Sunday, November 29, 2009
i tried to study today, well, i did 2 physics mcq papers. the most among the circle. LOL. i read about something funny today, horoscope on the news papers.
Gemini:
you will be pissed with the social services u have asked for in dating other women, it is because u found them ugly and wonders why they are giving u such bad treatment. the ladies thinks the same way.
hhahahah. i laughed my ass off man.
Libra:
you will go into depression for afew weeks until someone walk up to u and explain to you that the movie 2012 is not a documentary. its a movie.
well, back to business.
on a serious note, i thought, everyone share the same feelings when it comes to emotions. i always regretted not putting my all in my ex, and when i saw a situation similar to mine, i thought, hey, i could help this. but well, the situation isnt quite right. i felt utterly disgusted when u were caught red handed. its quite upsetting to know that after all you have said and done, what u are doing is likewise, the opposite of what u are trying to portray yourself.
actions speak louder than words. damn. whats all the pictures, the smses, the cookies, the cards for? when what u are doing aint the stuff u claimed to be?
well, i posted a simple question to my friend on the mrt the other day.
how do u get over it?
his answer was simple.
you dont.
that strike me right in my face.
you dont? den... how do you....
well, when i know that i am gonna think about it, i just let it come, try to occupy myself with other stuff and it will be alright....
i have nothing much to say, but i understand your pain and anger. i hope everything goes fine bro. cheers.
i tried to make things up, to make things better. to change things. but my impression is just too bad to make any difference, you know who u are, i understand how much unhappiness i have caused. and each time i think about it. i cant help but blame myself why i couldnt make things better, why couldnt i just do something about it? so many questions. even with comforting words from my friends, and no matter how good i can or will be, its nothing
when i aint got you.sometimes, life just suck badly, and i have to accept it. not everything goes your way, not everything is perfect. not everything has a happily ever after.
on a happier note. CIRCLE OF FRIENDS. tmr, TOUCH AND RUGBY. please bring your gear. AT NIGHT THERE WILL BE MAHJONG.
And suddenly I become a part of your past,I'm becoming the part that don't last.I'm losing you and its effortless,Without a sound, i lost sight of your ground.
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