Thursday, February 22, 2007
okay. its been a long time! a LONG long time since i blogged. prob 2 weeks? well, no more funny stuffs anymore. lol. theres lots of things going on my mind. firstly, kinda broke down after reading wl blog, after what she said and what she have chosen. sigh. i wonder whether i actually did the right thing, or did the wrong thing. well, i dun really care. hearts dead. revive ? impossible. hmmm. 02 camp comin up, joined ogl stuffs to join in the fun. but i cant believe marcus is going jjc. zzzzzzzz. after all, hes a fucktard and thinks his cool. sigh. cant blame it la. aye. nothing much. shall stop here.
something i wrote yday night.
i found no words to express these feelings of mine.
things that shouldnt be on my mind.
irritated, paranoid,agitated
i have felt,
this thin layer of ice
between us has yet to melt.
frustrated,pissed,anger
i have overcame
all this emotions i ahve never thought to aim
patience, optimistic,calm
words like this,
never found
feelings of my friends,
i wanna know
however
this wide stretch of road seems to bend.
turning everything against me
left out,alone,abandoned
i ahve become.
this obstacle,
i have never overcome.
6:17 AM