2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

a levels is 1 more day away. damnn.


well, ws dy and i were walking down the path as we returned from our ultimate tzi cha mania, we spent $60 on, curry fish head, shrimp paste chicken,sambal kangkong, frog legs, old cucumber soup. i must say, the $20 is worth the shit. lol.

we talked about this old couple, who were married for quite some time, playing sports tgt, be it badminton or just plain exercising at the fitness area. and we all wondered, wouldnt it be nice if we grew old with the person we truly love?

korean or taiwan dramas are all alike, they present very rare events that invokes feelings of happiness, sadness. overwhelmed by the persons love. but thats when you look at it from the third party, meaning, you know what he is doing,feeling and planning. but in reality, would you? would you even know the sacrifice a guy make for the girl he truly loves? nah, you dont. the girls dont realise all of his actions. but who cares? all the guy wants was to make the girl happy, and thats it. to be with her, and i realised, even though all guys tend to say, that the girls are hot etc, being myopic, everyone would say, guys are lustful, desperate. but deep down, every guy would prefer romance to lust. lust is temporary, romance lasts mostly, for a long period of time.

yeah, i have made plenty of mistakes in my love life, plenty of stupid ones, many of which are blinded by feelings. i blamed myself most of the time for it, esp for my ex, i didnt give my all, and i know it myself that i was at wrong. well, karma gets me i guess. for who could ever define what love truly is?

sometimes, one can only envy the people around them, the laughter, the smiles, the happiness. even though there are harsh times, where anger, sadness and pain comes in, be it in a relationship, family or friends caused by betrayal, misunderstandings, lost of temper or backstabbing.but most importantly, the good times, mostly outweighs the bad. i tend to remember the good stuffs, eg, when my 1st bro carried me around the house when i was p2, running around, him trying to act as if he wanted to throw me down, or even my godsis, whom was there for me afew years back, listening to my rantings, being there for me and many more. but time passes by, friends come and go, all thats left are memories, who in the right mind would remember the bad stuffs? haha.



well, i am just ranting over here. 1 day to a levels .damnnn
























is the cycle going to repeat itself all over again?