Sunday, January 16, 2011
Match Day
well, sorry for the late update, but im still up and kicking at 3am, although theres work,physio tmr.
lets say, sat game was a good one, esp when there are no fights, no hostilities, nor were there bad blood. although i did made plenty of mistackles and mispasses. FML. all in all, it was a good game, esp when mr wong, finally shows up, to play,catch,run,burn,sidestep,stride,makefunnyfaises,laugh,frown,scoretry, doing all those mentioned above, in just 1 second. how cool is that? well, thats mr HEH? for u.
regretted showering early tat day, but damn, there was a mahjong game to catch, touch > mahjong? shit. i need to set my priorities right. no wonder i lost 13 dollars. FREAKKK. losermin ftw, esp when i was wearing my neverloseboxers. apparently its called, alwaysloseboxers now. *throw away*
and its good to see circle meeting up again, esp seeing mr wong being so cheerful, not bad eh? although its FREAKING. i mean. FREAKING. irritating sometimes when he starts singing to u, whooops, i mean singing to ur xln. hahah. his epic pictures are all spammed on his facebook. go check it out if u haven seen them,
*disclaimer: you may feel a sudden lost of self confidence and ego after viewing those biceps of his, if u need urgent medical attention, pls visit bulgingmusclesofwong.blogspot.com.*
its been 3weeks since i last exercise, and damn,after sat, my leg feels tight, esp the part where my ligament was torn off. how to say leh? GG. well,theres physio tmr.. and theres my MRI coming up too...hmmmmm
I FREAGGGGGGINGGGG LOST 13 DORRAS OF MAHJONG MONEY AGAINNNN. FML.
11:03 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
love is overrated.
we all know rejection hurts, no matter how hard u try to make it less painful, trying your best not to let tears fall, but in the end, no matter how hard to try, how much effort u try not to make it so awful, in the end, it leads to more tears,accusations,stress, hurt and the list carries on. in the end, theres bound to have hurt and pain, a simple fact to those who fall in love, to treasure their loved ones, no matter how widely praised love is, unrequited love will never get to shine its former glory.
im sorry.
7:02 AM
University
I FREAKIN... CUT MY HAND WHILE MAKING PINEAPPLE TARTS TODAY.
fml. seriously, i waaas like, scooping the butter, and i thought, shit, later cut my hand how? NVM LAAA.. I SO AWESOME.. and there i go, with a deep cut on my index finger.so much for awesomemin.
anw, pineapple tarts taste awesome, any1 wanna buy? theres no blood, no worries. HAHAHA. nah its free. but in limited quantities per person i gave, wan more must buy. HAHAH. doubt any1 will buy doh, since im damn lazy to make in bulk, and im a such a nice friend.
shit, im praising myself too often. HOW TO SAY LEH.
self entertainment is a bliss =.=
anw, back to the point, while im typing this with my middle finger, (since my index finger is more or less, dead. ) i always wondered, which uni? what course? where? overseas or local?
OVERSEAS.
AEROSPACE / AVIATION.
thats most probably what im gonna do for now, either UK or Aussie.
some of my friends were questioning,
why retain den? cant u just go overseas straight?
yeah thats true, i could have. but i didnt
mainly because i wanted to stay with my friends, to play rugby..to prove im not the dumb one in the family and... last but not least...................... heh.. secret... xD
den again, there are pros and cons with regards to leaving the hometown
no friends
out of comfort zone yada yada...
but i would like a new experience for a change, something new, something where i know i can be independent ( like my dad said, TRAIN THEM LIKE DOGS NIGGER )
and also.......... secret yet again..
If Gods the game that you're playing
Well we must get more aquainted
Because it has to be so lonely to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion but it's one that i believe in
You don't deserve a point of view
If the only thing you see is you
6:44 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2011
Circle (:
well, finally played some touch today! kinda glad that my ankle is healing, although its in quite a bad condition.. BEEN AGES SINCE I TOUCHED A FREAKING BALL. ok sounds wrong, but awesome day..
met circle for a meet up! too bad aunty poi isnt here, so ted was the replacement for u? HAHHA. i was kidding, no harsh feelings...
been a long time since we met up and talk, although, things have changed now, not as epic as before, not as rush as the times we had during our a levels, no more 845pm alarm for sushi at wm >:(
and i realised, im still thinking like her, and i really wanna get myself a grip, to get back to my usual self, the nice ahkow, went to bll house for mj today, and i was surprised he walked us all the way to the mrt, was kinda embarrassed that i dont do that even when the bus stop is just outside my place, and somewhat guilty that i used to do so, or even offer to send my friends home, only to change and be a selfish S.O.A.B. fml, im going to change, for the better. wait up guys.
10:07 AM
Friday, January 07, 2011
random?
the light, shone from orange to grey,
the sudden rain patters down heavily on my umbrella,
my only shield as it shelters the broken red object of mine.
countless of times,
the irony happens,
the trickery of god
mocking the very soul of mortals with deceit,
as he walks the earth,
hearing only the best of him,
but experiences the contradictions of the "lord"
the sun is leaving,
the heavy clouds of the heart clustering,
blocking every path,
every light,
bringing rain,
sending fright.
with strength i hold,
this umbrella of mine,
waiting,
for the storm of emotions to untwine.had a dream last night, a somewhat pleasant dream, but too bad, in a blink of an eye, i woke up, and realised. damn, it was all but a dream.
an interesting conversation today with the old alexandria hospital nurse.
nurse: ok u see ah, your physio for your leg and back, will be on the 7jan 9am
me: err, 7th jan?
nurse: yeah
me: its 11am alr
nurse: yeah i know
me: its 7th jan today
nurse: oh sorry sorry! hahahahaha..
me: nvm nvm,
nurse: ok i put next monday okay?
me: np, wheres the physio place ah?
nurse: oh its at block L
me: oh, where issit?
nurse: oh its here, " takes map out" its........errmm... oh shit.. where ah? ahyin... where is the sports clinic ahh?
hhahahahah.. wad a funny start for the day...
was happily making pineapple tarts after heading home, not bad, taste awesome as compared to my previous batch. anyone wans? its free actually, i think charging friends is quite stupid since the cost price of pineapple tarts are relatively low. as compared to the selling price, its about, 600% profit... wad the heck? wad a scam...
do not, i repeat, do not expect anything in return for whatever u have done, because, most of the time, u will be left disappointed.
10:24 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
double standards
i came across certain things in life as i grow up.
since young, i always thought, teachers are impartial, the education, military, government system are all fair.
but as i grow older,i realised, thats not the case, teachers can be bias towards students, officers may or may not like u, which makes a big difference in your life in the SAF.
take for example, in school, teachers tend to look down/give up on the normal technical students, im not stereotyping ALL, but most, even during my primary school days, i could feel the unhappiness in the teacher stepping into the class, trying to rush through the whole lesson without stopping, without helping the slower students, trying to pass that 1 hour of time and leave that dreadful class. and as a playful kid, who wouldnt love that kinda teacher? who doesnt bother about u as u play in class. and surprisingly, the teacher i hated the most, is the teacher i miss and respect the most. the teacher who comes into class, and finishing only a quarter of a lesson in an hour, due to the scolding, the disciplining and last but not least, the encouragement to pull through the PSLE. the extra lessons everyday after school until 5pm. these are the rare breed of teachers, thank you, mdm yazilah.
i guess i sidetrack-ed. lol. on the other hand, there are teachers, who jus come into class and treat some of us like crap, while others like angels, for instance, my JC chinese teacher, always favouring the cheena mamas, the quiet, the hardworking, while even when there are times when the naughty, hyperactive mr limahkow tries to listen, he gets scolded for no reason. HOW TO SAY I ALWAYS GET SCOLDED IN ANY, EVERY SINGLE WAY DURING MY SCHOOLING DAYS LEH?! but i have to say, my life in psch,sec sch, jc, are pretty much awesome.. like.....well.. your mum.
back to the topic, in the army, officers in BMT gets the higher advantage on who to go OCS and who doesnt, for example, lets say, i retained,which i did, and i met a friend who enlisted a year earlier, and he isnt good terms with me? den again, i have seen officers who told OCTs in bmt ( yeah i know, if u wanna know why theres OCTs in bmt, ask me) that all they have to do is clear their high key events, and poof! they are not in the top few percentage, thus, the termination of his contract, something i always hate to do, to tell a friend, that he failed.. den again, if u suck up to your officers, like most people do, ( im not saying names. haha. u shld noe who) even without much leadership skills, hes being chosen to go OCS, judging by some officers i have seen, its amazing to think how one with such caliber could enter OCS. furthermore, in almost every working environment, the testers, especially in the Air Grading Course, are sentient beings, who, ultimately, have the flaw of bias-ness.
so guys, u need to learn afew skills if u are awesomely poor, not literally.
1) suck up
2) public relations.
3) u need neither of the above if u can match woonshins biceps.
im done. lets just say, the past few days during new years eve, i was pretty much wasted from drinking. bad boy eh?
den again, i realised, i have no new year resolutions, what was i doing last.... oh.. right.. i know wad i was doing.. celebrating the holiday mood with Circle, and also.......wishing for something tat wasnt worth my time and effort.. damn. i waas blind. lol
den again, the epicness of building the gay-ess card ever for one of my pals, the epic colour, the epic writings, although the surprise failed due to woonshins lousy excuse tat we got caught while making such awesome present. haha.
anw.
so heres my resolution for now. FOR NOW.
1) train up for half iron man by 2012. ( if im still in sg)
2) play more rugby
3) learn how to mix more drinks
4) learn to be the old me instead of the xw me. ( need any clarifications, ask me
wads this)
5) convince myself its over.
HEAL ANKLE.. HEALLLLLLLLLLL....damn itafter all this time...
5:38 AM