Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i realised, never judge a book by its cover. one may look innocent and pure but perverse and polluted inside. well, i am not qouting anyone. i am quite shocked by what i have heard. i am just worried, but nevertheless, i do agree with my friend, i cant protect her forever even if i did tried to protect her once. but yeah, i shouldnt.i have already moved on,its been awhile since i have started living days without thinking about you and feel depressed, depressed for everything i have done.the memories of my wrong doings have haunt me, and that much i am ashamed. ashamed of myself, for what i have done and not do to salvage even a simple friendship.i dont wanna cause anymore misunderstandings which i may have to clear in the later part of the year. i have created such mess at present and i dont wanna cause anymore unnecessary troubles for myself.
i hope u see this,
but,
be careful and do take care.
i didnt do much work today, i spent the whole day running , watching tv and when i started work, ernest gave me an offer to irresistable
"eh my mum coming fetch, wan go? "
and i did. omgg. maths block test... sigh..
take my hand, take my life, but just dont take forever...
3:47 AM