2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

this is ironic. there are times where people look to me when their emotional, and what hits me most, was this question

how did u get over this hurdle? how did u treat this so simplistic and relatively easy to do?

i realized, sometimes, i couldnt, sometimes i just break down. and just reflect on my actions. it pains me, look at yourself, claiming i poke into your privacy where here u are, doing the same to me. sigh. where did the old you go? i guess now its easier to break this rusty chains of yours, since the love has turned into disdain. you arent you no more. thats a fact

i have been consoling many in terms of emotional problems and relationship problems. and i realized, my advice given to them arent similar to the advice i have given to myself, how is that so? how did i pass each day, with a smile on my face? i reflected on this, and i realized, maybe i am hiding behind a mask. but no, its rugby, its my friends and most of all, its for myself. i promise, i wouldnt shed a tear for you no more. nor should i get emotional.

went to sick bay today to get some rest. was dead tired, and 5 people shared a room, 3 on the bed, me winston and webster ( how we squeezed, i do not know) and we slept while park and nevin played psp. the teachers were not happy, they constantly checked on us, and 1 even asked me to go to the girls sickbay to slp. luckily i didnt go, because fiona came and she slept there. imagine, a guy and a girl =.=" zzz. thats stupid.

watched soccer match today. they lost 1: 0, due to an unlucky fluke shot the ac lobed over and scored. well, thats something we ruggers should learn, the ball is round, anything can happen, even if they are ACJC, supposedly prestigious, they were shocked by jjcians today. we must give it our all to every match, complacency should not be present. concentration. focus. top 4!