2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

i realised i dont update my blog anymore, ok i always say that nowadays.. lol.. but been thinking lately, so i guess updating would be a better option.

heres some fresh news,

i am going to up my pes,

my medical screening to be a pilot again for the rsaf might pass.

so yeah, i seeked 2nd opinion, did quite alot of testings,xrays,injections u name it, i get it.. and its all paid by, my beloved army.. so yeah, lets just hope for the best.. not putting hopes into it, but at least i know im fit for commercial flying (:


come to think of it,

i start pondering about random stuffs, maybe its because i have too much time on my hands as an airforce clerk..

have u ever notice some funny lil things in life?

like why dog food has new improve tasting? but who the hell tests it?

or why the busiest time during peak hours driving is called rush hour when the traffic is the slowest?


sucks..


dne again, i realise, as we grow older, we, yes, obviously tend to mature. but things dont go better from there,

politics comes into place,

arguments comes in,

proper choice of words must be used in case of any form of misudnerstandings..

grudges will be formed instead of the cute * i dun be your friend anymore,( which only matters for the next 10mins) *


and soon, your social circle will shrink,

friends come and go,

and some times, u dont even know when they leave, or when they actually classify u as distant friend, or the friend whom i wont reply that fast, or i wont even reply at all.

and frankly speaking,

im becoming more and more selfish lately,

something im quite ashame of,

because i dont see a point in helping or putting in any effort into people,

which i still hold true.

when your friends only find u when they need help, but when thye are ok, they will just pretend u dont exist.

kinda tired of being a nice guy.

and worse of, being nice isnt a good thing either, u might just get oyurself into deep shit,


so why dont i just be an asswipe, since girls tend to fall for jackasses.. haha.







commitment,

when will it ever come?

i dont see replying an sms being a hard task to do,

fucking irritating. srsly.