2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

gosh. been a long time since i updated, i guess its pretty much because i have nothing to blog, and even when i wanted to, i didnt have the time. to update a few things, my bday went well, although i made sure my bday wasnt spent by celebrating. reason kept a secret. those who wanna know, feel free to ask, but if u aint close, u aint gonna get the answer. haha.

thanks to those who send their well wishes on the dot, esp my long lost sis who still remembers my bday every year with a sweet sms and a phone call. and those who celebrated with me (: appreciate it, u guys made this emo year of mine lively.

got 2 fun stuffs in 2 days,

1) flight simulator
2) a new hp.

alright, cut the crap, back to business.


have u ever wonder, sometimes, peoples' opinion seems so myopic? childish, and sometimes lame? just to hide their ego, their guilty conscience and maybe their are just plain dumb? well, this year started off bad for me, but its picking itself up, and its getting better, but for some of my friends, it isnt really going to well for them, and sadly to say, their misery are mostly due to those people mentioned above.

*the following ranting is not targetting anyone in particular, if u feel offended, den perhaps, u are just plain guilty*

so i have came across afew interesting people in life, some being a bum, some being a lazy fag, some being strong-headed, wanting to do everything by themselves, some with huge ego, some who still thinks like a kid and plenty more. but hey, all these are unique characteristics, without them, how can u differentiate anyone? just learn to accept it, and life would be a whole lot simpler as it is. optimistic eh? haha.

sometimes, i get kinda upset, when people backstabs, or feels unhappy about certain things about me and they just keep it silent to me, but not to others, well, who doesnt get upset man? part and parcel of life, but what if its someone whom u treat as a friend? that kinda suck.

sometimes it happens, and in different occasions, etc the present AGM, it was a good experience, but some parts kinda gotten me.

how do you classify someone you hate? or despise? for me, maybe its gotta do with the character, esp the stuck up ones who thinks money = everything and they can look down on people with low/medium income. but mostly, i wont jump into that conclusion too quickly.

but hating someone who u thinks is trying to be friends with everyone?

what kinda logic is that? if its part of your ego/ guilty conscience in what u have done, dont put that on some reason as lame as this, please. it aint gonna work. people are just going to laugh at you.

isnt it ok to be friendly? to people whom u know? or to their friends? rather than strike a "cool " pose and act as if they are simply air? didnt your parents teach u some social skills to be friendly? brains pls. perhaps, u can start by cheating on your girl. well, i am just saying.



well, that got me flared.


lastly, theres so much misunderstandings, and i guess, its normal, but shouldnt it be clarified? i wonder why it isnt, and left unspoken. its quite obvious.. but i shant say much, whats the use anyway? well, good luck with promos and upcoming matches.


so here i am, gonna do what i have always been doing.


be optimistic. and life will go by fairly well (:












happiness is like a crystal ball, once it break into many pieces, all u can do is pick them up, everyone can, but if u work hard enough, maybe u can have a bigger share.