2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

yday trip to SICC was really, something to envy rich people, but those who are humble are those who really deserves to be respected, people who throws their cash around, being high class, are just throwing around the money they did not solely earn by their own, but rather, by their smart/hardworking parents. so why boast around? its not your credit in being rich. felicia and mr wong, holly crap. LOL. they do not appear to u being a rich kid, good friends, although the farts really turns mr wong off.

i realised, swimming in the night is damn relaxing, and fun. lol. i almost made my way to johor if i didnt looked up while msging last night.


i went to school today, with my day going bad, it got worst when i realised, the whole class except 5 girls skipped school. although there are 2 more guys coming later, kinda epic fail when we went assembly, and when mr wee sent a 2 page long lecture to every1 but the 6 ppl in school. well, an imaginary tiger, a physical pussy.

i attended mr sidhu lesson today, i guess i needed it, i laughed, i smiled even when i felt kinda screwed up inside. he makes lessons REALLY interesting.

i had a friendly debate with my classmates today, about, why they dislike ruggers so much, and why others hate my cca that much even when this year batch, doesnt have a rugby table, they dont cause troubles, they dont bully and last but not least, they suck up to teachers rather den disobeying them. so frankly speaking, i dont see the point in them hating this current batch of ruggers when they are ideal students teacher aimed for esp in a cca like rugby. and the replies i got was,

cause they make alot of noise.
my rebuttal ( but with 28 players playing teh same sport being tgt? logic pls? ) and also, being with them the other day, made me realise that, if there were 28 people of 08s15, they can be even noiser than ruggers themselves.

errr. they very cocky.

( give me an example )

err. i dont know. they just look cocky.

( because?)

i dont know, like rugby looks cocky.

wow. there isnt any CRAZY bday bashes or funny events this year as compared to the last, and there isnt ANY and i seriously mean ANY discipline problems so far.


so can u give me a proper reason why u dont like ruggers?

ohhh. no la, individually, they are nice people, but when they come tgt, we dont like.

suddenly ren hao and ted walk by.

you see u see! they were like, pointing at u and saying like they wanna talk to u, and see the way they walk, like ultimate pose.

( how do u pose when u are shuffling your feet as u walk?)

i guess, its all about stereotypes in school, being that, if i see someone i dislike base on his appearance, i will then feel and assume him as being as such. how shallow can that be? i am not perfect, i do stereotype people, eg, J.K. maybe i dont know her well, but what she did to my friends in sec school, is something i cant forgive and forget.

i guess, the impression of you makes a big thing in life, esp to people tat arent close to you, well, facing reality, there can never be everyone liking you, nor everyone disliking you. but what matters most, are those whom u really trust and love, trusts and loves you back.but sometimes, fairy tales aint gonna come true, theres no such thing as a happy ending, criminals do escape, wars are naturally be bloody, heroes do not claim credit at the end of the day, reality is just this complex.










-credits to ehkayass.blogspot.com-
what you wrote speaks much.

ive learnt that you cannot make someone love you,
all you can do, is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to them.
ive learnt that no matter how much i care
some people just dont care back.
ive learnt that it take years to build up trust
but seconds to destroy it.
ive learnt that its not what you have in life,
but who u have in life that counts.
ive learnt that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always 2 sides to it.
ive learnt that you can keep going,
long after you think you cant.
ive learnt that there are people who loves u dearly
but do not show it.
ive learnt that, writing as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
ive learnt that its hard to draw the line between being nice,
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up to what you believe in.


ive learnt that no matter how badly your heart is broken,
the world will not stop to grief.







isnt it funny how day by day,
nothing changes
but when you look back,
everything's different?



there is no such thing as "loved"
love has no past tense,
if you ever stop loving someone,
then you never truly loved them in the first place.



fighting is pointless. arguing is useless, silence is painless.






im so tired. tired of this.










i am facing the ugly truth.



In the heart
Of the night
Where it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirts turning red
I'm spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
Want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just can't, I just can't
Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

In the heart
Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)



anyways, tmr steamboat for AMG. do turn up at 5pm at my place. see u bro!















sometimes i need to face and accept the ugly truth.



I WILL STOP PLAYING DOTA FROM TODAY ONWARDS. AND I SHALL STOP PLAYING ANY COMPUTER GAMES RELATED ( only at home laaa. if outside with friends maybe can) die die. and theres 50+ days to a levels, not panicking, but i am just feeling scared since i am still ****ing failing screwed up gp. %&£&*^&%^$)(*&^%$. die. die. die.









i like the music pls dont stop the music

i like the music d d d d d d d d dancing musicc

i like the musicc s s s s s s s s sexy musiccc


i like the music f f f f f f f f funky musicccc

I'm dreaming styling musicc alive!



okay, crazy about kpop recently, esp big bang. so here it is. LOL. new skin.



yday went by in such a quick flash.

studied at wcp mac overnight with xw (:

we almost caught a crab. tsk. it ran so fast i couldnt even catch a glimpse of it after it left the hole. tmd.

and so i slept for 9 hours, before studying. lol.


i feel much more prepared as compared to last year. much more. i just needa practice to score better. rah

































erasers.



13 wonders game.
to have 13 wonders game, you must have the one and nine of the bamboo suit, the circle suit and the number suit along with each unique tile of the honor suit. you must also have an eye in the suit, which is any of the tile from the above picture.


since newbie xinglu doesnt wanna admit he got owned by me with 13 yao, i shall paste a picture of the combination from the rule book so he is satisfied. thanks for losing 4 bucks. (:



i saw a tranny today. i didnt think it was bad, but i went ORHH SHIT, when i realised, that dude acting like a chick, is wearing a floral bra under his macdonald uniform. it was more obvious den a coloured bra over a wet white shirt. imagine that while ordering megamac meal. with his manly voice coming out from a tried to be chick face. with all the make up and a long pony tail. holly crap. but well, my appetite came back while walking back to my seat.

i dont blame trannies man, i just think, if they like guys, or prefer to dress as ladies, cant they do a better job? they should head over to thailand and get a glimpse of those "professionals" i remembered during my sec 3 days, i went for step programme, i completely forgotten i was paired with a all boys school, walking into suankularb, i caught sight of a bunch of girls, and i told my partner, hey,are those girls? they look kinda pretty. and he had a sneaky laugh, and told me, i can give u their numbers, and proceeded on shouting out to them, as they walked towards me, i realised, i had the biggest mistake of my life.

i walked away.




while boarding the bus back to the hostel, the group of girls came by, and did a imaginary pole dance in front of my bus, and spoke in a manly thai voice, and giggled and ran away.


those were the moments, i can never forget. seeing dudes, whom look really like girls, doing things that made me green with disgust. oh man. that was really bad.






its that bad,












barr nehhh nehhh! (:



those were the days
we used to be close,
telling each other things
laughing our hearts out
crying on each other shoulders
and being there for each other.
but after 3 years,
we drifted
we walked out on each other,
nevertheless


happy bday sis.







and so, i mahjong-ed 3 times last week, im so addicted. today's my brother's bday, gonnna have lunch before i head out to study i guess. if i have the time. thanks to ss for the physics and chem notes, i realised there's still so much stuff to know as compared to jj. i wonder, is it because of our type of notes that our results are lagging from the top schools? or is it becasue are we ourselves, lazy and not hardworking to score the points?

by comparison, i studied with diff kinds of people, from diff kinds of school,and i realised those in the top jcs have ridiculous concentration duration, while jj students would go, SIAN, eh rest awhile leh. and hc or vj students would go, oi, so fast!? 1 more chapter den go eat!


a levels in 2 months. gogogo



Some things we don't talk about
rather do without just hold a smile
fallen in and out of love
the same damn problem together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know it
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your comand
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hands

You can never say never
While We don't know it
Time time time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're falling apart
Coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we're pulling together, pulling together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go



looking forward to watching 1.30 show of how i met your mother, but instead of laughing, i just sat there, speechless. with nothing to say, just being upset. even when i knew of things which i didnt voice out to prevent heated arguments, just feign ignorance, pretence. i dont know what to type.












the same love that makes me laugh makes me cry.














-2/09/09



slack day, but i studied quite abit, 3 physics papers and 2 chapters of econs. gearing up.













when it cuts deep
the old wounds just wont heal.