Monday, March 24, 2008
i guess everyones awake now, after the coach debriefing today in class. out of the knowledge he taught us, we could only retain less den 43% ( thats what he state). and the fact that we have to look upon ourselves before even saying mi and cjc are no problem to our plate finals. yeah. we will work hard. i suppose. but as a team.
i apologized to those unaware truggers about my previous posts, once again, i have to stress, it was certain people whom jeered at us , and cheered for the other. respect or not, we really dont bother for the reasoning, for now. let the matters rest, its up to u to bring up grudges or hatred. we wouldnt bear any grudges to you girls, even though some of u girls shouted out "hey so many hookers here" when some of the guys walked past, it takes two hands to clap. one way or another, one party have to give in, and we dont want any disharmony among other ccas.
yes, i have caused you to cry, yes i have made everything worse for you. no matter what reasoning i have, u would brush it aside and not give a damn about it. hate me if u want. i dont see the point of me reciprocating that into a burst of fiery that you are wrong and i am correct about what happened. everyone has his own point of view, and normally, no1 can change that mentality. i doubt i can change yours. you arent the only one who cried. you were the one who wanted to try it out even when i told u i treated u as a friend.is that the definition of 2 timing? yes the gf is insecure, as of the bf is insecure after how your feelings change so fast from the first guy, to the 2nd guy and to me. and now, i dun even know whether u have feelings for anyone. the past is a blurr to me, as it is to you. and digging up the past wont do too much good. let it be hatred, let it be anger. i am sorry to bother you. the more i do, the more upset you get. so put it this way.
i dont bother now. so be happy about it.
i can feel your pain and hatred when u walked past me today.
5:15 AM