2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

tired out today.went for rug training. my thighs hurt and they ah black. mythigh black mythighblack. LOL. and i am thinking that my ankle's poppin anytime soon if i get tackled once more. was the pack leader today during training. i realized jianle's pain in being a standoff. but i feel i can handle it with more practice, maybe 2 to 3 would do good. it takes alot of observations from the forwards and the backs. and the most important of all, the coordination of the forward pack with the backs. i realised, in practice, 1 call for strike ball is enough for the ball to be delivered. at match, it takes 5 and more calls to get the ball.by that time, the oppositions would be ready for everything. i can conclude, i am quite individualistic although i keep trying not to, but it hits me when nevin scolded me for running alone towards the backs. i saw a loop hole, but i should think for the team instead for myself. yes theres a loophole, but once i get caught. its over. its hard to coordinate the backs, standing steep, reading the game, and making moves to counter their defences. i couldnt think that quick, let alone think when i am not the standoff and without the whole view of the gameplay. sigh.and worst of all, mr goh called me for table tennis today. he wants me to train tmr. i feel that i should just tell them i dun want to play. i really cant spare the time off just to train for a sport i have no passion in no more. i only want the fun of it, not for competitiveness. sigh. study is priority.


STUDY YEEMINN. PLSS. STOP THINKING OF STUPID THINGS....