2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

something interesting happened. my maid is quarrelin with my mum. and the incidents were,

my dad came home and didnt eat dinner, didnt tell her.

my dad doesnt tell her why he bought some food eg fish, chicken

my mum bought something without seeking her advice.

and her tone is f up. lol. thats weird. one thing i dont really like about my maid is, shes kinda doing things overboard, eg, using the house phone from 10pm till 5am to call indonesia. once is ok. but almost every single day. how did i know? simple. cause i use the comp, and the phone is beside me =.=" well, she got scolded quite badly by my dad last night and this morning.

another candid incident was when my mum came home, my mum came home and found out the house wasnt clean, and when my mum questioned her, she said, OHH MAM! TODAY MORNING RAINING, I MAKE BREAKFAST AND DRINK TEA. WAH SHIOK.

LOL.

the best was when my dad bought 3 expensive fish to eat for dinner for 3 days, after the second day, the last fish disappeared, my dad tried to find the last fish in the freezer but he couldnt. when my dad questioned my maid, she said she doesnt know. after my mum threaten to do something about it for the lost of not only the fish, but other items when she finally admitted. and in her defence, she said. " i thought sir buy 1 for sir, 1 for mam, and 1 for me" HAHAHAHAH.


holly shit, my maid's a joke. and a scary liar.



but, she cooks good food.LOL



I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho



TMR FIRST PAPER FOR MATHS. AND I JUST REVISED FOR 2 HOURS. gg-fied.












any1 got protractor lend?LOL



oaky. so i woke up damn fkin early today, at 7.50 due to the planned breakfast at 9 am at kap with felicia and shafiq and felisa and florencia. and i felt like puking. wth, so in the end, i took a 961 down and was early. i didnt have any appetite after the bus JERKY ride up and down, but after walking up to felicia house, only to see her mum driving out with them, i was kinda hungry, and a lil pek chek because they were about to fetch me =.=" so apparently i walked up for nothing. and every1 was late! . tsk tsk.





went out with xw to watch transformers after that. our plan initially was,





first plan: meet at jp at 1pm for lunch , and watch the 2.10 pm show



and it changed to



meet at cineleisure at 1pm for lunch, watch 3pm show





and den, it changed again to,





vivo city at 1pm, watch any slots.





and to,

plaza singapura at 2pm





and last ly. back to vivo city at 1pm.


so i took a cab to vivo city from bukit merah, and in the end, there werent any seats left, so we headed to tiong bahru to catch the 5 pm show, and went to henderson for lunch ( which is 100m away from henderson) moral of the story? dont go too early to the place as planned, just wait and see wad happens.LOL. but nvm, we had fun going ard singapore today. arcade was hilarious, the basketballs, the time crisis, and outrun.LOL. epic failures.





after the movie we headed to clarke quay for dinner before heading home.



the crab is seriously damn big.LOL











MEGAN FOX WAS A DUDE WHEN SHE, I MEAN HE WAS 6 YEARS OLD. PROVEN. OMFG. STAB ME PLS



watched i love you man, ghost of girlfriends past during this week. both are good shows, u guys should watch it. cw drop by my house yday at 2 am, catch up a lil, and until 7am, before going to bed, the radio announced michael dead. i thought it was a joke and went down to check on the news and it was true. fk, my childhood idol just die suddenly when his comeback was due next month in london. zzzzz. the whole day today, mtv aired all his videos, old ones to the new hip ones. as i watched the old videos, beat it, black or white and thriller, i cant help but reminisce the past, where i kept closing my eyes when the thriller mv played, and how i enjoyed watching the father fly out of the house and all. music has lost a king. thats for sure.



the veil of pretence,
cloaks the mask,
oh that innocence,
creeps up the walls of the fragile heart
how you may ask?
all this pretence,
all in the name of art.
the mind,the body, the soul,
and the heart
the ways, the technique, the skills, the ability.
nets laid.
baits set
whose going to fall,
for this simple trap?



i dont get people sometimes. really. they just dont think or do what they say, or maybe they have forgotten what they have said? or simply, because they change? emotions in people change drastically, for the better or the good, its up to your perspective.  



i studied quite well today at woodlands lib, did 6 chapters of organic, not just notes, but tutorials and the topical tests. (thanks to gwen's notes. LOL. but apparently, some of her notes are wrong. wonder how she scored =.=" ) anyways. did abit of maths too. i guess studying with ajc people is really pressurizing indeed =.=" they just dont stop studying, and fatigue is not in their dictionary.



study study study. omg. dead










when love comes around, it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks u down.



tired. went 07s20 mini class gathering to watch drag me to hell. it was kinda creepy, but not that scary until i went home i slept in my room. the bed looks similar =.= and the worst was when i was about to slp after countless of me opening my eyes to see if the ghost was there, my brother suddenly took a bolster and hit me, and i was quite freaked out cause my mind was alr thinking about the ghost. LOL. and when i look at him, he was aslp =.= wth. so anyway, we went to astons for lunch before dinner and minds cafe, okay. its quite exp tehre. i rather went to the holland v place which doesnt count the games per person per hour, all u had to do was eat there, and u can use the games for free. i kinda forgotten wads the cafe called. but anyway, we paid 176$, and i had to pay like, $12.90 just for playing the game for 3 hours. a big joke right? we ate tao huey before going home. lol. and studying today was worst. i was still in bed when felicia came, she came into my room while i was sleeping =.=" malu like shit. shafiq came later, followed by eunice. and eunice claimed she got kinda sick after going my house today =.=" wad a joke. lol. alright. waking up early tmr at 8 to go to the lib and its 3.30 am now. die.










a photo, can say a thousand things, but it cant say the million things, i wanna say a photo, can capture the way we were, but it cant capture the way we are, cause u are far away.



the day started off badly when GWEN PS-ED THE 10AM MATCH and came at 2.30, anyway, its still bad because i lost $6.40 in the morning during the first round, the second round i won back $5.30, the 3rd round won back $12. lol. PAWNED GWENS ARSE BIG TIME. WAHAHAHA. i gave her chance in the beginning, let her win abit. although she lost to me 30cents, she lost all her winnings in the beginning. hahaha!

















I HAVE TO START STUDYING.



i guess some people just dont grow up. still immature and childish. bearing kiddy grudges and doing things like, i wont talk to u ever, or spreading lame rumours. lol. i guess theres all sorts of people out there in the world for us to discover, and for us to laugh at. i think i am going to fail my econs common test.LOL. i didnt study for it since my book is with felicia, and i stoned during the test because i have forgotten my stuffs. crap.



a funny conversation i had with eunice at this instant.




Eunice says:
RETARD I DONT TAKE ECONS
LAO NIANG TAKE LITERATURE OKAYS!
Cartman. says:
LAO NIANG?
HAHHA
U ARE AN OLD HAG
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
Eunice says:
ok im not gonna talk to you anymore
Cartman. says:
wa lao
why so petty
Eunice says:
cause petty add one r is pretty HAHAH OMG JUST KIDDING OKIESSXXX
did you study today?
Cartman. says:
HOLLY SHIT
LOL
THATS GOING ON MY BLOG
nah i didnt
Eunice says:
NOW IM REALLY NOTGONNA TALK TO YOU IF YOU PTU IT ON YOUR BLOG
Cartman. says:
waa
WHY SO PETTY
Eunice says:
CAUSE PETTY ADD ONE R IS PRETTY
hahhaahha ok enoiugh
weiming ; says:
by orders of ym,
eh old hag, i go slp alr. bye bye

=\\
YOU DIE HAIRY LEGS YOU DIE



okay. i have the mood to blog now.LOL. so i went over to feli house to study with mat motor, while studying econs for 10mins, i dozed off, and i studied 2 chapters before receiving an sms from steven stating that we should watch a damn cool movie called blood which is an anime and it should be a damn good show. so i left my study place and went to town.


in the end, only steven jian and i turned up, the rest didnt make it due to excuses like, my dad didnt give me money.LOL. and that excuse lasted from 5pm till 11pm.

blood was a shit movie. dun waste your money watching it. the fighting scenes arent that great, the VOICE is even worse.

silly girl = sheerry geerrll

and many more. the logic isnt there, as in, BASIC LOGIC. such as the talking, the conversation and the actions. ESP THE ACTIONS. i cant describe here, because it is utterly stupid. let me try to explain, they try to mimic anime running.LOL. its the ultimate candid shit. and there are even more shits to come. and when the movie ends, u still dun understand anything.

so moral of the story? DUN WATCH THAT MOVIE. watch the anime, i think its better.



so we headed down to pang house for a stay over, upon reaching his house, steven changed up and went to bed =.= " so HE slept early that day, while pang and i watched comedies, go to youtube and search street fighters the later years. and prank war 6 and 7 . its hilarous, but alil too overboard. go and watch it if u wanna know why.

so pang and i had emo talk during the early hours in the morning. and i won quite abit from mahjong today. GWEN, I WON LIKE, 11 DOLLARS PLUS. INTIALLY IT WAS HIGHER BUT I LOST MY BEGINNER'S LUCK. LOL.





a man's trash is another man's treasure.



stayed over at pang house for mahjong. tired.



and when it rains,
will you always find an escape?
just running away
from all of the ones who love you
from everything.



gp test was alright for me today. i wrote an essay for my aq. but for my essay, i know my first point is already out of point. fk up. took a bus to upper bukit timah and studied with felicia and syafiq. her house is still big even when i walked in for the 10th time alr. but she doesnt have a proper study table and lightings etc. so much for a big house. study study study. drown myself in books again. for the second year.lol




when it rains.

and oh oh, how could you do it?
oh i, i never saw it coming
and oh oh, i need an ending
so why cant u stay just long enough to explain?
take your time.
take my time.
take this chances to turn around.
take this chance, we will make it somehow.
just turn around..



went out with ss today, shes going over to US in august. sian. been a long time since we met, say, 2 months? went to the new gina plaza or whatever u called that and eat sushi teh, her treat for my belated bday. the set meal brings back memories at heeren. sigh. well, we went west coast park and sat at the rocks and talk about a range of stuffs, from our childhood to what are our aims of our life at this point. headed home at ard 6pm. simply no mood to study. i guess i will start tmr.









wake up to reality



didnt do shit oday. went for wedding dinner, met up with my cous and stuff. did alil catch up before ehading home. sigh. tired day.







我掉進愛情懸崖 回想起妳的可愛
傻傻的還在等待 以為妳還會回來





Goodbye is what she said
When she said im sorry
And I, Im dying on the inside
Cuz i tried but I cant hide the tears
That fall from my eyes

Hold me close one more night
Hold me close one more time
Hold me close cuz Im dyin on the inside
A butterfly

Hello with a little wink,
But what she think of me?
And oh she smiled
Give me her name
But who would have thought i
would be crying here
With all this pain no no

Hold me close one more night baby
Hold me close one more time
(just give me one more time
my baby)
Hold me close cuz Im dyin on the inside
A butterfly

Now theres nothing I can do and
Theres nothing I can say
About losing you
I wish that I could find a
way, wish that I could see
you again
If only I could turn back time

Hold me close one more night...
Hold me close one more time..
Hold me close cuz Im dyin
on the inside (dying on
the inside)
A butterfly....






nice song! speaks alot of words.



couldnt slp well last night, slept ard 4.30 due to fatigue, woke up at ard 9 to check my phone. sigh. luckily felicia, eunice and shafiq came over, if not i doubt today i would study, nor would i be doing that well. brought them for a mini tour ard my china house, showed them my pets and all, even ate the sugarcane from my backyard. played mahjong at ard 8 which was where we started slacking off, tmr is my cous wedding, its a joyous occasion. but i donno where to get that mood from





Black dress with the tights underneath,
I got the breath of a last cigarette on my teeth,
And she's an actress -actress- but she ain't got no need,
She's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east,

T-T-T-Tongues always pressed to your cheeks,
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth,
T-Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fuckin' scared of him,

She wants to touch me, whoa
She wants to love me, whoa
She'll never leave me, whoa
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
(Cause a hoe) Won't trust me,
She wants to touch me, whoa,
she wants to love me, whoa,
she'll never leave me, whoa,
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
Cause a hoe won't trust me,

Xs on the back of your hands,
Wash them in the bathroom to drink like the bands,
And the set list you stole off the stage,
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page,

B-B-B-Bruises cover your arms,
Shaking in the fingers with a bottle in your palm,
And the best is, no one knows who you are,
Just another girl alone at the bar

She wants to touch me, whoa,
She wants to love me, whoa,
She'll never leave me, whoa,
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
(Cause a hoe) Won't trust me,
She wants to touch me, whoa,
She wants to love me, whoa,
She'll never leave me, whoa,
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
(Cause a hoe) Won't trust me,

Shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips,
I said shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips,
I said shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips,

Whoa,
Whoa,
Whoa, oh oh,
Whoa,
Whoa,
Whoa,

She wants to touch me, whoa,
She wants to love me, whoa,
She'll never leave me, whoa,
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
(Cause a hoe) Won't trust me,
She wants to touch me, whoa,
She wants to love me, whoa,
She'll never leave me, whoa,
Whoa oh oh,
Don't trust a hoe,
Never trust a hoe,
Won't trust a hoe,
(Cause a hoe) Won't trust me..



sch was long today. i cant blog. 



studied at holland today, felicia came by followed by shafiq. i thought i would be alone today. hahaha. well, i cant help but think about afew stuffs that have been weighin on my mind. rahh. tired. physically, mentally and emotionally. a levels. army. why are there so many obstacles to pass when u come by?












you're so beautiful. so damn beautiful...

i see u in the club, you're getting down girl i wanna get with you.yeahh



me: dota
chinwhee: yes boss
chinwhee:but i in toilet shitting
chinwhee: gimme 3 mins
me: den how the fuck u reply ?
chinwhee: i brought my laptop in to watch prison break
me:WTF
chinwhee: LOL


sometimes. shows are just to addictive



i have a great achievement i have to say today. i have just spent $250 in 1 week and i have a grand total of $5. 97 dollars in my sexy and beloved account to last out for the june holidays. what more can i fuck myself with in such a great situation of mine.





so i met kaihui and mel at the cathay, i took a cab that cost $20 dollars to be early, and i was bloated with the lunch at home which consists of 2 servings of spaghetti since i am damn hungry. and in the end, we went for buffet =.=" i feel like dying, i ate about the price of $15 dollars, but i didnt eat much and i had to pay for kaihui and melissa =.=" INCLUDING ARCADE. pek chek.LOL. i wanna just jump down and commit suicide with my current financial situation. i am having internal financial crisis. any1 kind enough to donate to me?! LOL.


I AM GOING TO STUDY TMR!





She will always be my sunkissed trampoline
She goes up and down in my heart
Turned into jelly beans
And I'm starting to believe that danger's never near
when Joanna is here



sch holidays are here. and i just did a maths prelim paper this morning and i realised i have forgotten practically all my j1 work, differentiation, AP GP etc. super demoralizing. woke up early today to make breakfast before heading over to sch. in the end, i understand abit of regression, and i ended up playing 5 10 king to playing 7 9 jack. lol. funny shits. many thanks to PSK felicia for buying durians on a very belated bday treat. the old ah pek tried to trick my money. wad a bittch. but i caught him anyways.


as i looked at the past, i realised, why am i always the one who doesnt get pissed with the person who broke my heart ? frankly speaking, its weird, and i dunno how do i explained all these shits. rahh. i shouldnt say much. currently, i lost $2.90 for scolding too much vulgarities in sch. tsk tsk. i should start cutting down before i get a hole in my pocket. i wanna play mahjongg. and i wanna finish a levels as quickly as possible.



being forward looking, i looked at my next 5 years of life, 2 years in ns, meaning occasional weekend book out, and the possibility to get into the airforce and sign the 6 year bond. after ns, i have 3 options, to go australia for flight school, to stay in a local uni for god knows what course, or to be a chef.LOL.i like cooking, although i dont have much time at home and all. and i wanna learn piano again after a levels. so much thing to accomplish after a levels. and i think, my enlistment is during december. sigh.





Lately i've been hoping you could stay with me
And i could hold you close till the end of time
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye