2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

so everyones going into army now. while i slack ard with my 8 to 5 job. lol. cool shits huh? everyone in ocs or sispec are fighting and training their lives out, and here i am, with 15 other people,slacking at cmpb.

well, i shaved woonshin and deyan hair the other day, kinda fun, although it left a big mess of unwanted hair in my toilet, which my mum questions about it. hmmm, i will get it clean,


soon.


N asked me if i enjoyed my life now, since i booked out, or should i say, end work at 5, ability to stay home, change clothes, shower... yeah, u get my point.

technically, yeah. i am kinda happy and glad with this life, slacking, studying once again for a course which has a passing rate of 8%, and of those 8 %, 90% are white horses with parents who are airforce monster ranks of stars and many more. well, i can see how bleak my future as a pilot in airforce is, but hey, theres still that chance, slim or not, im not giving up on that possibility to earn my wings dutifully. but well, i cant bet everything on it, like how i betted on SYFC. haha.


dreams aside, i realised, going home is a joy, seeing my dad, my brother. although his a freaking pain in the ass, being so selfish and all, its good to spend some time with my dad, already hitting 60, i had dinner tgt with him, surprisingly, i was willling to leave the computer. damn.


i realized i toned down abit, on my anger, and also, the willingness to forgive and forget. seeing some of my sec sch foes, i just forget all, and talk normally. they were kinda shocked, but it seemed normal after quite some time, no more grudges, no more anger, although i am kinda pissed off by some dude in afrc, but still, no more anger eruption like my sec school days. haha. well, keeping that up.


and to you, it seems weird, and i know it aint gonna go any further, maybe its my confidence level, well, the past haunts me, so is the pain .
this sucks. lol. i just hope all goes well.
















hey soul sister.