Saturday, March 20, 2010
what is love? and what will you do for that special someone? be it your family, friends or that special someone. have you ever thought about this aspect before? be it sacrificial, to forgive or even to apologize not because you are wrong, but its because you are willing to let go of your ego, and placing your love one first. have someone ever made u feel like changing for the better? to be a better man.
well, there are many instances, and perhaps it happened before in your life, even though sometimes it hurts when u do it, or when it goes unappreciated. looking back, sometimes, all i could say was, " well i tried my best" or perhaps, i did my best. for those who are close to me, all would know, the unhappiness and stress i had last year,thanks to most of my friends,
circle and kaihui esp,i made it thru.
and that brings about another point, should we be independent? keeping thoughts to yourself, be it happy or gloomy ones, instead of sharing them with your friends and ask for opinions? i realised i myself, is quite dependent on my friends, even though i am fairly sociable, i have a clique of friends, whom i regard as close, although this clique of friends are small, but i know for myself, that they can be trusted with whatever there is i have to tell them. being too independent would be kinda sad dont you think? everyone wants to have someone to depend on, vice versa, it is pleasant to know that there are people who depends on you too, and u slowly u realise, you depend on them too. wouldnt you feel better this way? that u know, whenever u encounter any difficulties, any obstacles in life, there are people around you, who would help you, encourage you. family, friends, buddies, brothers and sometimes, those u despise may just change your impression of them due to that kind gesture of theirs.
but then again, this opens up opportunities of betrayal and backstabs, and sometimes, that doesnt feel too good. there are many ways it could happen, for instance,
stealing your best friends girlfriend. thats fuck up, seriously. leaving a permanent scar right smack there, on your heart.
writing against your buddy but act and pretend nothing happen and still be your "friend"
having a fork tongue.
and many more. for starters, isnt friendship base on
trust? like most of my clique says,
its all about trust. qouted by mr biceps wong aka maosanwong aka sunrise aka wongapong.
touch your heart, and ask yourself all these. and maybe u will find your answer.
i left my head and heart on the dancefloor.
10:26 PM