2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

been a long time since i updated my blog, well, technically, its because i have no mood to do so. everything seems dazed to me, and i realised how messed up my life is. and its not just me who feel this way, my other friend just said , teh exact same shit to me 2 days ago. and it sucks man.

i started smoking, clubbing, and almost practically everything i told myself not to do. well, at least i stopped after awhile, but i hope it aint gonna happen again. but then again, my life is still fucked up. in almost every possible way,

i know everyone would say cheer up and get it over with, if it were that simple, i would be glad to do so. but man, this is 1 hell of a depressing shit i am going thru. and all i can do, is smile weakly at my pals, and say i am fine, and help them worry about their problems while mines just hidden in the closet next door.

the past few days were a blur to me, doing nothing but slping, stonning, catching movies and stuff. doing nothing productive, nothing worthy.

fk up.




this is where, depression sets in boys. buckle up.