what happens when u trust too much? in peoples promises, or their speech? or perhaps too caught up with trusting someone that u dun have any doubt that this person would in the end, change what he/she has said.
maybe its because im too gullible, something i realised, ever since young, my brother used to trick me. even my best friend chin whee, tricked some of my cash while playing black jack by shuffling the ace to the second card.. or playing the P2P game, where i got hacked, countless of times, and eventually give up on that game, only to find the culprit being my brother, just to stop me from playing so he could play.
although all these were in the past, something interesting to look back upon, but eventually u realize, whatever that happened before, might be happening right now.
friends going back on their words,
not keeping promises,
and the list goes on.
and sometimes, it might be due to you being too nice, or too happy go lucky, that they just dont give a damn, like keeping promises, a deal, having your word.
and it happens all the time, for instance, not turning up for a bbq when u said u would, it may seem childish, but as a close friend, the purchase of food, the company, everyone expected u to come, and maybe you dont see the need to, im ok with it. but instead of saying, im on my way and not turning up, u shld have said, sorry man, i wont be coming. its called courtesy. learn it.
and there are other incidents, where a promise was made, and u respected it, only to find out, it was all a lie when 1 month later, u see something else. not discussing that in detail, because if i would, it would be pretty obvious who it is.
so then again, should i or should i not trust promises made? or should i just be as gullible and get laughed at 10 years down the road about how stupid i was, being so naive and trustworthy when people takes advantage of you?
thanks ms chng, for listening out. appreciate your opinions. haha.
5:55 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Lets Fly.
Here we go, come with me There's a world out there that we should see Take my hand, close your eyes With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
a good week till now, trainings in police feel so much better as players start to treat u as one of them,that means,its easier to start a game play, easier for communication.
sat's match was kinda epic, almost lost myself there after a concussion on my head, but i realised, im improving, with the tackles, the runnings, the crashings.. the techniques are all pretty much useful.. bbq in the evening wasnt too bad, too much leftovers doh, i forgot, they arent ruggers i guess i need a winston and a nevin.. haha.. the drinking was epic, waterfall,flaming lambo, absthine( 70% alcohol content. imagine that shit) ,submarine, B52 and the lists goes on, learn some new mixtures that day.. and i puked.. and i found out an interesting fact, indians drink really well. lol.
dinner at sunset (:
the ambience was good, just alil pricey, the BBQ combo isnt as good as it states on the web, but the baffalo wings are pretty hot and its only lvl 3, theres until lvl 10, and finally, the challenge, lvl 30 spice.. lol. u ahve to eat 1 lvl 30 wing in 1 hour.. and u will be in the hall of fame.. whooo! perhaps, when poixin comes back, circle.. new destination? hahha. u can see the sunset there too.. ( yeah, thats why its called sunset)
shit, today's sunday. why is it that these 3 days of the week, fri,sat,sun.... seems more like 5mins den a 72hour duration? hmmm....
OFIMA! (OH FUCK ITS MONDAY AGAIN)
7:34 AM
Friday, November 26, 2010
Talking to the moon.
been a long week,
played my first club match
served my first night duty
made dumplings on my own (even the skin)
and throughout, been working out quite abit.. stand chart is coming up, 1 more week to go, and im barely hitting the 20km mark....i guess, its a walkathon for me after the 21km mark.. lol.
i think uploading the pictures on my dumpling shits would be better on fb... blogger really sucks. LOL.
6:15 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Speak Now.
I hear the preacher say, "Speak now or forever hold your peace," There's a silence, there's my last chance, I stand up with shaking hands, All eyes on me, Horrified looks from everyone in the room, But I'm only lookin' at you,
a very pleasant song, went to work with a jolly mood today, perhaps its because i had an awesome wed? haha. was whistling to this song while at work, but i finally found out the title of the song after it played on the radio at my workplace..
then again, if u saw some1 u love being married off, or being taken away,or getting a new bf suddenly.. would u actually stand up and get the girl back? as cliche as it seems, but will u do it for love? haha. tat guy/girl must have huge BALLS.
got the review today, it seems my back is perfectly normal. however, thye cannot justify whether i can be in aviation sector due to lack of experience and specialty.. shucks.. so after all the work, im back to squareone. soooooo, any1 have an aviation doc to spare? haha
simplicity.
8:21 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The Sweetness Of Doing Nothing.
well, the day went by pretty fast, when i really wanted it to end slow,
although there were afew cock ups,
watched eat, pray, love today,
a good movie, but i can say u can just dl it on funshion and watch it without paying, but the storyline is good, i cant write it in words wad was expressed out of film because it was that good, but yeah, in search of a balance in life, sometimes, falling in love upsets the balance, and u will be in a mess. but hey, without love is the reason why we strife for balance in life isnt it? haha. just my point of view.
anw, i got to chat with a holland co-pilot at GWC today, seems to me that getting a license is not a bad idea afterall, but if u are sponsored, it would be better, so i hope SIA will accept me after i ORD from NS, because if i dont, i will need about 12 to 15 years to recop my fees for training, den again, i need to make sure i have a position with a commercial airlines too...
ok im bored. trying to apply for SIA now , according to my boss, SIA higher chance + sponsored training.. heh.
4:42 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
ITS WEDNESDAY
heh. wednesday...
too shag, but yeah.
good luck to ken on his AGC. i hope he passes.
8:33 AM
Monday, November 08, 2010
a random post
watch this... its pretty touching.. i watched this video a couple of months back when mr wongapong posted it on facebook. den again, it questions me on whether i can love someone that much, or maybe its because the risks involved, the pain, hurt and effort.. or even the backfire which happens sometimes when things go wrong, as some may know of the you-know-who, and then again, i have to thank my CIRCLE of friends for being there, mr sufian was telling the ruggers today that i did well on my 2nd time for a levels, yeah i did.. maybe, but if it werent for those asswipes whom i study with everyday at bb mac, the 9pm rush to wm to get cheapo sushis, the epic stayover sessions of studying where we meet the homeless man and the retarded indian dancing.. those were the days, and those were quite... motivating days to study, well, back to the point. will u risk it? for someone? perhaps to the girl whom already love u, but to the one who doesnt?
den again, to girls who have seen the video, "omg so touching" and wishes a guy like that, but when that guy comes, as long as there isnt any chemistry, no matter how hard that dude try, he is just gonna fail like a nigger.. so i guess, first impression counts, and also, your reputation in sch/society/friends.. and maybe.. looks?
well the cliche phrase goes, theres many fishes out in the sea, but den again, if u think about it, what if that right fish for u, is living in... perhaps...in PARIS?! or maybe, INDIA?! and u are stuck in , lets say, this cool ass small country called singapore? what den? no chance, no hope, no magic, no love... HAHAHA..
and i can now declare myself broke ttm.
current debt
17 - julian 20 - biceps 10 - ken
who am i missing?
but current credit
30 - marc ( the guy who lost to me in mahjong and has been seeking refuge somewhere in tiong)
another video (:
if it has gone wrong once, will there be a second chance?
5:51 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2010
A NEW SKIN?!
ok so i changed my blog skin to somewhat less gay as some may have told me =.= well, its pretty neat, so here it is. lol. although its copyrighted by some douche, but its nice and simple.
walked ard little india on deepavali, quite a nice sight and experience, with the epic sour and disgusting original lassi we bought for a dollar, BUTTTT, the smart me told biceps to get a bottle of apple juice and it tasted HEAVENLY. heh.
food for thought,
i watched social network a couple of days back.. and yes.... with a big fuss from my sexy, lovable cliques of friends.. yeah, with my *date* lame... ok anw, back to the point, how do u get rich? as in, filthy rich? perhaps a millionaire, or maybe, a billionaire? we cant just follow social norms like, getting a degree/cert, nor being a doctor/pilot/dentist or whatever cool ass job there is that deserve a WOW.
being rich takes alot of risks, and it also means, being self employed, or rather, an entrepreneur.
dude: so u are in college? girl: yeah, harvard,doing double majors, u? dude: nah, im too old for it. girl: what do u do? dude: im an entrepreneur. girl: u are jobless? dude: u can say that... but, i like to call it, being an entrepreneur. girl: *rather disgusted* dude: i created neptunes. girl: *stunned*
taken from socialnetwork conv between a girl and sean parker.
technically speaking, creating your own job, even if it doesnt exist, might get u rich sometimes, mark zuckerbierg for instance.
so what im trying to say is, follow your dream, creativity, ambition, whatever u call it. and maybe one day, u might make it SHITHOT..
but on the other hand, what if u fail? well, u are left with perhaps... nothing? haha so its either following the herd of our society, or to be the lone sheep who ventures out seeking for some thrills.......................andgeteatenbyalion.
well, i watched SCC 7s the past few days, quite awesome, but i realised, i suck big time as compared to those people, then again, thinking about it, they are pretty huge ass people.... how do i.......tackle......them down.....if they are charging at me with speed and sheer size? hmmmmmmmm... i guess i will face that dilemma if i ever get to play at their level.. lets hope i can make it up somewhere from here... the keyword is.... hope.. heh.
just an update, i applied for New South Wales in Australia, bachelor in Aviation, concurrently taking a CPL and maybe an ATPL(frozen), wonder if i can get it, but i doubt it will be a problem.. so here i am, going for second best.