with the bad weather, training didnt go as planned.
the match against ACSOBA was pretty disappointing, i didnt do as well as i think i could, although i realised, blandon isnt as godly as what i thought he was.. after tackling,stealing balls, crashing with all i could.. i felt upset when i got subbed out even before i could do any damage to anyone..we led them 13 - 12 until the very last min.....where they scored a try.. den again, i felt fuck up, what if i didnt get injured and wasnt subbed out? would that happen? the winger that subbed me missed tackled...leading to the try..den again, its my fault, to not crash properly... and the best part is, injuries.. busted my ankle, its in a pretty bad shape now. trying my best now to tape up and run for the 42km tmr, but who am i kidding? how can a twisted ankle heal in a day? i iced it for afew hours alr, and theres not much effect.. sigh.. another let down..
so much for training.
kinda ironic sometimes dont u think? when the past 2 years of stand chart, i didnt train yet i ran, but this year, when i finally started training up, i am unable to run.. seriously.. wtf is god doing man........ wads with the toying this year?
and for the first time, i felt that we have some standards in the team, the skill, the game plan...we just lack something... just..... just that one missing essential tool. commitment.
fanndly told us something really meaningful after the game, which i think, should be shared with the alumni team, well, i will rephrase it to suit COBRA.
i know we arent a club or a super saiyan team where we have all star players.. but can we just get the alumni team up? i really dont expect much, a training every sat morning, isit too much to ask for? jsut afew hours of your time, its all in your mind and heart, dont always think about yourself, think about the team, think about me,organizing each week, constantly smsing down, every week, about training, sending about 20 smses each time, only to receive 3 replies, wad happened to the 17? is it really hard to come down and train? for those who book out early, is your passion dead? after season? just that fleeting 2 years of playing, u give up on the sport u trained hard on with your brothers? i sincerely missed the trainings we had for each batch, raufs, kens, kin onns, although its a different training regime for each batch, it was a fun experience having to play/train with u guys, but cant we just use, 3 hours per week, to have a fun training/ match with the juniors? think about it, when we were juniors, we always wanted to learn, from the seniors, from the matches we played, but we couldnt, so now, since COBRA is established, can we finally put our alumni team into good use? enjoy rugby, im not asking u guys to play for the club, im just asking u guys to help the juniors, and play the game well, instead of just turning up for the game on the day itself like police, i really hope our team have a set of game plans, rather den just winning by individual skill.. for those who really love rugby, join a club, and play, theres alot of things to learn, an eye opener for me when i joined police this year. so keep your minds open, and ask yourself, can you commit? those 3 hours of training/ match on a sat? for the team, for the juniors.. and help them achieve, not just the plate champs, but top 4. lets achieve something guys.. its not far off, just because we arent a powerhouse doesnt mean we cant beat the shit out of those cocky bastards..
one day, a man was laying on the field, looking at the clouds, interpreting its shape, when he questioned god, "dear lord, how long is a million years?" and god replied, " to my standards, its about a minute."
the man asked again, " how about a million dollars to u lord?"
and he replied, " well, it seems like a penny to me."
after a moment of silence, the man pluck up all his courage and said, " lord, can u give me a penny? "
" in a minute."
haha ok not funny. i saw that in the toilet earlier while peeing.. not bad, i smiled. did u? haha
trying my best,hoping to achieve, but will i? or is it just a fogged dream, dispersing any moment.
Thursday, December 02, 2010
ill wear my heart on my sleeve.
lately i saw one of my friends, becoming slimmer, and fitter, finally obtaining gold for ippt at sispec, however, when i visited his blog... i got a shock of my life... he blogs like a twit, lubs.this this this.. gosh.. shit.. ok im being mean.. but seriously, we are all 20 yr old men.... i cant believe it until i saw it at my friend's place 2 weeks ago.. haha.. damn i had to blog this.. sorry for being an ass. but im halved..
things are going fast pace for me now,
mon wed fri sat rugby
tues thurs gym
sun soccer/ rest..
even forgotten to sms this week's training/touch.. gosh..
alot of things been on my mind lately.... sometimes im confused with things, and i dun evne know how to voice it out apart from talking to some of my close friends.. darn... lol.
watched hello stranger today.. its damn funny and epic.. u guys should catch it soon!