recently work was boring, but its beginning to get interesting with all the crap in the office, politics, and the new pilot trainees, i felt kinda pissed off osmetimes when i see them slacking, doing everything but reading the notes, making notes, or doing some mental flying, so i decided to teach them, and with my free time going by quickly that way.
and then, the sting happened.
"whoa, so much to learn, eh, u go tamworth ah?" " how come u ooc?"
pek chek, but well, life is like that, i gave them my notes, that i painstakingly compiled, important gestures, and many others, it was my, wu ling mi ji, and i reluctantly gave it to them, hoping it will help the dude i gave, and suddenly, i realised, every1 photocopied my notes, reading them, asking me for help, although it pleases me, it also gave me a tint of jealousy, for they are gonna embark on something i dreamt so hard for. well, fep 128th, all the best for your AGC.
how do u define love? how do u know that u are in it? sucks when u grow up and realised everything that happened in the past might not be what it is now, karma perhaps? but it shouldnt have lasted this long could it? or is it just me? rah, dont feel like writing anymore, if not there will be a debate once more.
people change, and some change for the better, change for the worse, and some, change for the creepier, and that scares the shit out of me.have u met a person, who told u something, but u know it didnt happen? living in an alternate realityy? hmmm. scary. and weird, well, im speechless, and also. disgusted by some things that have happened.
so here i am, thinking of my future prospect, what should i be? or would i like to be?
bruno mars - just the way you are
her eyes makes the stars look like they arent shining, her hair falls down perfectly without her trying, shes so beautiful, and i tell her everyday. yeah i know, when i compliment her she wont believe me, and its so sad she dont see what i see, But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change Because you're amazing, just the way you are And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are Her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me Her laugh, she hates it but I think it's so sexy She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day Oh you know, I'd never ask you to change If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same So, don't even bother asking if you look ok You know I'll say you're amazing, just the way you are.
Friday, July 09, 2010
congrats to mr chuan and mr wong for their posting, OCS ftw... good luck bros, pls dont OOC.
well, yet another weekend with no touch due to everyone being so busy. sucks. esp when it will be the last week for them to play touch.
looking on the bright side, im gonna get 2 puppies. as promised from my dad since k2... wad a cool promise huh.
the game... interesting.
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
the first happy post perhaps? haha
im not saying this event happened today, im just saying.
went to spca to look for dogs, thanks to gwen, i found my way there. been a long time since i talk to her like hw we did in sch.lol. epic buddy. well, the dogs were cute and everything, but i know they wouldnt be up to my dad's expectation, guess i will wait till sat's pet mover and see if i could grab a pup.
visited ms kim shop, i hope it will sell, but for now, lets hope everything goes well to start up (:
epic gaming with ws dy and renhao, pool was hilarious, theres really a huge jinx on number 11. SERIOUSLY. ws started it, and it dawned to us that every single time we hit the 11 ball, our white ball goes in. 4 consecutive times.. and epic pool skills from mr wong, although its a balance, pool no good dota good. haha. but well, a good day that was.
if only you knew.
Monday, July 05, 2010
thanks guys. appreciate it.
been exercising lately, more often in fact, just to keep fit, but well, wads the point?
signed my termination contract a week ago, i remembered hw happy i was when i signed my previous contract, sucks ttm.
went down to paya lebar medical centre for my pes review, turned out, im a pes C9 L9 dude, and its not official until august. so much for keeping fit.lol
work's been worst, practically doing nothing until aug?
8am reach work 8.05 breakfast 9.30 go 22nd floor slp 12.30 wake up 1 go for lunch 3 talk abit of stuff/go swimming 5 go home
at least it aint so bad anymore. just looking forward to ord, which is about, 1.5years more?
it sucks when u see someone with a perfect spine, failing the agc course in less than 3 sorties due to airsickness. if it were possible, i would have swapped my spine with his and get my wings. LOL. balls.
tell me something, u think i can have any faith in anything besides myself?