2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

had some random thoughts while i was on the train to Shin Fuji. the trees moved pass, the leaves fall, wither and die. as time passes by, i realised, its been a year.

i listen intently to the feelings that have been long silenced

distinct and clear,

just like the landscape i see around me.

that can only be seen clearly in one's memories.

all that is left,

are sadness that cannot be dispersed.

i realised, no matter what i do, i cant deny it, i cant avoid it but i know its quite useless to do anything about it.

its been a whole year. 365 days. and i still cant forget, the most beautiful relationship can only happen in the bliss of the existing memories.

there are so many secrets that i couldnt say. words unspoken,

tears are mere coincidence ,after each rain, it gets harder to forget.

to forget that i still love you.


moved on moved on moved on. how many times have i said that to myself? how many times have my friends said that to themselves only to be delusioned by the fact of running away.

i know, i cant regain your familar face again

i know, i cant hold you back

and i know, i cannot lose my dignity

but i am grateful,

that you allow me to experience the beauty of spring

nevertheless, enjoy yourself in perth.