the day i was looking forward to was today. we finally played testimonial (:
apart from afew bruises and cuts and hamstring pulls, i do not regret all these injuries. but sad to say, i left without socializing at the dinner. sigh. well, it went well today, i didnt expect them to play that well. but they did. congrats. work hard. i have said this for 2 years. win the plates for cougars. win it and put it back where it belongs. screw the culture club prize. its not meant to be there. i tired my best this year, and i have no regrets. the only regret i had, was i didnt run up to get the ball and crash through. it would have been a try there and then. and we wouldnt be sitting here, looking at that empty shelve. of where our plates belong.
come to think of it. i missed the pizza ..
bruises and cuts, blood and sweat. thats rugby.
8:14 AM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Love is it enough I'll be your shelter when the weather is rough Oh you should let go I'd let you love me Like I was in your heart Just trust like I was there from the start.
6:51 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We as ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesnt serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking So that other people will not feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not in just some of us; it is in every one. And as we let our own light shine We unconsciously give people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, Our presence automatically liberates others.
some qoute darren found which i think its meaningful (:
10:20 AM
in her eyes,
is the most amazing dream,
in her eyes,
i fall asleep,
and i hope she can see,
through the smoke of my imperfections,
into my heart,
where she has control.
stop this world,
from spinnin.
9:59 AM
my first brother bought me this cool safe box, i took quite sometime to open it, about 5mins. lol. my mum was beside me trying to make me not destroy the wooden box while i was trying my luck. its pretty cool, thansk btw.
school was stupid today, i swear, i went to sch today for nothing,i didnt bother about ms ng since shes a pain in the arse. she didnt reply my smses, didnt want to accept my consultations. screw it man. anyways, i ended school at approximately, 7.30 am.LOL. seriously, i attended civics -.-" thats about it. mr wee was giving out this slips of paper, indicating when u skipped school , and we had to explain. apparently, i had the thickest list.LOL. i will begin writing my letter of absence now.
i had a great escape in leaving school at 10, only to be back at 12. sigh.
met yx in school for some talk about forensic science, i think its kinda cool since its my dads profession, so i decided to go for it on 10 aug. any1 interested? lol. apparently, shes suppose to promote this outside the school -.- i doubt any1 would go and stuff -.-"
im sorry. =/
4:14 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
today seems to be a great day, went to sch and studied quite abit, but i need to start on maths soon., which will be tomorrow! LOL. i hope i can do finish vectors and stuff by tmr, well, went kbox with xw today,i swear, its the first time i sang without the singer. lol. and now my voice is hoarse. anyways, driving test is coming soon. 23 aug if i am not wrong.and a levels is just around the corner.
1) felicia, pls try to cope with the stress, it serves as an experience in the future, no pt running away from it
2) I WAN MY FUCKING TESTIMONIAL MATCH
3) I KNOW I CANT GET IT
4) SUCK MY TOES.
5) iam just being random
the blue rose.
get well soon (: take care.
8:38 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
public enemy was a great show, its kinda unique, neither thriller, nor suspense genre, its just, how do you put it, interesting. a combination of da vinci code + catch me if you can. haha. good show good show, but not for those who expects a thriller or action movie (:
if i lay here, if i just lay here....
9:28 AM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
i need to start studying productively.
i need to start studying productively.
i need to start studying productively.
i need to start studying productively.
i need to start studying productively.
i need to start studying productively.
just the girl.
4:30 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
after having a good talk with kh yday night, i tried to sleep, in the end, i decided to wake up early to buy some breakfast. went to henderson to get some kuei my mum used to buy when i was young, got home at around 10am to find myself exhausted. slept for 1 hour before heading out to chill out, apparently it helped a little, went to singapore island country club with felicia to play bowling. and the last 4 games i lost to felicia -.-" due to stiff arm, cant believe it. i couldnt even carry a 9 pound ball =.= headed to meet gess table tennis team for dinner, lots of memories came back, with mr kuan's physical training, i miss those days, if it was rugby and table tennis with sec1 and 2 physical and training under mr kuan, i sincerely choose table tennis. nevertheless, i enjoyed both sports. we wanted to head over to parklane for l4d, but we went to mac instead to play dai dee.
is it worth it? is it worth it? is it really worth it?
yes, u are
7:54 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
You understand me at least you say you do Lately that's enough for me Looking for perfect surrounded by artificial You're the closest thing to real I see
Sure everyone has their problems, that's a given Yours are the easiest to tolerate This wasn't what we we were wanting, how we're living But let's take this good enough and turn it to great, baby understand
This can only be as good as we both make it Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt We can be as happy as we want to be, girl But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh
Sometimes I love you more than you'll ever know Other times you get on my nerves Hey, that's just reality, no, it can't always be Kisses, hugs and beautiful words
You was looking for your prince, what you found Is a pauper with potential And no, I'm nowhere near perfect but I'm around Girl, time and patience is essential, baby realize
This can only be as good as we both make it Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt Hey, we can be as happy as we want to be, girl But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh
Thick and thin The bad outweighs the good sometimes That doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up My problems are yours and yours are mine
This can only be as good as we both make it Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt Yes, sometimes it's gonna hurt Hey, we can be as happy as we want to be, girl But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh We gotta make it work, ay oh ay oh oh
im sorry.
6:29 PM
thanks to all, who showed care and concern,kai hui and shirley especially, thanks for the phone call. appreciate it. (:
10:17 AM
im sorry. i cant be perfect.
9:54 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
monday blues.
i am going to take study leave for tmr. but i hope i can study =/ going to sch is kinda tough, waking up at 6, going to sch, and stonning in class. after sch being tired, slping before starting on work. rahh. i need a guide for uno winning. can there be uno cheats? LOL. 9 more weeks.
if i could catch a rainbow...
8:25 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
my dad's brother died today, at 6am. due to some illness which i dont know how to spell. i woke up with a pleasant dream, typing it into my personal blog. went to sch and redid my organic chem notes and did afew questions.
on the way home, my dad told me, its in the family genes that its hard to live over 70. i wonder if its true, but its kinda scary since my dad is 59, and all his brothers have passed away recently, 54, 64,66. and my gramps died ard that age too.
i know myself i can pass my a levels, but the pressure is on me since i am taking it the second time, i ought to get As. and thats f up, i guess my 1st brother took all the smart genes away.
i guess dreams never come true afterall ):
5:06 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
watched harry potter yday, i think its overrated. lol. the visual effects are kinda cool, but the story line is kinda boring.
i needa studyy. omg.
been listening to neyo's song, got addicted to so you can cry, u guys should listen to it. i think its kinda old doh. LOL.
So it's over He's with someone else and you know her And you just can't get any lower You sit in the dark alone, and won't answer your phone Well, I'm sorry
I won't attend your pity party I'd rather go have calamari, and maybe a drink And yes I think, you should come with me Life is long There will be pain but life goes on with everyday a brand new song But if you'd rather stay at home let me do you a favor
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry (If that's what you want alright) I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain for you today so you can cry Ooooo (If that's what you want alright) Mmmmm if that's what you want alright
I'm a lover in the pain of a heart from another Can be difficult to recover, yes this I know but difficult, isn't impossible And you shiver (shiver ha) He was your warmth, you cry lips quiver (quiver ha) Well honey go on and cry me a river You wanna be down (wanna be down) Well fine let me help you out How 'bout
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry Ohh woah wooo! (If that's what you want alright) I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain (rain rain rain rain rain rain) for you today so you can cry Ooo wooo uh(If that's what you want alright) Ooooooo! If that's what if that's what you want alright. Then if that's what you want alright
And your tears won't bring him back I know you wish that it did but it just don't work like that I know that healing takes time, hey! Even your heart has a pace, hooo! but how much time are you gonna take? Too much would be a mistake Oh wo wo woah!
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry Ohh woah wooo! (If that's what you want alright) I'll ask the clouds to bring the rain (bring the rain, bring the rain!) for you today so you can cry Ooo wooo uh(If that's what you want alright) Ooooooo! If that's what if that's what you want alright. Then if that's what you want alright
I'll ask the sun to shine away from you today so you can cry Talk: If that's what you want
thanks for the lollipop xD
8:04 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans i cant help thinking how it ought to be laughing on the park bench, thinking to myself, "hey isnt this easy? "
and you got a smile that could light up this whole town, i haven seen it in a while since she brought you down, you said u are fine, but i know u better than that, hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
tired. listening to taylor swift song.kinda nice.
7:20 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
8:08 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
the stack of cards that killed me last night. dinner (: crabs, salad, and a cool drink mixer (: thats teh picture of the headless fly and its head. omg when u get bored during chem prac. LOL
8:31 AM
okay. i ate chilli crabs for 3 times in 2 days. omg. tired. going to slp.oh wait. i shot a fly with a rubber band today, apparently, i sliced its head off with the wind, and the body still can fly. wtf. damn sick. omg. i didnt know flies can live even without a head, i thoguht only cockroaches do. lol.
i wan a dog badly.
nervous -.- tsk tsk
7:28 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i swear. drinking 1/4 bottle of pure vodka in 10mins can make a person who can drink a bottle of pure vodka in 2 hours drunk. and being half sober aint fun man. i couldnt walk properly, but i am still able to understand everything around me, but my hand was spinning, my mind was exploding and next thing i know, i sitting beside the toilet bowl puking chilli crabs.LOL. i guess getting drunk depends on the rate of drinking and how strong u can hold your liquour. apparently, mine is crap.LOL. i played cai quan with tzu long, been a long time since i saw him. and within 10 mins, he lost twice, i lost like, countless of times. #@$%&$&$ i went to slp for afew hours and apparently what i did while i was slping was, " waitttt waitttt. wait for meeeeee" with my arms stretched out =.=" i didnt gamble yday, once bitten, twice shy. but its quite screwed up to see the pot having 300 dollars and when u bid for all in, u lose all your cash. but in the end, i get a free breakfast from marcus, ( he won 200$ )
ICE AGE. (:
6:51 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
results came out.the careless mistakes for maths got me a C for midyears. should have been a high A. sigh. consolation prize would be getting 2nd in class for chem. but still. it aint good enough. pending now would be physics and econs. i think i fail my econs because i know i wrote out of point.sigh. rahh.
standard chartered marathon anyone?
3:58 AM
Sunday, July 05, 2009
mid years are over.but i am still studying, although the amount is reduced by a quarter, i think it shouldnt be the case that we should take a week or 2 to rest our minds, rather, we should take these days to refresh what we have learnt and remember them again. lol. screw it man.
a levels once more. i swear, this is screwed up shit. lol. my brother is back in singapore, and i bet he misses the singapore food stuff. lol. welcome back.
fetish to play bowling all of a sudden. anyone wanna join in? (:
9:36 AM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
although the movie was quite some time back, i still like this part of the movie. LOL. i guess thats why we pay to listen to this good stuffs man.