without doing work while wei jian and fuxing were busy carrying metal trays with sample food outside the store for 2 hours. lol. the next work shift is going to be on wed, 6 am! at harbour front mrt. should be quite fun, since jian fuxing they all are there. ESP mr wu. lol. alright dota game. cont later

It's easier to smile
And pretend that I'm fine
When really I'm not
I'm screaming inside.
I just can't believe
How much I have lost
My heart froze to ice
My skin turned to frost.
Because being without you
Has left me so dead
I wish you could cry
How much I have bled.
But I love you
And I always will
Even though you're killing me
I care for you still.

Pain in my heart
The hurting never ends
I can't keep doing this
I can't just be friends
It's time to end
This game we play
It's time to get up
And just walk away
My heart will break then it will bleed
It's you I will want
It's you I will need
I will be strong I wont break down
Only when I see you
Riding through town
It's crazy these feelings
They wont go away
It's going to be hard
Not to stay
I will cry for you
And I don't know why
I just give up no longer I will try
I can't wait can't wait no more
I can't keep doing this like before
I'm stupid this I have been told
But feelings with you are running cold
Forget what we had I will never
Memories of you will last forever
The memory that will stick in my head
Is the one to come the one that I dread
That will be when I say goodbye
Turn around walk and cry
Maybe I won't maybe I will
I just know how I feel

i see your face and my knees get weak
You talk to me I cannot speak
My words come out
Everything but right
My heart just trembles
When your in sight
I toss and turn
When I'm in bed
I can't lay still
Your in my head
I am falling so hard I don't understand
Why can't you be with me
Hold my hand
I get a cold feeling
When you look at me
Can't tell what you feel In your eyes I can not see
The way you act I get confused
But I know I'm only getting used
You won't catch me when I fall
You push me away And build a wall
When the day comes
When you finally crack
That will be the day I push you back

My hearts in flames
For someone no names
My hearts on fire
It's her I desire
I try to say whats on my mind
But the words I can not find
I am silenced by my fear
I'm afraid of what to hear
Someday she will find out
What my feelings are all about
For right now she will not know
For now I will let it go
This is the end
Right now she is just my friend



It's hard to say goodbye
All the tears I will cry
But I cry more
Waiting for it to be like before
I don't know what to do
I'm scared of you
I want to runaway now
I don't know how
It hurts so much
Not feeling your touch
My body is shaking
Because my heart is breaking
I will miss your face
In this place
And your smile
Will be in my head for awhile
The words you say
Won't go away
The actions you made
Will never fade
You were my friend
Now it will end
I don't know why
I just need to say goodbye.



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