Wednesday, February 13, 2008
yday i went with shirley to buy her bf vday gift, and she went to club 21 where 1 ugly design shirt, quality so so that costs 300$ no joke. a WHITE jeans, with NO designs costs 800$. can u believe that? who in the right mind will buy that? and i have never seen such brand before, i wonder if it is worth the money on buying all those clothes rather den spending on better looking CHEAPER ones. been a bad day, well, i dont know. ms chng is down, shes got all her illness coming back. i hope she doesnt quit as she plans to, because through my whole jc life, i think shes the only teacher who cares about my well being, personal and so on, even though shes only my PAE teacher. rugby is going good, but it seems our backline just cant get the feel on the game, i guess this year we will be depending on the forwards. studies wise i am still going down, although i passed my maths test and maybe my physics quiz, the lecture test is coming, and i am so dead for chem. my critical mind sets in when i have nothing to do at home.in school i just laugh it off and pass my day at ease, at home i am like a totally different person, i hope its not a different personality. i dont want my old self to come back. but it seems that everything is going back to sqaure 1. i even had to go through jeaneve to ask for her well being. powerr. but moving on is getting easier and i have learnt to let go. the past just creeps back whenever i see her in class,and even when i am alone. this years vday is so screwed. first time i had a date, a date with a guy to study in the library. but look at the bright side, no spending of money, no wasting of time, concentrate on studies. i hope i can achieve that.
5:05 AM