i tried to study today, well, i did 2 physics mcq papers. the most among the circle. LOL. i read about something funny today, horoscope on the news papers.
Gemini: you will be pissed with the social services u have asked for in dating other women, it is because u found them ugly and wonders why they are giving u such bad treatment. the ladies thinks the same way.
hhahahah. i laughed my ass off man.
Libra: you will go into depression for afew weeks until someone walk up to u and explain to you that the movie 2012 is not a documentary. its a movie.
well, back to business.
on a serious note, i thought, everyone share the same feelings when it comes to emotions. i always regretted not putting my all in my ex, and when i saw a situation similar to mine, i thought, hey, i could help this. but well, the situation isnt quite right. i felt utterly disgusted when u were caught red handed. its quite upsetting to know that after all you have said and done, what u are doing is likewise, the opposite of what u are trying to portray yourself. actions speak louder than words. damn. whats all the pictures, the smses, the cookies, the cards for? when what u are doing aint the stuff u claimed to be?
well, i posted a simple question to my friend on the mrt the other day.
how do u get over it?
his answer was simple.
you dont.
that strike me right in my face.
you dont? den... how do you....
well, when i know that i am gonna think about it, i just let it come, try to occupy myself with other stuff and it will be alright....
i have nothing much to say, but i understand your pain and anger. i hope everything goes fine bro. cheers.
i tried to make things up, to make things better. to change things. but my impression is just too bad to make any difference, you know who u are, i understand how much unhappiness i have caused. and each time i think about it. i cant help but blame myself why i couldnt make things better, why couldnt i just do something about it? so many questions. even with comforting words from my friends, and no matter how good i can or will be, its nothing
when i aint got you.
sometimes, life just suck badly, and i have to accept it. not everything goes your way, not everything is perfect. not everything has a happily ever after.
on a happier note. CIRCLE OF FRIENDS. tmr, TOUCH AND RUGBY. please bring your gear. AT NIGHT THERE WILL BE MAHJONG.
And suddenly I become a part of your past, I'm becoming the part that don't last. I'm losing you and its effortless, Without a sound, i lost sight of your ground.
8:37 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
presenting.... BALONGLONG... emoing over his lost. well, better luck next time bro.
omg. wong and poi? hmmmmmmmmmmmm....
the 3 musketeers taken up the comfy bed of mine... whose that sajc noob? 我摸女古 ... . . .. . . . . damn. no wonder he lost to jolyn..
sleeping beauty? nahhhhhhhh. woonflat has made her name with her crazy snoree...
PRESENTING.... NEH NEH PINCH QUEENNNNN! equipped with her sharp fingernails and deadly accuracy, her ultimate thrust of death would knock u flat with a bruise at your teh teh. why so happy? u saw me? (: i guess not ): to end it off.................. SURRPRRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZXCZXCZ.
ok off to bed.
9:05 AM
well, didnt take pictures of wad i cooked, but i hope u guys enjoy the meal, LOL. mahjong session was a disaster! 7 ppl on 1 table. omfg. and well, the mahjong went well, gonna post some candid pictures whcih i took when all of em were sleeping. hahaha.
went for juniors training today, they have alot to improve on, but they lack communication. shouldnt train too much on fitness? haha. well, different strategy. i hope it works.
NINJA ASSASSIN. okay update more later. DOTA
7:33 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
dinner for today is,
pasta ( originally made for kaihui's birthday )
milk pudding
something else i created. i hope u guys wont get stomachache. haha. cheers.
mahjong ftw! (:
8:16 PM
APOLOGY TO CIRCLE OF FRIENDS( if i am still in it i suppose ).
CORRECTION: YOU ALL HAVE GREAT STAMINA FOR SPORTS
BUT AN EVEN BETTER ONE FOR SHOPPING.
haha. better now? well mahjong today, was epic. quite fun, won $17.60. but the best part was. i get to fart in mr wong faisee. a sense of achievement.
cookingmin ftw tmr!
7:12 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i had a weird dream today.
i dreamt i woke up late
rushed to school.
upon reaching, my friend told me, its in the afternoon.
but it was in the morning.
so i missed my paper =.=
wts right? lol. and when i msged my dad about it. he replied " u never study den dont wan take paper"
LOL. and i woke up. just in time to reach sch for the paper =.=
CIRCLE OF FRIENDS FIRST OUTING. LOL.the only loser wearing uniform. damn it.
the arcade mania
the pool
the movie.
and last but not least, the crazy shopping =.=
apparently, girls who do not have stamina in sports, have stamina in shopping spree. i wonder how come guys cant sustain such minor tasks of walking around, choosing something they like without getting tired easily. lol. the guys ended up palying cards at ion before i got tired and left for home.
planner for this week
TMR: RUGBY
thurs: MAHJONG
friday: empty?!!?!?!?!?
sat: FISHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
sunday: STUDY.
time for miracles.
8:00 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
funny, but well. that kid drown. saddening
i sure aint gonna forget if i see my gramps bath right in front of my eyes. lol
thats wad bros are forr...
i bet this happens to woonshin so frequently, he just didnt bother about it anymore.
well, a couple of stupid pictures to cheer me up. well. 2 more papers to go!
sometimes, you have to learn how to let it go
-my sister's keeper
3:32 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
ahh. the chest aches. been awhile since i felt this way.. cant seem to get some sleep tonight.. forgetting is hard, let alone moving on. well, the easiest way is to hate, a way out from pain. but thats alil childish. well, i have to start picking up this broken pieces, and carry on with my journey alone. thanks, for hearing me out, letting out what i have been upset about for the past few days.
i needa sort things out, clear my head. getting over this emotional hurdle. i will be fine guys. i will be fine soon.
my chest just felt so heavy on the bed.
8:12 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
a levels is about to be over. something i have been looking forward to, something where i thought, i could spend quality time my friends and family, esp you. been looking forward to it, movies, shopping, eating, blading or just lazing around. but even before this period was over, it seems that i am too soft hearted. or maybe its just me who feels this way, so much for dreams. haha. well, i shall try my best to walk away,
a better man.
i have learn quite abit recently, and most of all, i had a great time with wong, dy, poi, jo, ang NOT TO FORGET AWESOMEBLL. as we study, eat, shit, fart and play. haha. you guys make my day man. thanks a mil CIRCLE of friends. (:
oh it seems forever stopped today, all the lonely hearts in london, caught a plane and flew away, and all the best women are married, the handsome men are all gay. saying love would stop the pain love would kill the fear. but do you believe?
6:39 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
its the last 2 weeks, and i am down with 5 more papers. fk fk fk fk fk fk fk kf kfk fkfkfksdsfaksgfigarjgrboytbaoyraochreanob ayotreamoisbcnfamtnrtyalcmreabryea itamoinfeawureaw,mrnliebfunewl rrewmntilbuanarmnliasnfmleatmea wlrnweal
ok im ranting. i cant slp. i dont know why, i have no papers tmr, and i still cant slp. fml.
8:22 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
FOR THOSE WHO DOESNT KNOW WHO PETER CHAO IS, WATCH THIS, U WILL LAUGH THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR PANTS. and one good thing about this video? it makes u laugh, even when u are feeling down. (:
enjoy. though its abit vulgar.
8:38 AM
HAHAHAHAHA. well, so much for playing dota till 5am yesterday. draft games with wong and dy, and yeah, my tinker was "godlike" huh? player of the century with my sexy level. fml. ok anyways, i thought i could handle 5 hours of sleep, but apparently, while dy and i were studying, we found ourselves knocked out with a note on the table ( view picture above) HAHHAHA. owned.
i found myself afew nicknames recently.
it began with,
bustymin.
soon it become..
wongfat.
and suddenly, it became,
flirtmin.
lastly,
lim xiao long.
i wonder how many nicknames i can have in just this period. looking forward to the beansprout competition doh.LOL.
MY PLAN AFTER A LEVELS.
play rugby. check
play touch. check
MAHJONG CAMP. CHECK
movies. check
stonning in front of a wall, letting time pass by. check.
imitating peter chao. check.
slim down. check.
catching up with my friends and cous. check
learning to cook/bake new shits. check
To those who truly understands me, thank you.
to those who doesnt...........
8:10 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
well, maths paper 1 and gp is over so far. well, i am quite confident with my maths, this is the first time, for a very long time, that i walked out of the hall, a happy man.LOL. i could do most of the questions i guess, except functions. however, my gp paper is kinda screwed up for paper 2. a spider kept disturbing my concentration. damn it.
boing boing boing. ( land on my paper)
eh sia la. quite cute. ( flick away)
10 mins later.
boing boing boing. ( land on my paper again )
wa tmd, ( flick away )
5 min later
boing boing boing ( land on my hand )
fk sia. ( about to flick it, but it crawled into my shirt )
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ, so practically, the whole 30 mins, it was crawling ard my body -.- " i didnt wanna squish that spider, but in the end i caught it. with the expense of my gp. damn it. i wonder if i can pass that paper.
tmr would be chemistry, damn, i hope i can do well this time.
11:31 PM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
a levels is 1 more day away. damnn.
well, ws dy and i were walking down the path as we returned from our ultimate tzi cha mania, we spent $60 on, curry fish head, shrimp paste chicken,sambal kangkong, frog legs, old cucumber soup. i must say, the $20 is worth the shit. lol.
we talked about this old couple, who were married for quite some time, playing sports tgt, be it badminton or just plain exercising at the fitness area. and we all wondered, wouldnt it be nice if we grew old with the person we truly love?
korean or taiwan dramas are all alike, they present very rare events that invokes feelings of happiness, sadness. overwhelmed by the persons love. but thats when you look at it from the third party, meaning, you know what he is doing,feeling and planning. but in reality, would you? would you even know the sacrifice a guy make for the girl he truly loves? nah, you dont. the girls dont realise all of his actions. but who cares? all the guy wants was to make the girl happy, and thats it. to be with her, and i realised, even though all guys tend to say, that the girls are hot etc, being myopic, everyone would say, guys are lustful, desperate. but deep down, every guy would prefer romance to lust. lust is temporary, romance lasts mostly, for a long period of time.
yeah, i have made plenty of mistakes in my love life, plenty of stupid ones, many of which are blinded by feelings. i blamed myself most of the time for it, esp for my ex, i didnt give my all, and i know it myself that i was at wrong. well, karma gets me i guess. for who could ever define what love truly is?
sometimes, one can only envy the people around them, the laughter, the smiles, the happiness. even though there are harsh times, where anger, sadness and pain comes in, be it in a relationship, family or friends caused by betrayal, misunderstandings, lost of temper or backstabbing.but most importantly, the good times, mostly outweighs the bad. i tend to remember the good stuffs, eg, when my 1st bro carried me around the house when i was p2, running around, him trying to act as if he wanted to throw me down, or even my godsis, whom was there for me afew years back, listening to my rantings, being there for me and many more. but time passes by, friends come and go, all thats left are memories, who in the right mind would remember the bad stuffs? haha.
well, i am just ranting over here. 1 day to a levels .damnnn
is the cycle going to repeat itself all over again?
9:37 AM
Sunday, November 01, 2009
the hiding, the running, the anxiety, the ectasy. well, it all paid off when we caught your butt red handed.LOL. even though we were scrambling to one corner with huge bags and looking like idiots trying our best not to get caught, with onlookers giving the, wtf r u guys doing look. its all worth it. mission PY a success. hahaha.
well things are looking great for me, studying is quite relaxing, although i wonder if i could score an A =.=" esp for maths.