Friday, March 19, 2010
well, have u ever wondered when your friends just turned out to be such an ass when they are given some power? well, i experienced that first hand. so what if u are a sergeant, does that mean our friendship doesnt exist just because we are in army? did your ego just exploded out from your shell just because u enlist earlier than me and is now a sergeant? im utterly disgusted when i realised how fuck up this is, wouldnt friends be happy to see each other during army? at least some do, but not all. fancy this, each time i see that mofo, he either scold me for no reason, or just scold me cause i want to talk to him about stuffs. i mean, dude, arent we friends? just because u are given some power doesnt mean u should and must abuse it, especially to your friends who stills considers u like one.
and that brings about another point, how do u really define friends? especially in army, u can have someoone, being "actively" trying to help u, being close to u, but backstabs u in the end just to increase their chances to OCS, dude, cmon. you know it yourself, if u cant make it. accept the fact and move on. whats the point in pulling people down into your sad life? my buddy is one of them which i am sad to say, utterly disappointed at his actions. i have nothing to say about him, but maybe 2 words? fuck you? lol. well, i couldnt stand his "acting" after backstabbing me, it was like, WTF? " err. are u ok? " " waaaaaaaa. airforce lehhhhhhhh" " eh eh. i help u keep your bag u knowww? " damn. in army, u really meet funny people. especially people who suddenly smiles and march for no fucking reason.
on a happier note, BMT is almost over. everything is about PT PT PT and PT. kinda tiring, but i manage to lose alot of weight. LOL. unbelievable huh.
just this once,
just for now
and just like that..
6:36 PM