2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

freaking tired. muscle aches after i took a short nap at home. so dead for field camp tmr, plus my ankle injury, die.8km. wts. kill me pls. $£!%!$^%£


goodbye world. hello tekong.



Had I the heavens embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light of dawn,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths of dust.
I would spread the cloths under your feet
But I, being poor, have only my dreams
I have spread my dreams under your feet
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.



i realised, booking out seems so normal now, although i am really glad i am back to my bed, sleeping till anytime i want, but army isnt that bad afterall.

my favourite part of army is concealment, and rifle handling, although u needa keep it close to u, losing it = confinement etc. hiding yourself within 5metres without getting detected was a thrill u will enjoy. lol.


gonna book in soon, 2115, well, someones number ends with those 4 numbers.LOL. was my race number during sports swift too.


theres so much things to say, but its left unspoken. rah




your eyes, I'm over it
your smile, I'm over it



okay. last post before i book in. whoaaaaaaaaaa. been a long 4 days break, i doubt thre will be anymore book out sessions for me in the next coming week due to retraining or whatever faults my commanders can find. but i dont blame them, its expected. army aint for leisure.

been having weird dreams lately, 3 weird ones. and i wonder why.




ahh. not much to say, gonna enjoy my last few hours in the civilized world before heading to my love, tekong.



so after playing mahjong with my bro friends. gosh, i lost about, 34 dollars. and suddenly, i won. BIG SHIT.





i dun really know how they counted, but apparently, i won about 23 dollars from that. LOL.

13 yao do before,
da san yuan do before.

wads leftt.... da si xi.. whoooooooo. ok. off to bed. tired. 2 more days to book in =/



well, first post as a recruit,



been afew days in camp, everything is fun, everything is ok. the only things that were on my mind were, why is this place so sian? although the marching,footdrills and physical lessons were kinda tiring, everything seems fine. its just, too monotonous, but all in all. its good.

i miss the company outside, the friends, family and esp those few people who i msged or msged me during camp. but maybe i have to face the facts, i cant run away from this, lol. whoooooooooo. so much for looking forward to army.

ankle busted, but i still wanna try out pes A towards OCS. i hope all goes well.











on a happier note, things are looking fine
seems weird that last year went by so fast. being played isnt something nice, but well, thats a lesson to be learnt. sometimes, u should look at things in every aspect rather den be blinded with your feelings. and towards the end, u will realize how dumb u were, that u have just threw away your face, reputation , time and many more.

mixing with the right company does play a part to why i miss the outside world. lol. dont really know how to explain doh.




SIAN. 3 more days to book in. Q"$%%^*^%*£&(*&$(W$^£&$^(&%"

aim for this year:

IPPT GOLD
OCS
AIRFORCE
FITMIN.

LOL



well, the last post as a civilian!

damn. the day went quickly, had mahjong before heading to school for rugby training. tired as shit, i hope tmr wouldnt be tat bad. getting laughed at a botak head is ok, its normal. but i brought a beanie along (:


headed to town to do some shopping with yx, wow. girls stuffs are actually quite cheap with vast variety. gosh.







lastly, marine barrage, IS SUPER INCONVENIENT. esp during the evenings,

bus = fail
chartered pick up = fail ( dusty with so much shit into your eyes)
taxi = fail. no1 stops.


but well, a nice place to relax, to release all the stress in life and enjoy the slow pace of the scenery, stars and the drifting clouds. time passes damn fast when we enjoy it. and before long, it was 11.


SUPPPER WITH PANG AND CHARLENE at alif. whoooooooo. ok. im tired. but........



i had the most enjoyable day today (:










thank you

deyan, for staying over despite your SEVERE lack of slp, and for lying to your mum.

WS, for being an ass.

jia min, <3 dun die at germany man. if not, cannot bai nian for 5 years. hahaa. seee u soon cous!

OH LEEN, for winning my money even when i am enlisting tsk

ba long long, for coming down to my place even with such a short notice, and for taking the train till yew tee. (guilty)

yong xin, for talking things out, listening, tolerating and most of all, being udnerstanding (:

jie en, stop whining laaaa. LOL. okok. sorry boss. go heal your ankle. i NEVER laugh at u. ok fine. actually i did. but it was funny wadddd... no? whoops

pang wei jian. for driving down all the way to fetch me at bb mrt.

charlene, for taking precious time off to meet up AFTER SO LONG. lol.

hanif, for being malay












good times seems to pass real quick, while bad times seems to stay real long. damn. those emo days ( used to ) were like years, while these few days, are like seconds.



MARINE BARRAGE! a super nice place to be, esp with friends, picnic was good, company was good, touch and frisbie( or however u call that ) good, except i threw it down and had to get it back, had a really fun day. VERY FUN. time pass so quickly before we headed to pasta mania. holly shit with the sunburns, pictures uploaded on facebook, apparently it broke down while i tagged every1. wts. i was at photo 130 when i realised whoever i tagged isnt appearing=.= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.



Circle

the sky above,
with eccentric blue,
filled with crimson white clouds that drift by,
staring at it as the soothing sunlight
shone down
as if grinning to me.
bringing joy and ease,
relaxation in mind.
looking around,
the company's good,
the fun,
joy
laughter.
even when we are all drenched with sweat.
ahh.
the cooling breeze,
filled with the scent of greeneries.
the vast view of sceneries,
away from modernization
just by the calming lake,
starring afar,
the ships, birds and the ripples of salty water.
the horizon
so vast and beautiful

and so does my aims,
my goals
that have yet to be attained.

looking back,
hearing the laughter,
the screams
the heavy breathing
the soft thuds running about.
closing my eyes
i sat peacefully for a moment.
before standing up.
"here we go again"
picking up Attack,
we began the game called Touch.