2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

sometimes things dont go according to what u thought it would be. you cant give in your all because the fall would only be harder, but like what darren and i used to say. do the things from your heart, and that will truly make your actions worthwhile, even if it backfires. so to make it short, think with your backside la. haha. theres so much to say but i just cant seem to pen them down, maybe its my command of english. haha.


there are times i think of forbidden, for those who understands, yeah. i woke up from a dream from her a couple of days ago, zhi hao considered it the ex day. 29th jan i think. yeah. because we both dreamt of our ex. lucky for him, he got a call from her on that day, haha.mine dont even bother replying a text msg. i remembered parts of it, seeing her cry and stuff, watching her scold me. i woke up in the middle of that night, i couldnt slp then, i can see her extent of hating me for many misunderstandings and worse of all is we dont even know what we are fighting for, or maybe its just me that is still in this void. i recently used fb, even though its been there for a year, the password always triggers memories, pleasant ones.

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

you should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you


Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye



from this part on, i doubt anyone would understand what im talking about.
ns is coming in 3 months, i shouldnt be doing all these, thinking of all these, i shouldnt let myself be vulnerable again, but yet i did. that piercing feeling, that heavy weight fell on me, and i cant do anything about it.





when u have everything, u start to feel that u have nothing.