2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

kinda funny, i went to my dashboard,and i saw 3 profiles, and one of them had the heading, a day closer to As, i think i should change it to 1 day closer to ORD. hahah. ok not funny.

well, people out there. what is forgiveness? is there a clear definition to that? sometimes i wonder, how can u forgive, or forget, things that happened, bad things, unhappy moments, unwanted memories, unjustified feelings and many more. but sometimes, you do, not because u want to, but it just happens, mostly due to the love for that someone, even when she/he had crushed your heart so badly, and u still can let that go and see if shes ok with his/her life even when that special someone that lights up his/her life isnt you, but well, life is like that. u just happen to forgive them, even when they gave u shit, talk behind your back, laugh at your crap,break your heart, u just forgive them, because u know , theres no point making a big fuss out of it,what happened had already happened. no one gains, all u need to know is, u just have to be more careful around these people. you never know when they can do another stunt they did back then. let bygones be bygones, forgive, but not forget .

well, apparently, bmt is going to be over for me, 24km route march left, next week is kinda slack, oc evening, platoon evening and company evening. i think i am going to gain back my weight. shit. no more dreams of 8 pacs.

on a lighter note, went to play rugby today, although we played touch, i realised, my fitness for games, now like shit. too much running for endurance and speed, but no stamina for sudden bursts or restart plays in rugby. damn. but well, red tshirt rocks right WS and DY? freak that. sua la. thats wad bros are for, use and abuse. lol. and so much for haagen daaz icecream at julian house, i didnt noe haagen daaz starts with an N and ends with an E. wts.

thinking ahead, i wonder if i could actually do something about some stuffs, for those who understand, good. because, thinking ahead, it might not work out.

1) if i get posted to OCS, book out rate is more or less, 0?
2) if i get into airforce, i will be in aus? GG¬

so the last option is, CHAO KENG. pes C 9, 8 to 5 job, become clerk or driverrrrr..haha. lame.. i was talking to jie en the other day about this issue, and something similar to it about a year back with xw, maybe i am dumb, but if thats wad it takes, i would do it. but well, i doubt that opportunity will come, because that situation, as far as i can say, will never happen.

i miss watching rugby
i miss playing rugby,
i miss waking up late on bed and still lay there and think of what to do next
and, i miss you