2 hands 1 cable 1 wakeboard.

i guess its time to revive this blog. it always start with the cliche "its been ages" but thats the truth in that. i have stopped blogging. stopped keeping track of my life. because i felt bliss, i felt happy. and i felt, theres no point keeping track anymore. because theres another who would share this memories with me.

the difference in emotions caught me offguard. and im left. left with nothing. while u chose the easy way out. the selfish reason of yours. without thinking of the pain of others. the distance, the coldness, the dishonesty, the excuses. and u call yourself a believer of purity? of god? of compassion and love? while your actions speak otherwise. dont, dont give yourself anymore excuses to make yourself feel better.

i just lost my faith.
my pillar of strength.

lesson learnt.
never place someone as a priority when she doesnt
never include anyone in your life when u are unsure she would step out jus as sudden as she has entered.
never,
never trust love.