2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

training started off well today until the rain came. and i aint the packleader, i guess ken says its because everyone is listening, but i doubt thats the reason, i think kenny and jianle are unhappy due to my teachings and all. and yeah, i am newer than them, i learnt rugby for not more den 1 year. i feel the backlines still ahve teh same problem. we are constantly going back to the same problems. i find the move i created are based on simplistic moves rather den the previous moves jl created, and further more, my move creates an extra man, jl move kills off 1 man. i dont know, i just feel its easier to execute those simple moves due to the fact that it doesnt need any preparation on where to stand and all. and its proven to be good when my team used it on the touch match for fun. but well, i dont know. maybe i am wrong, i am inexperienced anyway. i got over the fact that i should tackle my teammates today, went full on tackling, but i feel its not enough, i am tackling J1s, and kin onn etc, i want to tackle someone like nevin size, i want to tackle someone bigger than me, stronger than me, faster than me. i want to learn how to kill off this effect that, wow, they are big, ball shrinks. zzzz. those are stupid thoughts backline. stop making mistakes, stop arguing that it isnt your fault. i just cant find how the backlines are going to perform in this kind of state, to be frank.

standoff :
bad points:sleeping in the game, kicking difficulties, inability to read game
good points: able to play positions like wing and centers brilliantly, and good ball handling

so a question, why play standoff?


inside center:
john:
bad points: cant run, ball handling rusty alil
good points: crash hard. able to coordinate and reacte quickly to sudden change

kenny:
bad points:drop balls, constantly arguing, crash softly,needs constant reminder during match
good points: kicking superb, great in size and able to sprint.

outside center
good points: able to run.
bad points: somewhat individualistic, performance fluctuate, reaction time slow after 40mins
of game

wingers:
none: reason? they always cant get the ball

fullback:
good points: improving fast, kicking much better,good tackles
bad points: constantly forgetting his role as a fullback and to set wingers to replace him after his
down

for now ,this is what i see in our backlines. wrong or right,i do not know. but what the backline's problem now is the fact that everyone wants to lead the backline, i dont mind not leading, but i want quality leaders, not someone who is a figure head who put in no efforts in improving the standards.
i have been thinking, why last year we didnt have a session like how we backs have extra trainings now? why are we holding on luck at the very last minute when season's arriving that we then want to do this training and hope we can improve significantly? even now, there are people complaining. and worst off, i feel like i am deproving. bad sign