2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

i caught myself trying to understand the meaning of love.
i am confused with issues that seemed trival now.
i woke up this morning with a dream
that left me with a heartache.
a regret for what i have done

a dream whereby, we talked, we laughed, we actually interacted
rather than our present situation
where even a simple gesture of a wave from you,
would just make my day.
after all we have been through.
after all the misunderstandings,

the pain i have caused,
and u have caused on me.
we result in cold shoulder treatments,
unhappiness, staring at each other with such disdain
it pierces.

what happened to the happy ending?
what happened to us?
or rather, what was wrong with me as it is to you?
so many unanswered questions,
so many upsetting rumours.
and i just cant help it.

sometimes i caught a glimpse of you,
when i did, u stared back at me,
and looked away.
i wonder whats on your mind,
how did all these happened so fast
in just a few weeks of overseas trip?
the dreams bring me back
to the day ive lost you.

but at least,
i get to talk,
i get to see you rather than stealing a look
i get to look into your eyes once more
and stab myself

for being so blind in the past
to not cherish the love u gave
that i threw it away
even before i had the chance to embrace it with mine.