Thursday, January 25, 2007
weird weird weird. i thought the day would be a bore to me. but it turned out quite well, LT room 5 had a short circuit, so we had free periods, cheering and shouting and palying in the dark lt 5, quite stupid la.but zheng han got that cool watch, only in the dark can see, like a torch, it emits light, but his emits the time. lol. cool right? and mai was making weird faces trying to act like a ghost, look at my dp u can see her pic =.=" so weird. okay. during phy tutorial i was like, super dumb? i said, eh, after sch i finding mr chua ( another phy teacher) to teach me , u all wanna go? class: ok! and mr tan was like, yeemin, i going to look for mr chua? and i said yea. and he said good and he continued his lessons. wth. i mean, i think his angry or something, its like sec 4 , where i find mdm chng and not ms khoo. crap. lol. but anyway. mr chua explained well , we studied till 4 pm and i played tennis with ying quan till 5.30. quite weird ba, i met tze lin while resting, shes quite sociable now, can talk abit. lol. but for the expense of 40cents for some vending machine food, oh well, jia jun came and we talked awhile. he told me ******** ( not exact letters) was weird. and i said. yeah, same here=.=" i find ****** weird too. and we went on, and suddenly, yc appeared and sat beside us, i picked up mai's mp3 player AS GENTLY AS I COULD since its not mine and i ahve to handle it with CARE. LOL. okay. and i decided not to bother much, it only pains me to see her. so all i can do is forget. yeah. i think thats the best for me. and so i left the table, saying bye to jj :) woots. TMR PC!! PLAY SOCCER!! LALALALA
5:00 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
tried to skip school once more. sick of jc life alr. my og mates arent that sociable, or maybe its just me that they are not sociable with. but i had to go down, mr tan called. so i went down and told my situation, i cant cope much with studies, i am hearing things that are not suppose to be heard and most of all, i seem to be outcast with my og. but my class are stil sociable , at least they talk, play and everything. my og mates go out and they dun even invite.the idea of having a party for my og mates at my house seems long gone. its true i am in the last class in psch and 2nd last in sec sch. yeah. and i went in to jjc by table tennis. nothing to be proud of. mr tan said , give up on your og friends. they arent helping or doing any good anyway. so yeah. i am. fuck all of them. i wont even help them if they are in need. my class is 10 times better den them. much better. and the worse part. i lost my shoe bag. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
3:16 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
no words could express the way i feel.
i find so many things that seem so unreal.
time,friends,the past, the present.
it all seems so sudden.
broken promises
untied ropes
a change of heart.
words, cant express the truth
to be continued
7:11 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
ok.this sucks. today mata come my sch, had quite a number of problems since he didnt wan to do this, do that, and doesnt want to interact. sigh. i got caught for ponning mr thomas tan's class, but i lied my way out, kinda fake lo. but he gave me chance ba. can see that he just pretend to believe my lame story. well, i learned some new stuffs and everything, words such as,
YAMAGO = fuck your dad? i think
dit com mak mai = fuck your mom?
dit ca lo nha may = fuck your whole family
ok thats the vulgarities i learnt from . .. .. .. ... .. PARK!
and.. ... .. MAI! lol. the vietnam girl who look sooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL
ok the good words are
ieng yo m = i love u (vietnam)
iches be dish = i love you (german)
i guess this is it? LOL. i dunno la. i learnt them from mai and anna, haha.
ok enough abt those ( the vulgarities are andrews requests=.=" i just somehow REMEMBERED THEM ! LOL ) okay. er we stayed back for some stupid reason, i wodner wad, played soccer,volleyball and sat at the track for no reason at all, i asked mengy and mata to follow me go walk walk and we walked pass the dance room where yang ce was dancing, well, she dance quite nice ba, although i didnt watch for long, afraid ppl might think i am some tiko , or DIGO. well , i went home after that, with mr tans stupid paper which i cant even do ? LOL. i talked to jessica after .. ... ... .. 3 years? LOL. thats quite long, well, shes from jjc, i mean, last time. and she might be having lunch with me tmr. hmmm. sounds great. lol.
5:51 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
alright. didnt blog much recently. yeah. talked to deenee abt yc abt 2 days ago. she said dont worry and everything. but aiya. shes in the same situation also. so i guess. i really have to worry.yeah. went to the youth rocks thingy at vivo city yday, was a motivator and a dancer. suppose to go play soccer and go ngee ann poly open house that day. but sharon needed a partner and she doesnt wan to dance with zheng yu. how weird. okay, i went to sch yday at 10.30, and ate breakfast and hear zheng yu's cock and bull story abt some medium priest. i mean, he say wad the priest hated ppl that pon pc class and everything? and those who pon were sharon glenda. thats so on purpose. zzzz. and something happen la. yday, damn funny. a teacher wearing a dress came dwn, her back skirt was inside her underwear. damn sick la. LOL. it was like, exposing her butt down. sharon told me abt it. and i told her, **** ! go tell her! faster. sure ps until cannot ps. LOL. after she told her, omg man, can see sharon laughing all the way. we practiced dance and got new t shirts. quite good la. and we went to vivo. cheered, danced and everything. just kinda disappointed she didnt go, as in , maybe go and see us at vivo or something. ahh. fuck it. shouldnt expect much stuffs. yeah. so we danced and cheered in the rain, ate ice cream in the rain, bla bla bla. it was really fun la. i just realised, make yourself enjoy the work u are doing and time will pass damn fast. stacy, the pretty girl aws sitting there doing nothing. sure bored to death, and i heard theres a guy sending her home. LOL. she so shui bian. i nothing to say, like those .. err.. bang and run? i dunno. well, i took a taxi home and talk to jj till 3 am. LOL. gays.
9:45 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
i woke up early today, planned not to go to school. but in the end, i just went for phy lecture, at abt 10.30 reaching school. the guards didnt even stop me la. lol. sian. i came late for phy tutorial, the teacher wanted to punish me, he told jia jun to pour water into the cup, and pour over me, but the water didnt coem out, even when he pour the water twice, and i sabo-ed park to take my place since he wanted the cup to be full, and water didnt spill, instead, silicon gel came out. LOL. his hair,back and fingers all got affected. u should see his sian diao face. LOL. we carried on with lessons and i went for ogl meeting, f up, i left early and wth? LOL i missed the dance practice once more. ZZZZZZZZZZZ lame la. they say dismiss alr la. zzz. i changed and went to k box with eugene and edrina. been ages since i met them, yang ce and minli joined in for a couple of mins, i sent them off after they sang abt 2 to 3 songs. well, its the first time i didnt use the singers voice and sing with them today. LOL. windows almost crack but still cna tahan. lol. sian. see if tmr can practice dance, must ask meng han for guidance.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. joke is, some1 like him. LOL and wtf? and tmr i got pc! sian. stacie 2nd pc with ethan i think, sian.. her first pc same as mine. shit man. shes a superb eye candy! LOL. damn funny la. ethan say, she keep looking at all the guys, and he planned to walk pass her, when she look at him, he will say, see wad see? and disturb her, he walked pass once, twice,thrice, she didnt even glance at him . LOL damn funny la. aye. tmr thurs? siannnn. nvm . got pc. can paly soccer again. FUN FUN.
9:08 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
todays timetable was a bore. had phy,chem,maths and chinese. i skipped chinese period, i didnt mean to, but i seriously lost my class on the way and i dont know which room we are suppose to go, so i slacked with pak and andrew once more, we went to the cafe and slept awhile, i got my timetable from ms chng, a super cool hair style teacher. she asked me, do u take chinese? and i was like. er. no. and she believed. LOL, oaky, she is not stupid ba. she just gave me some face today. well, everything was alright, i bought a yellow shirt and wear my yellow shoes to school , and yes, its the colour of my house, chen su lan, which won champion of the house each year since i arrived because of me, LOL. and its the colour whom some1 likes. well, all went quite ok today, i dozed off during physics class, gods pissing on me since he made me lose my $20 pencil box worth during that lecture. maths chem were quite boring too. and den came the ogl meeting. i left halfway, thats why i am here right now blogging. well, kinda sad ba. i mean, i dun understand why i feel pain inside. sigh. we did cheering and everything, it was dumb. i realised i wanted admin work, but i too, want an og to call my own. well, but now it seems i wont get any. sigh. suppose to have mass dance. yang ce was my partner, but well, min li came and she ddint have a partner. so yang ce said. eh i dance with her. bye bye. zzzzz. in front of wei lun they all i guess. sigh. so i just take my leave, went running ard the school. i dun understand why this pain is there, and it still is. i feel it, a slight hurt, the same as when i read wei ling's blog when i was in china abt steven. i almost teared. why am i liking another girl? and why this and that? i kept asking myself why as i ran, i felt so bad, i just sat there and tried to slp, to drown my pain. it seems to me that its anotehr wei ling case, and i really dont know what to do. i am really lost, afraid. that i might lose her even though she isnt mine yet. amanda saw me sitting down, i went over and look at her workpiece to be given to the ogls. well decorated. i met andrew , and told him alittle abt my situation, he didnt quite udnerstand, and i just left to wait for a bus, i wanted to meet hanif and mata, to maybe cheer myself up, or just go wild today, but they all seem so busy and everything. and i felt like dying. so i hitch a cab ride home, paid 14 dollars and stone on my bed as tears came rushing into my eyes but i refuse to cry. great. i am thinking abt weiling incident. and it still hurts. sigh. shant talk abt it. shall listen to some songs to cure this pain
2:00 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
well, i woke up late today=.=" couldnt meet amanda at 6.20 at bb mrt=.=" zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i cant believe it, near my left ear, theres an alarm clock set to 5am, to my right ear, its my hp with a heavy jam alarm set to 5.10. and the best part was, i was woken up by yang ce's sms , by a soothing song at 6.20. funny right?!?! lol. okay, best part, i skipped gp lessons since it was so bored, econs period was the best, i copied every single slide, eveyr detail, so i can save $2 because i lost my $300 . ZZZZZZZZ, okay, and i got caught for skipping because they were handing out our timetable and i was apparently, M.I.A . so i bullshit my way thru and the teacher believed, lol. ok i have to bring germany stamps for anna, pencil lead for sharon, vouchers for zhangjing. LOL. sian la. so many things to do. and i stil lgot so many things i haven do, such as, econs work,gp work, physics work, chem work, maths work. holly shit. i got so much work and i haven done any. crappy. well, i just realised, zheng yu and yang ce's number are super similar. i thought zheng yu was mocking me by using her number to call me, but i realised. EH? not her number=.= " super ps. well, we msged awhile, heard some1 bs her and stuffs, i mean. this kind of thing is super childish dun u think? i mean, why spread this weird stuffs when its not true and make some1 suffer? seriously, if i knew who did it, i will sincerely, gladly, make u suffer in your life. even if it cost me my schooling in jjc. dunno why i am so pissed, well. and i am proud to say. I DIDNT SAY MORE DEN 10 VULGARITIES TODAY.! CLAP HANDS! lol. ok thats weird. well, after sch, i won xuan kai, the best player in jjc, now i can R I P. haha. but i wonder why they think meng han is better, i mean, he goes for the style, the look nice aspect. but i go for the winning aspect. i dun bother if it looks ugly. the final thing ppl will look would be. u won, or u lost. not by , wHOA sO COOL . zzzz. i feel weird, now meng han doesnt train hard, he plays squash, badminton, volleyball and all kinds of sports, but he doesnt train table tennis properly. sigh. whatever, well. i went for the interview for the ogl thingy, quite fun ba, cause me and meng han, tag team, and shoot those interviewers. they are really. noobs at interviewing. maybe because during the holidays i went for a number of job interviews. well, i knew i have gotten into the ogl thingy, but i am just afraid on getting an admin post and whatever. sigh. well, wad to do.suppose to go home to play dota but i ate dinner with ying quan, sharon,zhang jing and anna. anna is from germany, she came to sg to like, do a survey abt how to study and stuff. i wonder why. well, i reached home at abt 8.20 and talked to yang ce on the phone, well, i like her voice, i guess i like everything abt her, i lost my concentration whe ni was playing wiht xuan kai today, since she was watching, and i began to sweat alot since she and many others was looking. that cost me 2 games=.=" and it was a tie 2 : 2, but i won , 3:2 WHEW. well, i wonder how. LOL. i wonder why i am attracted to her and stuff. i just get a little nervous and all, during the conversation, my mind was a total blank! i wanted to see if she knows abt the vivo city thing. zhang jing says go there mass dance=.=" joke. but if it is, i really want her to be my partner :) haha. hope so ba. well. shall stop here den.
6:29 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
its a weekend now, and theres much to forget after receiving a msg. yeah. move on yoh! haha. and right, i am. well,i received yang ce msg as well, she tried to scare me since i was afraid she might go boom. well, point taken, i am afraid of woman. yeah, we talked on the phone for awhile, since she was bored and she decided to call me, it was a short conversation, the first 1 lasted abt 10mins, the second abt 15. well, i was thinking of mata and company comin at abt 2, decided maybe to watch movie or go out and play some games in the arcade or some stuffs, much youth have we wasted during our sec sch days,where life is stress... NOT. alright, but they came at 7, hanif had a class outing, so mata tagged along like an extra. yeah. i talked to yang ce during that time, kinda bonded since we both had the same bday and maybe, because we are gemini? i wonder how, but well, she wrote 2 songs, lyrics and piano scores. cool huh? her lyrics isnt that good, i mean, for a poet, i cant find anything in it. but well, its a song. look at justin timberlake, with just afew words and it became a hit. the best of all, six pence none the richer with their , there she goes. was a hit too. well, i still dun really know whether ying quan is her bf, or really her cous. i mean, i have cases where both bgr ppl , dun wan it to let others know about their relationship. one such case, however, is somehow my friend, LEE J _ _ _ W _ _, those who know can guess it. yeah. well, she thought i was mocking her, in some ways, well, i cant blame her, we both have different upbringing, whereby i am one of those kinds where i disturb and laugh at people but forget abt it later. but shes the kind with that classy type of attitude. so watever i say, she might get offended sometiems when i dun really know. i decided to shut my gab, and stop talking to her since she told that to min li, well, i was kinda happy, since she msged me to slp early and all. and i apologized. and now, mata , hanif and bob are down stairs, watching flag of fathers. hmmm.
9:15 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
today went pass real quick. i went to find amanda to get the papers for yang ce, ok la, i owe them a treat. so maybe tmr ba. :) well, i gave the medicine to sheila too, she seemed dead, actually, since she had no voice, as if a mummy. haha. well, the day went by quite quickly, but i didnt noe today orientation for cca, zzzz. den i was the only one wearing bright red. wth? for training. sigh. but i went ard and i realised jjc got wushu and kickboxing!! so fun!! lol. i wanna join.but i cant, sian. ok la, i lost to a guy in tt, so i left sch on my dads car, jing guo called, scolding me for doing that, wtf? first time ppl scold.zzzzz.
3:35 AM
u said u dont wan the day to come when i actually find out,
u treated him so well.
u said u will understand my flaws,
and not depending on pitiness,
to solve this whole problem.
i thought i came at the right time,
u and him are on rocks
i thought u wont treat him nicely anymore
not allowing yourself to get hurt
i thought my warm
can give u real warmth
i thought i could use all my strength
to fufill your hurt feelings
always being by your side
mending his wrongs
i think i am too naive
thinking that a miracle might happen
i thought u would know
u would slowly know
his heart is not with u anymore
my care and concern
is unmoved by you
what i thought was only what i thought
i thought my warm
could give u real warmth
i thought i could use my all my strength
to fufill your hurt feelings
always being by your side
trying to mend his wrongs
i think i am too naive
thinknig a miracle might happen
he made your eyes teary red,
but u laugh as u forgave him
u have actually made up your mind
to stay by his side
i thought i could be strong
but as each day passes,
it upsets me
giving me lesser hope
hope isnt my spirit
however, i lost by rejection.
3:24 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007
fuck ufck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. cb. i lsot my wallet with $300 dollars in it. how great. i was suppose to buy the times mag but because i was lazy, i didnt . and now? i lost my fucknig wallet and it was a fucking joke. i just board down and i realised my wallet being missing. wtf.i chased after the fucknig bus and i was suppose to catch it up but i couldnt because it didnt stop on the next stop. i ran back to marsiling to find that the fucknig smrt bus service line was closed and was sent to woodlands for free. and what made my day fucked up was that the fucking old cb uncle amde an announcement to fucking embarrass me, wtf, i am fucking going to complain this. cb. den he stil show me attitude and gave me that stare. fuck the government, why the fuck do we give these elderly ppl job extension when they fucknig cant do nuts but make the citizens life miserable. fuck them. i was den forced to say give me a pen and paper and if u find a wallet return. and i left.
4:43 AM
steven qouted on his blog
its so weird how a man's life is controlled by woman.
i mean, i get really sad because of women.
i can be really happy because of women.
so i think, women are the most beautiful things on earth.
and yea. i agree with it. lol. i am having mixed feelings right now, firstly, i still cant let go of you know who. and secondly, i seem to like 2 girls now, its funny how i actually scolded and wonder abt steven since he can like 5 to 6 girls at one time, but i find it different for me
i seem to like yang ce with that weiling kind, where i am nervous abt seeing her and all, and where i look at my appearance whether i should do this or do that and so on and so forth
i like sheila a little,shes like my sis :) she seems sweet and gentle, she isnt that pretty, but i can talk to her and stuff. her voice is pleasant , and she got that lady like feminine posture whereby she presents herself well in front of others.
while me and yang ce are still competing on whose stretching is better and making a fuss about this, sheila seems to be those like hui yi .
afraid.
2:50 AM
alright, today school was lame.we came to sch just to collect tickets to sell, and wtf? i went to gess since no1 wanted to follow me to orchard. i sat there, ate lunch, before proceeding to zhuang lao shi who bought 1 from me. meng han who was running ard sch couldny get any tickets sold. LOL. lame right? u noe why? cause THE ENTHU vivian lum, cb go ask every teacher, including palan and zhuang. wtf? she steal my fav teachers. sigh. i went back to talk to mui also, abt the debt of my canning, but he just said, forget it, its a new year. LOL. well, i respect him much. but after we left sch, i felt bad, i mean, i sold to zhuang and because she gave me face, and she gave me the ticket too, sigh, i shall meet her 1 day and give her the $10 back. i feel bad. sigh. meng han was sianed since he couldnt sell any, so we went to nan hua, where i palyed bball with 2 guys and a girl . quite fun la, but i realised my stamina went DOWN and i could only do 2 pull up. wtf? die alr. lol. going to start training my stamina and speed and everything from tmr. WOOTS.
2:45 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
since i am bored.i shall just blog about the camp
well, first day of camp was kinda fun, we went for breakfast first, the food was shitty but what do u expect from a camp? but i was looking forward for better food since we paid $65? but nvm.den, came the mass dance, and best of all, my SUPERB partner xin yi did not come for camp, pon camp because she wanted to play netball, oh well. so i went to look for another fmss girl, called sheila. ok thsi girl isnt from our school, our school sheila = crazy, short, ugly, lame. ok, lets continue. we danced together and i realised she was cute. LOL, its true. okay. we hold hands, she turns around and around and we even had to say i love you 4 times. wth? facing each other somemore, how awkward. after which we played some sports game la, water sports ard the field, we cheered, throw water bombs, jump here jump there, throw here throw there. quite fun la . my team won all the games, as usual since we are the sports group, we won the stupid tower destroyer as well. LOL. and the loser had to do 20 pumping. but wtf? every1 had to do it because of some wad, character thingy. must act in front of mr ugly lame simon once again.but the later games was fun, we played treasure hunt,i only like the part where we played silent cartoon, which i was the one, being silent, trying to tell them wad character i am becoming, i was dee dee, batman,bossom and many others la. quite funny la. cause we laugh and guessed soo much. LOL.but, i went running so much , run run run. and in the end, we got 3rd. i mean. wtf? sports group lose. i think because of the girls la. delayed us most of the time. wth right? sigh. the bad thing abt that day was, when i was sweaty,muddy,dirty,sticky, i cant take a bath and i was forced to go to ava room just to sing some emo songs and stuff. me and andrew just sat there, even when we were told to stand up, we just sat. cursing,swearing, mumbling,grumbling. lol. JJC ppl are just lamers. the games was nice, but they make the song singing part as if the ogls are about to die, they come hug us, shake our hands as if they are saying, hey, i am dying, BYE BYE. wtf? super lame, not mentioning the background EMO music, SERIOUSLY emo piano music. i just walked off. super lame, and i took my bathing stuff and i went off to my LOVELY shower with andrew. well, that was day 1. we were the only boys group that slept on the girl's level. COOL right. can see the girls change,sleep and everything. but sad to say, i didnt get the chance. sigh. WASTED right? hai.
day 2
i woke up shivering, it was 4 am im the morning and the sleeping bag did no good, i change it to be a blanket but it didnt do much, so i shivered, and shivered, till 5.30, which was when andrew got up and went to brush his teeth, i followed him, mean while, putting on my contacts. after the morning call, we did the morning pt, it was lame, didnt stretch or stress much on anything. but the breakfast today improved. well, we went for mass dance once more, i couldnt find my fmss partner, so i asked yang ce to dance with me, she wore the same colour and the same cutting shirt as me. so it looks matching, well, shes the girl i like ba. but well, she seems popular, ok who cares, we danced the first dance, and she could dance=.= i couldnt. the next dance she went to change partners without consulting me. wtf? so i danced with another girl. but the 3rd dance was funny, because her partner left her, and she came back. but i just pretended not to look and danced with ANDREW!!!! LOL. i did the female part, quite gay la. but fun wad. simon was staring blankly, so was teh mc dancing on stage. LOL.after that, we played WATER games again, but this time, its much more fun den the day before,but sad to say, the first station, WE LOST. omg right? but its because it was a mental game of. ............................. scissors paper stone. LOL so we lost mentally not physically, however, the rest of the game, we won once more. LOL. each station we had to do a cheer. but aiya , the games no challedge 1. after the games, we had 1 hour to shower and to prepare for jj night, i approached yang ce to be my partner but she refused. oh well, so i just attended the night without a partner, same with menghan , andrew,zac,kok,jing guo. the starting was alright, the mc dance some hip hop moves that were cool , den we began cheering once more. bloody squeezy la . so i went out and talk to shirley. basket la. it was damn squeezy and hot. i went back up at 9am, and again. EMO! fuck la. but aiya. just sit there talk abit. den go back to slp, but this time, its in the hall, i didnt share my sleeping bag with andrew, but with jia jun, my sleeping bag as floor mat, his as blanket, and we took a cushion from the sofa below as our pillow, in no time, we went back to slp.
day 3
it was a boring day, we woke up, ate, exchange contacts, did some cleaning up, sumo,ying quan and i go did some snaking, which is also called slacking. lol. after that we did some e web thingy, ate ice cream and WENT HOME! but thats not us, we had training and it was tiring, i got back my serving skills, but not my offensive and defending yet, i lost to the best player in jjc 3:0, but i won the 2nd best 3:1 . it was a big difference la, the best player could take all my service, the 2nd couldnt. so i got a big advantage. and best of all, MY LONG PIMPLE RUBBER IS A NEW TYPE! CAN SMACK AND CAN DO MUCH BETTER STUFFS. LOL. i left training early because mata, bob , hanif was waiting at jp , so i went along with kerrick with me since i met him downstairs and ate dinner.woots. i have blogged finished. LOL
9:50 AM
tired.i shall blog abt my camp tmr.
2:42 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results.
Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice and the choice can be power.
Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today
talk to someone whom u can trust. whom can listen. and someone whom can give u some opinions. but ultimately, the decision on what to do on something lies in YOU
ok. i got this from my 1st dance partner. who currently skipped camp and she is helping me. LOL. aiya. who cares, lalala. ok la. thank you XIN YI :)
10:20 AM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
first day for jc was weird. firstly, i reached late because i slept late and because of the traffic jam, ahh whatever la. i am still alte, and mr goh gave me that fuck up look. knn ? like my fault? zzz. the whole damn morning was damn boring, we sat at the hall and listen to boring talks, lame mcs dancing with no1 cheering except the ogls (orientation group leaders ) its like, wtf? they got red carpet for the helpers, and they act so lame and childish and stuff. so i took out my book, the seven world wonders , and read read read. till 1 lecture, about the subject combi, about taking scholarships and stuff. 4h2 = 11 points or whatever = admission to uni, however, by choosing the normal 3 h2 1 h1, u will have lesser chance on getting into uni and bla bla bla. and sad to say, there isnt h2 lit. sigh, no lit, crap la. zzz. so i will be taking, mt,gp,pw,chem,phy,maths,econs . i shall try for the first 3 months, theres no harm in doing, and at most i drop to 3h2 1 h1 and it would be easier. :) and i wanna try looking on the poly stuffs, because i am very scared of stress now and worst, not getting below 20. thats a bloody scary part. well, go back to the first day. so after that, we had a stupid show done by stupid ogls and den, suddenly, we had a mass dance, wtf? and u have to get a partner yourself, lol. so i just try my luck by asking 1 fairfield girl, and she accepted. LOL. so we danced and danced and danced. quite fun la. after which , we paused, and did some stupid talking by mr leow. oh yea, come to think abt him, hes a bloody mr kuan + mr low + mr chua + ms lee mun yee. wtf? i went down for a drink with afew ppl, and wtf? he come and said
M.L : what are u doing here? G. O (general office ) NOW!
us : ok
walk walk walk...
M.L turned
M.L : AM I SUPPOSE TO WAIT?
we hurried
M.L in g.o
M.L : er fatima, give me 5 appeal out slips
fatima : huh? where got such thing?
M.L : oh (embarrassed)
turned and look at us
M.L : why are u slacking downstairs? u are suppose to be upstairs, trying to escape right? to me u all sitting there talking, its not called thirsty
small boy : er. sir, we are drinking water and we are not escaping
M.L : OH? I thought u were sitting there waiting to appeal out leh. oh i got it wrong laaa
me and meng han rolled eyes
M.L : go back up now, whoa, your school allow ear rings ah,
ethan : no sorry
M.L : whoa, your hair so nice colour ah?
wei lun : sorry i will dye back
M.L : pan tong shui ( half pail of water)
forgot his name alr.LOL
M.L : whoa. good role model
me : =.=" thank you
M.L : whoa, what happen to your hair today?
meng han : speechless
M.L : go back now
lame right? loser teacher, and whats worse, when we went back, he came and approach us again, with his hands on my shoulders and wei lun shoulders
M.L : wa, i think this family ( a group of groups ) will be the most cheerful and active leh
us : er ok( shit we are screwed )
and suddenly he began talking abt stupid stuffs and try to make us laugh =.=" wtf?! wad kind of teacher is thsi? ok after which, he went on stage and started talking and stuff, he began asking ppl with the longest ---- cencored to come out, so u wont know what issit and u wont know what to do. the smallest, we send sharon or whatever, and guess wad, smallest fingernail. ZZZ but we still win, if its height we will lose. LOL. den the biggest --- we send wei lun, eyeballs=.=" we lost, but we earn some sympathy because his handsome and gave M.L a bloody electric shock with his sexy eyes =.=" and finally, wtf, thickest, and a botak randomly went up=.=" he has no hair, thin, abit short. and it was thickest hair, LOL. his bald=.=" wtf? but we won because of his sexy catwalk. haha.quite funny la, but his a fucknig weird teacher. zzz. he den dismissed us and we went back at abt 6.30.
6:55 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
seperation has its faults
i dont wanna leave at all
so write the letters with teary ink
i just need some time to think
and i just need some time to breathe
baby just say goodnight
i will be gone tmr
baby just clsoe your eyes
i cant take the sorrow
baby just walk away
u know i cant stay
theres no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight
we're in a spell that never ends
the empty hourglass wore me thin
so let the phone do its work
your voice is heaven
but it hurts
your words are memories
but they burn
baby just say goodnight
i will be gone tmr
baby just close your eyes
i cant take teh sorrow
baby just walk away
u know i cant stay
tehres no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight
baby dun say goodbye
baby just close your eyes
and dream
tmr's on its way
dun just walk away
so baby just say goodnight
i will be gone tmr
baby just close your eyes
i cant take the sorrow
baby just walk away
u know i cant stay
tehres no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight
wow. i memorised the whole song. lol
2:37 AM
china was fun, met some new friends like china mama, oliver from pjc, my sis first 3 months jc. haha. well, we went to the three gorges or whatever it is called, on a cruise. thats the only thing thats nice, besides the weather. we got conned to buying fake products, but its cheap, so its okay. well, i got presents for many ppl , gonna dig them out from my lugguage and bring them tmr since we ahve soccer. lol. the countdown was kinda boring. i went out with liting yday, kinda bored, she looks diff. we watched the curse of the golden flower, ( i got the cd) but watching in the cinema is much better. after which, we went walking ard yck, and played arcade. knn. i lost my wallet there, some short migget took it. but aiya, 20dollars give him la. cb so cheapsakte. slap his face la. flew to orchard and ps her since steven and mata kp so much, and i am not setting a good example since i despise wcw for choosing girl to us. so , i ps her, and went to orchard to find out that i was tricked to coming an hour earlier before the movie, but at least i played free pool and pawned every1 arses, but sad to say, goh mata, the pussy fuck , lost every single game. hes a noob. ONCE A NOOB ALWAYS A NOOB.wahahahahah. aiya, whoever in his team sure gg 1. lol. and i watched a free movie, so its a blessing in disguise, free pool, free movie. lol . went home after that, with goh mata and zs, hanif wanted to come , but old weakling goh mata was sick. so he turned in, and so did we. the next afternoon ( we slpt long) zs was watching porn . LOL, and now its 6.40, gonna meet fatty at 7 for dinner. lalal. alright , shall stop here.
2:29 AM