2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

todays timetable was a bore. had phy,chem,maths and chinese. i skipped chinese period, i didnt mean to, but i seriously lost my class on the way and i dont know which room we are suppose to go, so i slacked with pak and andrew once more, we went to the cafe and slept awhile, i got my timetable from ms chng, a super cool hair style teacher. she asked me, do u take chinese? and i was like. er. no. and she believed. LOL, oaky, she is not stupid ba. she just gave me some face today. well, everything was alright, i bought a yellow shirt and wear my yellow shoes to school , and yes, its the colour of my house, chen su lan, which won champion of the house each year since i arrived because of me, LOL. and its the colour whom some1 likes. well, all went quite ok today, i dozed off during physics class, gods pissing on me since he made me lose my $20 pencil box worth during that lecture. maths chem were quite boring too. and den came the ogl meeting. i left halfway, thats why i am here right now blogging. well, kinda sad ba. i mean, i dun understand why i feel pain inside. sigh. we did cheering and everything, it was dumb. i realised i wanted admin work, but i too, want an og to call my own. well, but now it seems i wont get any. sigh. suppose to have mass dance. yang ce was my partner, but well, min li came and she ddint have a partner. so yang ce said. eh i dance with her. bye bye. zzzzz. in front of wei lun they all i guess. sigh. so i just take my leave, went running ard the school. i dun understand why this pain is there, and it still is. i feel it, a slight hurt, the same as when i read wei ling's blog when i was in china abt steven. i almost teared. why am i liking another girl? and why this and that? i kept asking myself why as i ran, i felt so bad, i just sat there and tried to slp, to drown my pain. it seems to me that its anotehr wei ling case, and i really dont know what to do. i am really lost, afraid. that i might lose her even though she isnt mine yet. amanda saw me sitting down, i went over and look at her workpiece to be given to the ogls. well decorated. i met andrew , and told him alittle abt my situation, he didnt quite udnerstand, and i just left to wait for a bus, i wanted to meet hanif and mata, to maybe cheer myself up, or just go wild today, but they all seem so busy and everything. and i felt like dying. so i hitch a cab ride home, paid 14 dollars and stone on my bed as tears came rushing into my eyes but i refuse to cry. great. i am thinking abt weiling incident. and it still hurts. sigh. shant talk abt it. shall listen to some songs to cure this pain