2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

been a long week since field camp, my results was kinda good, but i expected better, but nevertheless, i tried my best and i have no regrets.

gp E
econs E
maths A
chem B
phy B

kinda ironic when my best sub, chem isnt my best subject afterall, and my weakest subject, maths is actually, my best one. taking my results the second time, i didnt feel nervous, or anxious, i know roughly how well i have done after doing the paper,walking out after the paper during 2008, i knew, i would fail. but walking out during 2009 was a different one, i knew i could at least get a b.

frankly speaking, i always wonder, why do they care so much in academic areas? what happens to those who didnt make it?? what would they do then? get low paid jobs? inability to enter any uni? thats just what i am hearing. people breaking down, crying. people giving up. people getting anxious on what would they have to do now, and i wonder, back then, i didnt cry, i didnt break down. but i was disappointed, disappointed in myself for not having the discipline in facing this obstacle, facing it again was a tough decision, even though ms kim just snatched my paper and handed it in for me in just a split second. well, i am glad with my results now, but i am upset that some of my closest friends didnt do quite well. i dont really know how to console or offer comforting words, but life isnt all about your results, good grades doesnt equate to good pay, it doesnt equate to good jobs too, it is subjective to your personal preferences and your interests. so dont give up, think about your passion, be it teaching, helping as a social worker, being a nurse etc. all you need to know is, u can and u will reach your desired work life, its how determined u are in what u want.

on a lighter note, i had fun today, eating dallas and doing stupid things seems enjoyable. lol. tell me about it.