2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

yday trip to SICC was really, something to envy rich people, but those who are humble are those who really deserves to be respected, people who throws their cash around, being high class, are just throwing around the money they did not solely earn by their own, but rather, by their smart/hardworking parents. so why boast around? its not your credit in being rich. felicia and mr wong, holly crap. LOL. they do not appear to u being a rich kid, good friends, although the farts really turns mr wong off.

i realised, swimming in the night is damn relaxing, and fun. lol. i almost made my way to johor if i didnt looked up while msging last night.


i went to school today, with my day going bad, it got worst when i realised, the whole class except 5 girls skipped school. although there are 2 more guys coming later, kinda epic fail when we went assembly, and when mr wee sent a 2 page long lecture to every1 but the 6 ppl in school. well, an imaginary tiger, a physical pussy.

i attended mr sidhu lesson today, i guess i needed it, i laughed, i smiled even when i felt kinda screwed up inside. he makes lessons REALLY interesting.

i had a friendly debate with my classmates today, about, why they dislike ruggers so much, and why others hate my cca that much even when this year batch, doesnt have a rugby table, they dont cause troubles, they dont bully and last but not least, they suck up to teachers rather den disobeying them. so frankly speaking, i dont see the point in them hating this current batch of ruggers when they are ideal students teacher aimed for esp in a cca like rugby. and the replies i got was,

cause they make alot of noise.
my rebuttal ( but with 28 players playing teh same sport being tgt? logic pls? ) and also, being with them the other day, made me realise that, if there were 28 people of 08s15, they can be even noiser than ruggers themselves.

errr. they very cocky.

( give me an example )

err. i dont know. they just look cocky.

( because?)

i dont know, like rugby looks cocky.

wow. there isnt any CRAZY bday bashes or funny events this year as compared to the last, and there isnt ANY and i seriously mean ANY discipline problems so far.


so can u give me a proper reason why u dont like ruggers?

ohhh. no la, individually, they are nice people, but when they come tgt, we dont like.

suddenly ren hao and ted walk by.

you see u see! they were like, pointing at u and saying like they wanna talk to u, and see the way they walk, like ultimate pose.

( how do u pose when u are shuffling your feet as u walk?)

i guess, its all about stereotypes in school, being that, if i see someone i dislike base on his appearance, i will then feel and assume him as being as such. how shallow can that be? i am not perfect, i do stereotype people, eg, J.K. maybe i dont know her well, but what she did to my friends in sec school, is something i cant forgive and forget.

i guess, the impression of you makes a big thing in life, esp to people tat arent close to you, well, facing reality, there can never be everyone liking you, nor everyone disliking you. but what matters most, are those whom u really trust and love, trusts and loves you back.but sometimes, fairy tales aint gonna come true, theres no such thing as a happy ending, criminals do escape, wars are naturally be bloody, heroes do not claim credit at the end of the day, reality is just this complex.










-credits to ehkayass.blogspot.com-
what you wrote speaks much.

ive learnt that you cannot make someone love you,
all you can do, is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to them.
ive learnt that no matter how much i care
some people just dont care back.
ive learnt that it take years to build up trust
but seconds to destroy it.
ive learnt that its not what you have in life,
but who u have in life that counts.
ive learnt that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always 2 sides to it.
ive learnt that you can keep going,
long after you think you cant.
ive learnt that there are people who loves u dearly
but do not show it.
ive learnt that, writing as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
ive learnt that its hard to draw the line between being nice,
and not hurting people's feelings and standing up to what you believe in.


ive learnt that no matter how badly your heart is broken,
the world will not stop to grief.







isnt it funny how day by day,
nothing changes
but when you look back,
everything's different?



there is no such thing as "loved"
love has no past tense,
if you ever stop loving someone,
then you never truly loved them in the first place.