confused. omg. im at lost. sian. tmr econs test. GG.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i showered twice today, and i realised, it hurt everytime i did. fingers, legs, back, shoulders. i realised how hard forward had to work, and although today wasnt my best performance, i understand how painful it is to win back the ball possession, how to get into rugs, tackling people bigger than you. i used to play backlines, all i did is run run run, normal grab and bring down tackle. i understand the hardwork of the forwards now. cheers to the forward pack today, hendy, lucas, wunshin, javier, win, arthur, shengda, shafiq.
REVENGE MATCH NEXT WEEK WITH CJC. pumped up.
cuts and bruises, blood and sweat. tough mentality. tough fight.
pain is fear leaving the body.
todays game was quite a good game, but i still feel the match against rjc was much better in terms of defence and offence. today, acsib broke through us quite a number of times due to mistackles and the inability to take them down, but nevertheless, we held them 46 - 5. yew xiang scored the try. we played well, arthur did his job, but he slacked off the last part, but still, he isnt that much of a burden anymore. cougars, im glad i stayed back, sidhu scolded me 2days ago, " u retain very shiok ah? fail gp, retain to play rugby is it?" and i realized, its true, my mind didnt wan to retain because i had to study once more, my dad wanted me to go overseas, i retained because i wanted to play rugby, and at the same time, pass gp , which is my fav sub. i dont regret retaining. and replying to wad sidhu said, yes, i think retaining is shiok, u more or less udnerstand the topics, and u get to play good rugby.
wad i got from a website nevin showed me awhile ago.
Malay Gals 1- No need require you earn 5k per month 2- No matter what job you hold cleaner or pizzahut rider, they still accept you. 3- No need stay in 5 room flat or condo, 1 room is satisfy. 4- No need go restaurant, go prata shop ish happy leow 5- No need to go oversea resort, go east coast Tent happy riaos. 6- Know how to cook.
Chinese Golden Cheesepie, 1- AT least 5k 2- Must be manager above 3- 5 room / condo 4- Must eat at place with service charge. 5- go travel to thailand for shopping, Japan to see sakura. 6- Employ maid t cook.
i should start dating minahs now (:
im really glad u came to watch (: thanks
Sunday, April 26, 2009
so i studied electrochem for the test tmr which i found out earlier this morning.
weiming(graduated last year): eh good luck for tmr test
me: wad test?
weiming: WTF U DUNNO? CHEM TEST LA
and so i found out =.=" and while studying i made cheesecake again. any1 wanna be tester?LOL.
went out with yimin for dinner today, been a long time since i saw her. and i realised, her fats became mine now.LOL. fk. caught up with her over dinner and ice cream at holland v before heading back. haha. see u on tues.
1st. the club was a lousy pub shit with old ang moh etc.
2nd: we took a cab to double O and we didnt go into the club, instead , we went to eat fucking bah kuteh
3rd: we got kicked out of our own hotel.
i dun wanna talk about it much. its screwed up. but seriously, the hotel management is fuck up. not letting this go.
training today was shit. not much players turned up, i have first team players coming late with the best reason of all, i overslept. and those who went for the night outing who slept for 1 hour turned up on time, or abit later den 9am. so i dont see the reason why he couldnt. and there were no disciplinary actions to late coming =.= ahhhhhhhh
another thing i am damn frustrated about, but i cant say it out here in public. but its seriously pissing me off and most of the ruggers.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
interesting things that happened yday.
i won steven in street fighter 4 by spamming the joystick.
rule: must say hanif got no cock whenever u speak.LOL
rule: dance GEE before u drink any shots
THE MOST FUCK UP RULE THAT MADE HANIF DRANK QUITE ABIT. always make a sad face throughout the game. fuck up.
chin whee put his head under stevens dick and said, i m stuck.
hanif started swimmming on the floor for no reason.
steven started dancing to kpop songs.
kok soon just sit there and do nothing with his cock face.LOL.
hanif: hanif got small cock. eh change the rule leh. ym: hanif got small cock. okok i get another rule card first.
draws an 8 card.
ym: ok. overrule, before u speak, u have to say, hanif got no cock.
hanif: hanif got no cock. fuck you la.
okay. had jians bday dinner yday. ate until so full that steven and i had to walk ard to contain our stomach. lol. went over to jians house and played the drinking game. the game goes like this
spread the cards into a circle, the circle mnust not be broken, if it is, u have to drink every shit on the table. each turn, u get to draw a card using 1 hand,
if its red, u can choose to give any1 on the table to drink the number of sips the card indicates. black, u drink it yourself
6 - thumb card, at any point in the game, do an action with your thumb, and the last person who copies u, drinks.
7 - toilet break
8- rule card. set a rule which every1 have to follow.
9- u name a brand, and the person who cant, drinks. (eg car brand )
10- ryhme - say a word and every1 has to make a ryhme with it. ( eg tennis, penis? LOL)
jack - i never - make a sentence with i never .... and the person who did, drinks.
eg i never play rugby. i get to drink =.="
queen king is safe
ace was for the bday boy to drink.
so in the end, hanif got drunk first with MIXED ALCOHOL AND COKE. LOL.
followed by chin whee. and abit of steven. but chinwhee was teh worst case scenario.
he got so drunk and all. lol. i reached home at 3am. couldnt walk up the stairs properly. and i went sch today, ended up slping at the sick bay till 12 before taking the math test. what a hang over.
fuck up. i thought my ftt date was tmr, but i was yday. fuck up. another 2 more montsh of wait. fuck
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Today, I told my morbidly obese teacher that he had mustard on his chin. He tried to wipe it off and I said without thinking "No, your other chin." FML
Today, I told my mom that I was taking antidepressants because I hate myself. She said "That's not surprising. You hate everybody. And, you're kind of a bitch." FML
Today, my mother called me downstairs to give me what I assumed was going to be "The Talk" (About four years too late). So she sits me down, holds my hands, and with the gentlest, most motherly expression on her face tells me, "Honey, if you ever come home pregnant, I'll kill you and the baby." FML
Today, I had a job interview. Everything was going really well until I noticed a bug on my interviewer's lower neck. I shouted that something really disgusting was crawling on him. It turns out it was his big hairy mole
wth.and i realised. i forget to bring home my uniform zzzz
Monday, April 20, 2009
I WONT BE LATE FOR SCH AGAIN
Sunday, April 19, 2009
this is going to be a long weekk...
i dont know what to say, being lied to by a friend feels pathetic, but its worst when its from someone u loved. well, used to love.
Friday, April 17, 2009
upset. we won acsi today, but it was by individual play, no game plan. no coordination. sigh. i gave away most penalties, and the worst part was not being scolded when i regroup with the forwards, its like, looking at woonshin's face being super pek chek. lucas being frustrated, shengda being pissed off, but they didnt hold it up against me, maybe its because i am a senior and they respected me. but i feel ashamed of myself, so much so that i didnt even feel like apologizing after the team talk because i know, that everyone knows, the game screwed up because of my penalties giving. and the worst part, i played rugby more than them, i taught them and now i am a burden to them. i could see hendy's face of frustration when every rug i went in, its a penalty, every break down, i am slow. coach was very upset about my performance today, and he was very disappointed with the team. i felt as if i let everyone down, even though they didnt question me, they didnt confront me, they didnt even shout or scolded me. i m just speechless about today. and utterly upset with myself and my fitness level. sigh.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
hahahahaha. i tell u all a joke
julian went to police today
wearing a police rugby shirt
mr amran walk pass.
" take off that shirt laa. go and throw away la. it is a disgrace to wear police rugby and play for other clubs"
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
today, we played a tough game with rijc. and i felt disappointed, even though we played well, because, they are really normal human beings, they fumbled the ball so many times, but the ref didnt see, and even penalise us because he thought we were offside. well, coach was pissed at the ref, but was really happy that our team really gave them a hard time, by half time, 17 - 0. 2nd half, we hold them for 15mins before their first try, and frankly speaking, 90% of their tries at second half, was because of the referee's lousy decision making, scrum half knocked on, he didnt see, at least 4 times! and lucas went there, become penalty because the ref thought the scrum half haven picked up the ball. and from far, we just walked because we knew it was a knock on, but we were suppose to back 10. so the try came about. rijc isnt that strong, we could break through a couple of times but we got tackled at their 22. but i have to say, rijc scrums are strong, dirty but in a smart way, holding flankers pants, prop and hooker digging us at the same time, and their line outs have 3 jumpers, literally. we gave them a tough game, the best part was the 15min no try situation where we held them so perfectly. but nevertheless, i felt satisfaction, but regretting on my decision into playing second team, becasue i ddint train as hard as i did last year, nice match cougars, this team will bring back the plates for sure.
my virgin match being a flanker without any knowledge of lineouts and scrums
Monday, April 13, 2009
i think i screw up most of the time. in many ways, in life, in sports in studies and many more. wa damn sian. seriously. lol. damn tired. tmr rijc match. hit them hard man. i forward a message to kin onn, i wrote this for darren last year, and i think its quite a good message.
the only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyong that into the impossible realize, he who hesitates is he who loses understand, that it is hard to fail but worst never to have tried succeeding. remember, our greatest glory consist not of never falling but in rising everytime we fall good luck cougars.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
todays training was fucked up. people coming late, first 15 being late, some even comin ard 11am. some even coming after the training. if we were to lose to rijc, which is quite obvious because of our lack of commitment, i dun see why we should train hard now. junyuan can beat acsb becasue they have trained that move for quite sometime, and everyone udnerstands their role, but do we? all we did was a run through and every1 becomes complacent and not go for training.
maybe its not a good thing to post this, so i shall just censor afew stuffs. i shant say what cca, so dont qoute me. its been a year, and everyone has graduated, fine, good. peaceful and happy, and going back to your old cca should be for training, for bonding, but instead some immature childish people talk bad about other ccas, stereotyping another with " oh they are all the same" so if my father have a mouthstache, everyone with a mouthstache my father la? i seriously feel , that they are damn bloody childish and immature, rebut me if im wrong, u all treat your juniors like crap, and now by coming back to train,u dont practice diplomacy but showed attitude, ******************** censored wow. we could have done that so many times to you, but we just dont see the point of being that immature.
seriously, sometimes jc people just have no brains in doing things. all too big headed and think they are always the one at right. sigh. pls get a mirror. and go 1 corner, and reflect on yourself.
sad sad sad sad
Thursday, April 09, 2009
went jb with coach and julian yday. ate dinner and had a couple of talks.
went to watch junyuan match today and i must say, they are good, so much determination to win, with all the passion. they took out 5 acsb players, all injured. with 1 going to the hospital with a neck broken. i hope cougars can learn from them, even when they are the underdogs, even though their much smaller than them, they won them.
tired. shant say much. night
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
i think girls today are abit stupid, most, not all.
girls like to wear short fbts and skirts , i wonder why, to attract attention? but what this brings are old ah pek who stares and have perverse thoughts and stuff. today i was sitting on the mrt home, i saw this nanhua girl whose quite cute, but her fbts are like, wtf? damn short. den i noticed her surroundings, every guy standing or sitting ard her were looking, from bottom to up and bottom again and kept staring. i will bet 100 dollars if she were to walk in a dark alley she will get raped. if u are pretty, or have good body, u dont show them as if its for sale, guys who like u base on your looks just wants to bang you, or to have a one night stand and just throw u aside. and thats abit screwed up dont you think.
Monday, April 06, 2009
so i skipped sch today. was utterly tired. haven been studying lately, that i have to say. i feel guilty for that, but i realised retaining made me feel happy because of me being able to play competitive for 1 more year, i guess some people will say its stupid and everything. but u realised taht when u reach uni, or even in army, theres no more competitive way of playing sports? unless u are that good in it. which apparently i am not shy of saying, i am not. but i really have to start studying soon.
been listening to k pop songs recently, wooo, and rockband-ing at jian's house is damn fun, esp when u are playing with your frens, 1 guitar, 1 bass, drums, singing. lol. i spent about 50 bucks during the weekends, ok wait, 100 i think. since there are times where i cabbed home. have to start saving money too.
to make a good sword, u first need good metal.
Friday, April 03, 2009
played nyjc today. they have gotten better since last year. but they did afew high tackles here and there. the 3 tackles made to me were all on my head level, it doesnt hurt much, but i didnt gain as much ground as i expected. the final score was 44 - 0, but we gave away alot of penalties, and i missed a conversion in front of the H pole because i was complacent. sigh. wad a let down, and the dream of top 4 is getting further and further away.
met zoe after the match for supper before heading home.
thanks once again to elvina for coming all the way down to support (: