2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

coming into terms with reality.



so we had our very first COBRA match against police, 28 - 33. a close fight, but even though we didnt play tgt for a long time, and despite the various batches of people, we played well. been a long time since i played contact, pretty enjoyable, although the body aches and epic fatique the following day isnt that good. haha


so my job as a clerk...

8am report
schedule tests for people.
brief people who are here for the tests,
call up bmt ppl to take test
book bus
update scores.

long lunch breaks, before slacking alot as work ends at 5.30. kinda boring and irritating, since i cant file properly, nor can i use excel. but at least i am learning some shit there man. lol.


well, my epic cous is back from germany, i hope she can catch up with her work doh.

ss is back too! every1's coming back but my brother. lol.



any ideas wad course i should take in uni? still pondering...



i dreamt of a few weird dreams today,


i was driving, and suddenly the truck in front of me flipped, accidents were everywhere. i jammed brake, i was kinda shocked, didnt know wad to do, everywhere around me, cars were flipping, crashing, screams, and suddenly a huge impact...


and i woke up.


cool shit huh.


16 months before i ORD from my clerk shit. but, my workplace ppl are kinda fun and stuff. although the workload FOR NOW, is still minimal, i wonder how i would feel when i take over 2 persons job. im so dead.


at the mean time, been running, doing free weights on my spare time, thinking of joining some other stuffs, i missed MT training, my ankle is still in shit, maybe after the op, i will go back to that once more.







Said at my worst or at my best
Cause both she's seen.



everyone change in time, some for the better, some for the good.

went out with my sec school clique recently, had alot of fun, running ard sg to try diff food, flyers, barrage etc, reminiscing the sec sch days where we had fun, altough we are now in a 20/21 year old body.

and with the barrage came the fond memories of circle outing, epic picnic, epic camwhore, epic company.


so cobra training is coming up, been setting it up, doing admin and many more. sometimes it pisses me off with the no replies, but im glad the previous sat, we had fun for the last week of touch. hoping the turn ups for the training would be suffice for a team. trying to be optimistic here.

then again, what makes a team?

first, bonding takes place, friendship will be found, brotherhood will be born.

and trust, trusting each other on the field, on the game, at the pitch, with each gameplay.

frankly speaking, i didnt think i would have any problem with that..

i thought wrong.


been playing touch for so long with the same people, and yet, a simple meal couldnt be made. we had to split into 2 groups, and only i knew why. only i.disappointed.


many gestures, talks, and actions. all seems to boil down to one thing. i aint a good organizer, nor a good friend.


so where do i stand?


many of my friends tell me, time after time.

ehh. u got so many friends sia...



but do i?


haha.. do i?


well, perhaps i always screw things up. then again, im human and i can never be perfect.



friends, family and even brothers change, and you have two ways, either accept it, or walk away. well, this is where i leave.